by D.M.A.S.
AN: just something I wrote today before I fell asleep. wrote it in paragraphes just for better reading.
Summary: Cath thinking about Gil and herself.
AN²: sequel? well you decide, haven't written one, but I easily could.
And all of a sudden you are under the stars.
Harvest moon shines open you both.
Lighting the dreams unseen by everyone.
Just the two of you alone.
Warm summer night.
A journey for work only.
Just the two of you.
Friends for almost two decades.
Just friends. Nothing more.
Even if you've always been wanting it so badly to be more.
There never was.
He has a girlfriend.
Nearly engaged.
And you like her.
She's perfect.
You want them to be happy.
Yeah, he did ask you what you feel for him.
And you lied.
You said you want to have him as a friend.
Now you have what you said.
But are you happy?
You asked him if he is.
He said yes.
And everyday you watch them.
So perfectly together.
And yet it hurts so bad.
You can barely admit to yourself what you feel.
You love him.
Always have.
And always will.
But you love him to much to tell.
They are just perfect together.
And that's why you don't act.
But at days like these.
Nights like this one.
You ask yourself a question.
How would it be,
To be with him?
To hold him dear.
To kiss him.
To laugh with him.
Any cry.
To share everything with him.
Your life.
Your love.
Your passion.
To have breakfast together.
On Sundays.
But you wouldn't risk to try it.
To change it now.
You have a chance to do so.
Now would you?