Chapter Six

I sat anxiously clutching the feathered pillow to my chest. I rocked myself back and forth on the bed, which I had awakened on two days ago It had only been two days and I had done so much damage.

Erik was laying in his room drugged asleep by the doctor so his medicine can have time to work. I had minor injuries scratches and bruises and scabs on my back, which hurt every time I moved, but I deserved it.

"Uggh," I groaned. All I wanted to was to make Erik's life a little better. All I could be thankful for was that Marie had came just in time. She and Father Mansart, from the Church, gave a long lecture.

"Why did you even go?" shrieked Marie, soft spoken Marie. I turned away disgraced I had done so much horror.

"Child, I told you. I forbid you to allow Erik to leave even the porch of this house. You very well understood my concern." Father said sternly I could see in his eyes he confused.

"All..I wanted was to show him the beauty of the world. To let him live a moment of his life like everybody else does. It was fine until those parents came…," I broke down in tears.

Slowly I rest my head back and closed my eyes. I felt my back burn with pain, these wounds would heal but the wounds in Erik's life would never. I spoke a prayer to God.

"Oh God, you have given me my senses to touch and see and smell. I am neither blind nor deaf and for this is am grateful. All I wished for was to relive Erik's life to actually see his life go by before my eyes. This world you have sent my too is hurting him even more. As much as I wish I know this is isn't a dream. Please take me away from here to help Erik in any other way than this. Please…"

I don't know when but I know I drifted of to deep sleep……..

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