Missing Silent Tears

Summery: This is a song fic that mainly surrounds Kagura and Sesshomaru. Warning: If you do not own the manga volume 32. or if you do not know what happens later on in the story this a spoiler! Enjoy!

A/N: I'd like to thank my one friend thunderbrother for giving me the idea. I came up with the other one all by my self (with the approviance of a dear friend…Broken Kamiya). Ok I'll quite talking! On with the story…er…songfic.

Chapter one: Missing

Kagura sighed. She was dead. She thought that she remembered seeing Sesshomaru's face before she headed for the netherworld. Only she looked down on her body and saw that it was merely bones. She shuddered at the thought. Sure she was a rough and tough youkai but still…the sight of seeing your own bones…that even give Naraku a shiver up the spine…if he had any. So Sesshomaru came looking for her did he? Well she wasn't coming back! Not this time! Maybe one day he'll wake up and say to himself "What is missing?" and then it'll done on him. The little annoying incarnation of Naraku! Yeah! That's it! I don't have her bugging this Sesshomaru at every moment she could get! Well wasn't that just fine for him!

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"isn't something missing? "

She almost laughed at the though. Sesshomaru…remember her? That's almost as funny as saying that Inuyasha actually likes Kikyou! She knew since the day that he turned her down that he wouldn't take a second glace at her. After all why should a mighty and brave youkai like him anyway? It was just preposterous. She knew that no one at Naraku's house hold would miss her…half the time they were out looking for her. She shrugged. Why should she care if anyone felt for her, or is crying over her not being there anymore. She knew no one would. Because of the hellhole life that Naraku had made her live that no one would even recognize her disappearance…would they?

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Kagura almost puked as she remembered how many times she sacrificed herself for you unrighteous man! Constantly sneaking around so she could see him. Lying straight to her creators face…why ? So she could see him! But don't ever let Sesshomaru be nice and kind and courteous to a woman. Oh heavens no! It would ruin his title as Lord of the West. Whatever she loved him and that was that…there was no getting around it. Even though deep down in her heart, that gladly now belonged to her, that she would do it all again…get tortured by Naraku, get bested by Inuyasha because Naraku was distracting her all the time. She'd go through that torment all over again just to know that Sesshomaru actually cared for her. Hopefully he'll see that she is gone. She saw the silent tears that he had when Rin was abducted…though he hid is so well you would've mistaken it for anger…which he was but she knew he was in despair and desperate to get his little girl back! Pretty soon when he is gone he will be thinking the same things that she is. She just knew it!

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me? "

Kagura sighed…she knew that they wouldn't at heart. She saw them digging a grave…Inuyasha and Miroku. The exact people that she didn't want touching her bones. But no, Sesshomaru has to go off and do something…probably go kill something for pleasure…she knew his antics. She saw the pool of blood around her bones that were now, surprisingly being handled gently by Miroku and Inuyasha. Oh how she knew blood. Oh well. Blood is blood…blood wont help you in the afterlife. It wouldn't win Sesshomaru's love…if anything it would win his disgust…showing him that your not capable of surviving. She'll have to wake up every night now and cant look at the stars and see him. That was her biggest fear…not being able to see him again. She had an idea! If he didn't care about her, which was most likely true, then she would haunt him for the rest of his life until he declared his love for her.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

A/N: I know that it was short but I had to go on pure instinct for this fic…I've never heard of it, seen it, I didn't even hear the music! Sorry if I offended anybody who likes the pairing Kikyou/Inuyasha. Anyways please review!