Remus looked at the notice on the
common room wall: due to popular demand there would be a Yule ball
this year.
/Oh great, the first chance for the entire school to
see I have no one to take to the ball./
He could hear James
asking Lily Evans if she would go with him, and apparently Peter had
already been successful in asking a tall Hufflepuff fifth year to
accompany him. Sirius entered the common room to calls of, "Who
are you taking then, Sirius?"
He looked around the room and
the eager faces, all the Gryffindors had placed bets on which lucky
girl would be dancing the night away with Sirius, and they were all
keen to discover if they'd won their share of Chocolate Frogs.
"I
haven't asked the lucky one yet," Sirius replied, with an
award-winning grin, "but I'll let you all know tomorrow."
Remus tore his eyes away from the muscular body of Sirius, it was
no use kidding himself that his friend would take him to the ball:
Sirius would be taking some beautiful girl, not a gay teenage
werewolf.
That evening, Remus decided to take a wander
down to the Quidditch pitch after the Gryffindors had finished their
training for the next match. He was hoping Sirius would be down there
in his Animagus form, as there were lots of emotions running through
his blood that needed to be taken away by stroking his hand through
the rough black fur of Padfoot. As he approached the pitch, he didn't
spot Padfoot, but there was a figure on the opposite side of the
pitch, looking like it was expecting someone to arrive. From the
other person's height, Remus guessed it was a student, as most of the
Professors were rather taller (apart from little Professor Flintwick
who'd recently joined the school). The other person looked up, and
Remus recognised them instantly.
/Sirius... but what's he doing
down here as him? He must be planning to meet the girl he's going to
take to the Yule ball - as far as I know he's not asked anyone yet,
and he needs to have a name by tomorrow morning, when the rest of the
house ask who he's taking. I might as well walk away... but I can't,
he's seen me/
Remus drew closer to Sirius, who motioned
for him to sit down on the small seat Sirius appeared to have
magically made earlier. The air was silent between them, as if
neither could bear to make the first sound, or decide what they were
going to say. Finally, Remus decided to break the silence and quietly
uttered,
"so, Sirius... have you decided who you're going
to take to the yule ball yet?"
Sirius looked up, staring to
the left of Remus' eyes, in the manner he'd become accustomed to, and
drew a deep breath.
"I've decided, and Padfoot wants to lead
me to the person I'm taking."
Slight confusion was shown in
Remus' eyes, but Sirius didn't notice as he screwed up his eyes and
concentrated. The big black dog of Padfoot took two small steps
forwards and sat in front of Remus.
Remus looked around, surely
the girl Sirius was meeting would appear soon, but he was quickly
shaken from his thoughts, as Padfoot raised his left front paw and
placed it on Remus' knee.
"Me?" Remus' voice came
through the crisp still air, "what do you mean you want to take
me, you're not... are you?"
Sirius transformed back into
himself. "If you mean am I gay, the answer is yes. If you mean
am I in love with you, the answer again is yes, and if you mean am I
offering to take you to the Yule ball, then a simple yes from you
will seal it..."
Remus took a couple of seconds to let
Sirius' words sink into his mind. He took a breath to answer, but the
powers of vocal communication seemed to have deserted him. He simply
nodded his head at Sirius, who grinned back and let out a bark-like
laugh, "or of course, a nod will suffice."
/What will
everyone say tomorrow when he says he's taking me? I don't care,
really... my ultimate fantasy partner has come true/
The
following day, Remus was again in the common room, and the entire
house was awaiting Sirius' entrance, and subsequent announcement of
who he was taking to the ball. Eventually, he entered the room, and
an expectant silence greeted him. The voice of an eager sixth year
carried across the room,
"so come on then, Sirius. Who are
you taking?"
Sirius looked around and the even more eager
faces, and gave a toothy grin.
"I am taking the person who
means the most to me, the one who I feel is my soul mate. The one I
want to be with forever."
He walked over towards Remus, who
looked slightly embarrassed at the stares of their housemates on him.
As Sirius neared, he wrapped his arm over Remus' shoulder and leant
down to him. Remus looked up and melted into his kiss to the surprise
and shock of the female students. Neither boy was aware of the
reactions in the room, the happy tears streaming down Lily Evans'
face at the sight of Remus finally finding a partner, the shocked
look on James' face, or Peter having fainted and being revived by
some of the third year students. Remus and Sirius were only aware of
the kiss that brought them together forever, that seemed to last an
eternity, but when it was over, needed to continue,
--
Remus stared at the pensieve. That and his collar were the only two remaining connection he had with the Sirius he loved. For twelve lonely years he'd worn his collar in a silent vigil for his incarcerated mate. He knew there was very little chance of Sirius being released from Azkaban - even if he was, there was a strong possibility that his mind would have been irreversibly changed by the presence of the Dementors, and the Sirius that returned would be different to the one he'd lost. They'd altered the collars slightly after the Yule ball, changing the non-transformed state of them into golden chains, with small figures on them to constantly remind them of their relationship, and display it to whoever looked closely at the collars.
Each morning, Remus made himself a mug of tea, and made a mug of coffee with one sugar. He'd sit down at the small table, placing the mug of coffee at the empty place setting, on a placemat with a large black dog in front of a crescent moon on it. Sirius had always liked their little routine each morning, after he'd gone to live with Remus when they'd left Hogwarts, and Remus was determined to keep that in place. In fact, he was sure the only reason he did that was to ensure Sirius' memory stayed vivid and fresh in his mind.
Remus saw an owl flying towards the
closed window of the cottage, and rushed to open it. Just as the owl
appeared to be destined to crash into the glass, he opened the window
and caught the copy of the Daily Prophet before the owl flew off
again. Remus had given up on reading the entire newspaper, preferring
instead to read just the front page before binning it. Sitting down
at the table again, Remus leant over the mug of tea and inhaled the
scent. It didn't seem right without Sirius completing the routine by
inhaling the coffee aroma, but he did it anyway. He unfolded the
paper and looked at the front page, only to find Sirius' picture
staring back at him.
/Sirius... broken out of Azkaban... my
Sirius... free.../
It didn't seem possible, but as he looked
closer at the photograph, Remus could tell Sirius still had his own
mind, that he somehow hadn't been affected by the Dementors: Sirius
was still wearing the collar he'd given the dog all those years ago.
The golden chain, with links concealing a small dog and wolf forever
entwined.
As he set down the paper and drank some of his tea, Remus knew in his heart that Sirius was innocent. He knew Sirius would return to him, his mate, as he was still wearing the collar. Remus finished his tea and walked to the front door with a new spring in his step. Sirius would come back to him, and he would be ready. Standing outside the front door, he pulled out his wand and set Dementor-repelling charms on the pathway and house, waiting for the day when Sirius would find him again.
