Sorry, about the wait. My account got locked fro some apparent reason. But oh well, it works now. So, I can update now. I hope you all enjoy this chapter!- Lobsters forever
Last Chapter:
For the next couple of weeks Ross was terribly upset. He lost the woman the he loved, and he didn't know what to do. Ross sat down one day in his dressing room. Joey came in and said "Dude, go after her". Ross looked at him and said "Okay, that's the only solution. I have to call Monica. Maybe her and Chandler can help me. Besides I don't know my way around New York anymore."
New Chapter:
One week later, Ross had landed in New York and settled into his sister apartment. St the time Monica had no idea that Ross was there to look for Rachel. One evening in Greenwich village, Ross sat on the couch next to Chandler, his sister wife and old college best friend. Now someone who he barley even talked to since he left. Chandler had never forgot what Ross did to him in College, and he never forgave him. Monica was baking and Ross sprung it on her "I need to find someone." Chandler looked up from his newspaper and asked "Who? A new agent? What?" Ross sighed and got up and moved to the kitchen and said "Anyways, no it's a girl. I love her so much, and she lives here in Manhattan."
Monica put her pasta on the stove and asked "What her name?" Ross answered "Rachel Green." Monica dropped a glass. Then gasped and asked "What?" Ross echoed "Rachel Green. Why?" Monica walked to the living room, as Chandler said "She is dating someone." Ross dropped his magazine "Oh" he said. Then he asked confused "How do you know her?" Chandler laughed and so did Monica. Chandler then answered "Well, lets say her and Ben know each other." Then Monica started to laugh and moved to him and hugged him and said "Sweetie, they are dating." Ross felt like his heart had just broke into pieces. He walked out of the apartment into the rain outside.
He pondered the question of "what should he do?" He bit his lip as he sat on a step. Just as he got comfortable a woman about Rachel's age came up to him "Oh Wow! I love you! Can I please have your autograph?" Ross opened his hand to get a pen and then he asked the girl "Hey, if you had to choose to date between a guy like my age or a guy your age who would you choose. Not for money, but for love." The girl shrugged and said "The guy my age. But all I wanted is an autograph."
Ross sighed "Well, what do I have to offer her anyways?" He got up and went into a restaurant. He sat at one of the tables by himself and ordered a glass of wine to warm him up. Just as he heard a familiar laugh. Behind him.
"Oh, Ben. You shouldn't have!" Rachel said as Ben have her a bracelet with a heart on it. Ross smiled at her beauty but frowned at his son. I mean his son, his son. Ross walked over to the table and said "Rachel?" Rachel turned around and said "Oh, wow. Ross. How are you?" she said as she hugged him. Ross then said "Oh fine. Really great. But I have to tell you that I love you. Okay, now I am going to go. Have a good night with my son." Ross began to walk out of sight and Rachel stood there with her mouth opened.
Ross got to the apartment and laid down on the couch as Monica studied her son and daughters college applications. She saw him and got him some tea, he moved to the window. Looked out of it, crying.
PLEASE READ THE LYRICS! IMPORTANT FOR THE STORY
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Ross sighed took a sip of his tea and said "It could never have been". Chandler came out of his room and said "I knew it. Your still that pathetic loser as you were in college! You have to fight for her!"
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Ross turned around and said "No, he's my son. I don't want to hurt him. I mean they already slept together, its too late." Plus he's younger and better looking."
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
"That's is true." He heard a voice say. "But, I still love you"
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
Rachel moved to the window, and grabbed the tea out his hands and kissed Ross. Her hands moved all of over his body and he loved it. "It's meant to be! Oh and by the way Ben and I are not dating. I just asked Chandler to say that." Ross smiled and Chandler smiled back and he said "Look man. I guess I was just jealous of you. I mean I was at that comic book store with you. I am sorry." Ross hugged him back.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Rachel grabbed Ross in her arms and said "Ross, what do you say we get my job back?"
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This song is Goodbye my Lover: James Blunt- Lobsters forever
