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We talked for a while and I calmed down a lot more. I hoped now that Olivia and I had aired our feelings that we would be able to get along better now. Heather left that night to go home and Olivia and I went into the kitchen to cook dinner together.
I hadn't cooked with anyone since my mom died and I was having so much fun doing it. Then Olivia's cell phone rang. She looked at me for a minute then she reached down and flipped open her phone.
She said," Can't Munch help you? Heather already left and I'm cooking with Sarah… Elliot I can't leave her home by herself."
She hung up and cut every thing off. She grabbed my coat and hers and said," Come on, I'll grab you something on the way to the precinct."
I complained," But we were going to cook dinner together. And I have school tomorrow and I haven't done my homework."
She looked mad and asked," What? You were supposed to have your homework done right after you get back from school. Go get it now! You can do it while you wait on me. Go."
I ran to my room and grabbed my back pack. I walked out the door, but I was mad at her. I sat down in the back seat of the car behind the driver's seat so she couldn't see me.
She adjusted rear view mirror so she could see me, so I turned around backwards in my seat.
She said," Turn around and buckle up."
I didn't move. Tears were slowly sliding down my face and I just wanted her to spend some time with me.
She said," Sarah, turn around now!"
When I didn't move she got back out of the car and opened my door.
She saw that I was crying, but she was more interested in making me listen to her at the moment.
She picked me up and turned me around. She buckled me up and took hold of my chin and turned my face towards hers.
She said," When I ask you to do something you do, even if you are mad at me. Do I make myself clear?"
I shook my head yes then turned away from her.
She got back in the car and drove to the station.
When we got there I walked in to the sleeping area and lay down on Olivia's bed. I pulled her pillow close and laid there crying. I still had my jacket and my back pack on. Elliot came up to get something and he saw me.
He asked," Why are you crying?"
I said," You interrupted our dinner. She never spends time with me anymore; you are always calling her when we start to do something. Why can't you just leave us alone?"
He knelled down beside me and said," I don't do this on purpose Sarah, this is our job."
I yelled at him as Olivia walked in," She's supposed to take care of me!"
Olivia walked over and pulled me into her arms.
I fought to get away from her, but she just held me tighter.
She said softly trying to calm me down," I'm taking care of you, and I will always take care of you."
She pulled me closer to her and cradled me like I was a baby until I had finally calmed down.
Captain Cragen came up and asked," what's taking so long?"
Olivia said," Just give me one more minute and we'll be going."
Olivia turned and looked at me she said," I will take care of you, and I will take off next Monday when you are out of school and we will cook dinner together and I'll spend all day with you, but tonight I have to work. I called Heather and she's going to come and get you and take you to her parent's house. I expect your homework to all be done by the time she gets here."
She kissed my forehead and then they left.
I sat there for a minute before the tears started to slide down my face again.
I was alone again, but this time there was no one to comfort me.
