'Should I really do this?' Trunks asked himself as he got closer to Pan's house. 'Of course I should everyone is right I do love her. I just hope she will forgive me. There's no reason why she should though I was being a complete jerk.' Beating himself up for the whole situation.
Trunks saw Pan's house and landed in the front lawn. 'I just hope this works.' he thought as he walked up to the front door. 'Here it goes.' Trunks range the door and heard footsteps going down the stairs.
"Hi Gohan is Pan home?" Trunks asked his head lowered to face the ground.
"No she left this morning before I got up had a rough night you know."
"Yes I know." Trunks replied more to himself than to Gohan.
"Well she did leave you something come inside whiled I go upstairs to get it." Gohan said and left the door open for Trunks to come in.
Trunks walked in and stood at the base of the stair and watched Gohan climb up them. He saw Gohan dissapear in Pan's room and Trunks wondered where she went to. 'What is it she left me?' Trunks questioned.
Gohan came out of her bedroom with an envelope in his hnd and brought it downstairs to Trunks.
"Where did she go?"
"Just read what she wrote and you'll know. I'll be in the kitchen you're welcome to read it here just let yourself out when your done." Gohan then walked through the swinging dooor into the kitchen.
Trunks went over and sat in the recliner he gently opened the envelope and unfolded the letter.
I've done this so many times before
this time it's hurts so much, my body is sore
Wow, look how weak I am for you
From all the mental torture I put myself through.
I'm clutching my shoulders close, touching my face
I know I am nothing to you and a disgrace.
I've been told time and time again
that it wouldn't work so perfectly in the end.
So, now I'm waiting for the rain to fall
for tears to escape my eyes as i feel so small
But, it never will come, this isn't a story
It won't end perfectly, not with I'm sorry
it will be a long, painful, and hurt me so much
you will leave my heart shattered and crushed
Nothing will be written down
My heart will barely pound.
No happily ever after
I won't hear your sweet laughter
I'll just be gone...
This is what I deserve because of this mess
it's all my fault; now I'm left distressed.
I grow so tired of my thoughts
just because you're that one I've never caught.
I'm so weak, my stomach is sick
I've fallen so hard for you its pathetic
I should have known i didn't have a chance
that what i had was on a balance
Weighing on each side, determining the outcome
I knew it would lead to the wrong one.
I was right it did hurt me it's not like you didn't see. You knew for so long how i felt toward you I knew what you wanted to do.
You wanted to take me away from this place you didn't want to ever see my face I could see it in your cool blue eyes everything you tried to mask and disguise You never said it in words I would have heard
My fingers are beginning to shake
I'm lying in my bed awake
thoughts of you pouring in my head
and all the things that were said
But...i said nothing, I just walked on by
I was forced to stare into those steel eyes.
This is definatley not my happily ever after
with you here, it's leaving me faster.
'Trunks I'm sorry for what happened maybe when I comeback you will be able to forgive me and we can be friends. Just friends like you want but right now I think of you as something more. Don't feel sorry for me I don't want your pity I just need time to heal and for you to be happy Love your lis sis P
Tears stained the lined piece of paper as he read her unselfish words. He looked in the envelope and saw the necklace he had given her for he 14th birthday. He got up from the counter and stormed into the kitchen.
"Where is she?" Trunks asked as he clasped the ring in the palm of his han while the chain dangled down.
"Use your heart Trunks and you'll know." Gohan said calmly and continued to sip his coffee.
"Don't give me that bull shit you'reher father you should know where she is." Trunks said clearly outraged by Gohan's sereine attitude.
"You're the one who caused her to leave, I'm not going to say anything about it." Gohan said and picked up his bagel.
"Fine" Trunks said and walked out of the house. "But where is she?" he asked himself outloud.
It was 12:00 p.m when Pan finally stepped out of the space ship with her small load of luggage. She touched her neck it felt so bare without Trunks necklace. 'I'll just have to get used to it.' she thought.
"Do you need a taxi miss?" the attendent asked her.
"No thank you I don't mind it's a short walk." Pan just really wanted to have some time to get her mind away from Trunks.'I hope Buu hasn't spent the fortune.' she thought as she began to walk to her grandfathers mansion now owned by Majin Buu.
To her surprise it had actually grown even bigger. She wondered if someone had bribed Buu with some candy and hoped she was right to trust Buu with the large fortune.
As she approached the door she could hear several different barks the when she rang the doorbell she heard more barks and they got even louder. 'What in the world?'
"HELLO!" Buu answered the door holding 2 puppies under each arm.
"Hi Buu" Pan said and dropped her luggage to give him a hug.
"PAN" he shouted as he recognized her. He placed the puppies down and gave her a bear hug.
"Good to see you. You happy to see Buu?" Buu asked as he pulled away from the hug.
"Very happy Buu" Pan told him and smiled.
"Come in Pan you want chocolate? Candy?" He asked as he led her through the door.
"I'd love some." Pan replied and walked right in.
Trunks had flown around and through the main city and planet he was becoming very frustrated. He decided to go back to the castle to talk with Goten. 'Hopefully he can give me an idea where she could be.'
Trunks went up the stairs and stopped at Goten and Bra's bedroom. He knocked on the door and his sister answered.
"Oh hey Trunks, do you need something?" Bra asked him.
"Is Goten in there?"
"Yeah hold on. GOTEN" she yelled.
"HOLD ON!" Goten shouted back.
"I think he's in the bathroom hold on Trunks."
"All right." he said then sighed.
"You can come in and sit if you want?" Bra offered.
"No that's ok I'd rather stand." he said then crossed his arms.
"Woah! you just looked like dad when you did that." she told him and chuckled her comment made him smile.
"What's up Bra?" Goten asked as he came up beside her.
"Trunks said he needs to talk to you." Goten looked at Trunks then asked "What do you need?"
"I need to ask it privatley." Trunks said trying to hint to his sister to scram.
"Shessh" she said and slammed the door leaving the alone in the hallway.
"This better be good cause you just cost me no sex for at least a week." Goten grumbled and scowled at Trunks.
"Its Pan she's missing she left last night and I can't find her anywhere."
"Well where did you look?" he asked Trunks.
"All over the city and planet for that matter do you have any idea where she could be?" Trunks asked him.
"Well right after you left 6 yrs ago she went to earth to live with Hercule if she's not on this planet then that would be my best guest where she is at."
"That's right I remember her telling me that now. Thanks Goten." Trunks was about to leave when Goten's voice stopped him.
"Hey Trunks how do you plan to get her back?"
"I don't know I'll think of something."
"Come here I have an idea thats sure to work." Goten said then whispered his plan into Trunks ear.
"Wait a minute just how sure are you?"
"Trunks get back over here and listen." Goten demanded then continued to whisper the plan in Trunks' ear.
"I don't know Goten it sounds cheesy to me." Trunks said after hearing Goten's plan.
"Girls love cheesy stuff like that." Goten said and patted Trunks on the back. "Trust me now go get em Trunks" Goten said encouring his best buddy and he knew he was going to need it.
"Thanks again!" Trunks hollered as he went down the stairs and waved goodbye.
'Good luck Trunks you are going to need a lot of it.' Goten thought to himself before he went into his bedroom. Goten opened his bedroom door and saw Bra's ear leaned up against the door. "I would have told you, you know." Goten said startling her.
"You didn't tell me that Pea was Pan." Bra blurted out to justify herself.
"That was for my niece this is just Trunks." he said with that silly grin on his face.
"Would you have told me about Pan if you knew first?" he asked her.
"Well of course not but what does-"
"Shh" Goten said interrupting her. "You look so much prettier with you mouth closed." Goten told her and leaned in for a kiss.
Bra wanted so bad to smack him and throw him out but his kisses were just to damn good. She smiled at her foolish feelings. "You're so cute when you don't think." Bra murmered and kissed him again.
"Thanks" he said and deepened the kiss.
"Honey...what did Trunks want?"
"BRA!" Goten shouted at her question.
"What?" Bra asked innocently.
"Geez why don't you just pour ice water down my pants."
"Oh sorry Goten I'll ask later." she said and gave him the signature Vegeta grin. "Now where were we.?" She asked huskily and got on top his body to kiss him.
"Much better." he then deepened the kisses.
"So what bring you to see Buu?" Buu asked always refering to himself in 3rd person.
"I've missed you and the earth so I came by to visit for a while." Pan lied but Buu was so innocent he would have never known.
"Buu call up friends we have party yes, YES!" he clapped his hands and smiled.
"Wait Buu give me sometime to get settled in." Pan said not wanting to see anyone else at the moment.
"You tired?" Buu asked.
"Yeah a little let me go upstairs and take a shower then a short nap."
"No Pan can't go in old room." Buu told her.
"Why not?" She asked
"Because Buu turn into puppy kennel." he said then screamed "PUPPIES" and added "Buu love puppies"
Pan was mad with him but she could never stay angry at Buu. She watched as several puppies came tumbling down the stairs and licked his face. "AHAHAHHAHAHA! Pan use guest house yes, yes no puppies there."
"Where Buu?" Pan never remembered her grandpa ever having a gues house.
"Buu's driver will take you there. Plenty of food you stay there as long as you like."
"Thank you Buu"
Buu's driver went to Pan and said "Ready when you are." The driver picked up her luggage and hauled it out into the limo.
"Bye Bye you come visit Buu again soon! We call friends have big big party." Buu said and waved goodbye to Pan.
"Ok I have got everything for Goten's plan" Trunks said and zipped up his duffle bag. 'If this doesn't work I can always get on my knees and plead.' he thought and gulped. "Not a very manly position." he mumbled as he pictured himself on his knees.
Trunks sat down at his desk in his bedroom and wrote out a letter to his parents explaining what had happened once he was done he picked up the duffled bag and flew to the space ship center.
He purchased the quickest and avaible flight to earth and took his seat. "Please fasten your seatbelt take off to Earth will begin momentarily." the woman announced over the intercom.
"Earth." Trunks said and looked out the window at his home planet. The planet Earth where he hadn't been for nearly 20 years. He gulped as the space ship took off. Butterflies tumbled in his stomach and he began to squirm in his seat.
The woman next to him observed Trunks unsettling behaivor and confused it with something else. "Excuse me but do you need to go to the bathroom?"
Trunks looked at her and chuckled. "No, I'm just a little nervous that's all."
"All right" she said and returned to reading her magazine.
'This could be a while.' he thought and leaned back in his seat to rest his head. This position was more comfortable and allowed Trunks to easily fall asleep.