A/N: This is the second part finally.
Scared
Jayne was scared.
Jayne was scared and River didn't know why, that thought made her scared.
Whenever or whatever people thought she always new why.
She new Zoe was miserable, as much as she tried to hide it, because Wash was dead.
She new Mal was hopeful because Inara had come back.
She knew Inara was conflicted because she wanted to give into her heart.
She new Simon and Kaylee were blissful because they finally had each other.
But she didn't know why Jayne was scared.
It was bad to pry, to look into people's brains without permission but something about Jayne's mind screamed out to her and pulled her in.
She couldn't help it, so she pried.
As she sat at the big communal table, eating her brightly coloured protein cake and smiling and laughing with those in the crew who wanted to, she pried.
It took up a lot more energy than she thought, Simon even asked her is she was OK because she was looking a little pale.
She'd just brushed him off telling him she was fine.
Finally she saw something, Jayne was hiding something.
Jayne had a secret and it was about her.
It wasn't a bad secret like when he sold her out to the Alliance but no matter how hard she tried she couldn't see what it was.
It frustrated her because she knew that she already knew what it was but it just wouldn't come to her.
Jayne suddenly stood up and left the table.
Steadily she watched him leave and saw him glance towards her before he left the room.
She stopped trying to pry and thought about it logically, suddenly coming to the only conclusion that seemed possible.
"See you soon," She muttered under her breath.
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