Disclaimer: I in no way could possibly afford to even think of hoping to afford Avatar: the Last Airbender
Attn: This is going to be a series of short vignettes where the characters get to express their point of views as far as Zutara is concerned.
Aang
I couldn't believe my eyes when I went to check on Katara and saw that My supposed new friend was Kissing her. My stomach did a series of summer salts and a poll vault. But I couldn't look away. I wanted to be the one to kiss her. I wanted her to hold me. As I continued to watch them I slowly began to realize he was not forcing himself on her. She was letting him kiss her. Hell she was even kissing him back.
A few weeks ago I would have pleaded with Zuko to be my friend. But now I can't stand to look at him. He makes me sick. Every time I look at Katara now all I see is that dam kiss being played over and over again. I'm not sure If I will ever be able to forgive her for this feeling of betrayal. I know I should be happy for two people who are in love. Especially since they are my friends. I just can't help this feeling of jealousy that has overcome me. Would Katara hate me if she knew? Would Zuko challenge me to an Agni Kai?
For her I will try. I will try to forget that I ever loved her. Oh God what am I saying? How could I ever manage a feet such as that. The way she turns her head to the side so you think she's paying attention to you. How she takes care of me when I need help. But I will prove to her that I am more worthy even if she never notices. And I will start by trying to be civil towards Zuko.
After all we both have something in common. We both love Katara. So for her I will bury my feelings for her. And silence my secret war against Zuko. All for her, because I love her so much I hurt.