Charisma Chapter 2: suffering, a friends fanfic

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The sun came through Rachel's curtains, and woke up Ross. Ross had woken up but it had been a blur. Just as last night has been, so blurry, so passionate, so intense. Ross pulled the covers over himself and Rachel. He kissed her arm, then switched sides and noticed the clock, it said 7 am. He smiled at the picture frame next to the clock. It was a picture at Rachel's 16th birthday with her and Monica, and Ross remembered taking that picture. He smiled, and got out of the bed and noticed his clothes all over the room. He smiled, he missed nights like the last.

Rachel woke up at the sound of her cell phone ringing. She got up quickly and picked up the phone. "Rachel Green". She answered softly and almost mute. She got up quickly and said "Okay, I will be right there!" She got up and picked up her clothes that now smelled like men's cologne and sex. She smiled, and wondered where Ross went. She put on her clothes. Then went into the kitchen.

She picked up some cereal, just as Ross came into the kitchen. "Morning sweetie" he said as he gave her a sweet kiss. Rachel smiled and said "Good Morning. Thank God you remembered to brush your teeth!" Rachel said jokingly. She then continued "Oh, oh, oh. We have to go to the hospital, Daddy woke up." Ross smiled and said "See, I told you everything was going to be alright! Honey, you need a hug?" Rachel nodded and Ross got up to hug her, she though got up and went the other way "Not right now though."

Ross and Rachel made it to the hospital. "Rachel, can you get me some coffee?" Ross asked. Rachel replied "sure, with sugar or cream?" Ross said "Just sugar. Although, we can use the cream tonight!" Ross said joking. Rachel chuckled. Then she said "oh, well thanks for last night. I really needed that. Now, we can be friends again." Rachel said as she handed Ross his coffee. Though Ross had frozen then he said "What? We are not, not, you know what never mind." Rachel said "what you thought it would last more then one night? We can't go down that road again." Ross said "Okay, then lets make a deal. Us two, never having sex again!" Ross said as Rachel's father opened the door. Ross turned around and said "Doctor Green are you feeling better?"

That same morning, Ross and Rachel were in the cafeteria not speaking.

Ross spoke." I can't believe you used me like that"

"What the hell do you mean! I never used you, it was a bonus night"

"Oh so a bonus night is supposed to be filled with love for one another?"

"Ross no, it was meant to be meaningless, nothing, but animal, passionate, raw, hot and steamy sex" It was silent and Ross chuckled "are you a little turned on after saying that?" "yeah just a little" Rachel admitted.

"But Rach, that 's the thing, it was all those things when we were dating too. Last night was just like we were together again" Rachel got frustrated "But Ross we aren't a couple!"

"It's like we are, answer me this, why do we act around each other the way we do?"

"That's simple, because we have a sexual history and relationship"

"Yes, and so um Rach what did you and I do last night that was sexual?"

"Okay Ross I get it!"

"Don't you want me?"

"Yes Ross I do, sometimes I think to myself, "I want another fantastic night with Ross" Rachel replies sarcastically.

"You want another night of sex don't you?" asks Ross. Shy and embarrassed Rachel replies "Yes, always"

Ross looks at her in shock and asks "Oh, wow! Rachel, do you want to?" Rachel nods, and Ross says "Let's go to the closet!" Rachel stands in shock as Ross grabs her hand. Ross pulls her into the closet then says "Okay, Rachel. Before we do this. I want to know why do you want me?" Rachel sighed and said "Well, your just so sexy. I was looking at you holding that coffee cup, and your lips were all over it and I thought oh I wish I were your cup, just for the few seconds." Ross raised his eyebrows. Then asked "Really?" Rachel replied simply nodding her head but "No" escaped her mouth.

Ross then pulled her close to his chest and Rachel gasped and asked "What are you doing?" Ross said "shhhhhhhhhh…listen!" Rachel listened intently. She heard his heart beating slowly, as slow as a turtle walks. She looked up at him, and said "I understand." Ross smiled and kissed her. Rachel began to have tears from in her eyes, as Ross kissed her neck. He went down to her breasts and she began to sob. Ross zipped down her jeans and she bent down and said "Ross, I don't think I can do this."

The song Addicted- simple plan plays in the background

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker