I looked at the stary night as i layed by the fire, christmas only being a week away, no one knew what christmas was here, i tried explaining to my frineds but they still didn't see a point to holiday, i rememeber them all saying "so a fat guy in a red suit gives children and people gifts?" of course i laughed at them when they put it in that way. i tried telling them that THAT wasn't the point the point was it was a time of giving, and time to be witht he ones you love..the ones that take your breathe away, the one you care for...

For a start i hate when i'm left with my thoughts absolutly hate it! it seems that i make myself sad and all i have to do is think and BAM just like a car hitting me i'm sad. I watched my friend sleeping and i slowly stood up not because i wasn't sleepy (I WAS VERY TIRED) but because i wanted to see this place, have you ever went by a place over and over but never realized the beauty of it? thats i feel, i mean i come to this Era all the time but never noticed how the full moon and stars look in a winters day. I know that i'm being corny but its the truth, for some reason this holiday makes me want to do soemthing spectacular, something i wouldn't dare to do without curage, i finally realized what it could be...telling someone you love them. I know it's a silly thing to say but in truth, it does take courage especially if you don't know if that person loves you back, if you haven't guessed already i'm talking about Inuyasha, the one i love. Maybe i'm just getting ahead of myself..whatever the reason is for me to take the time and think about this more than usuall, has to be good RIGHT? i slowly walked back to to the spot i onced layed, covered my body in my sleeping bag and closed my tired eyes, (try not to think) i thought as i felt myself losing the reality of being awake.

CHAPTER ONE: MY WORLD.

I woke up with a high pitched scream, it made me quiver as though someone was putting there nails aganst a chalkboard, very discomforting. I poked my head out of the sleeping bag to see what it could be, it was SANGO a very good friend of mine, you could say we were best buds. Of course she had a promblem with a certain pervert of a man Miroku, my other friend. After witnessing (i think to be the 1 millionth time) of her slapping him on the face and him falling like a drop of hail.

You see the thing i don't understand is why he ALWAYS does it, he never learns but , now that i think about it..maybe its love. My mother once told me that love makes you do crazy things, though its a wierd way for a person to show affection by gropping his loves bum --' i wish that someone would show that to me , i don't mean for someone to grop me, i mean that i wish a certain someone would show that sort of attension, you all know who i'm talking about, by now i would tyhink that you all know who i am, my name is Kagome. I looked around to see shippo (a fox demon) and Inuyasha both being missing, i looked around and saw not one of them in view but was surprised when i heard "Kagome your awake?" Of course i reconized the voice, it was Sango. "yeah, i just woke up" DUMB DUMP DUMP i thought as i realized what i just said (of course they already know that you 'just' woke up with that i got a responds "are you feeling okay Kagome?" I stupidly smiled at her "yeah i'm fine , where did shippo and inuyasha go?" "oh those two they were fighting over somehting this morning and then they both ran off" Miroku said laughing a bit.

I realized right there and then that this would be the perfect oppurtunity to go back the my Era, without any complications from my other half (Inuyasha) "uh well i have to go guys don't tell inuyasha that i left unless he asks, other than that, DON'T BRING IT UP kay" i said and smiled while putting my sleeping bag in my backpack i was in dire need of a bath thats for sure "no problem Kagome, when will you be back?" "in about 4 days, don't worry time will fly and before you know it i'll be here again" i said as i lifted my backpack on my shoulders and headed for the sacred well. about 5 minutes later i reached the well and quickly hopped in , i rememebered the time when i first jumped in, or shall i saw pulled in, at the time i was scared but i realize now that i was a crybaby.

I don't regret it though, it changed my life forever. If it didn't happen i would have never met the other part of my soul, you see love is when two spirits meet again that was once parted, in other words your soul mate. Climbing out of the well i ended up on the other end of the 2 worlds, the present time in japan. Were i stay sometimes, when i need to get away from the man that seems to sqeeuze my heart, they words "your a jewel shard detecter" seems to play in my mind more than often it seems though he hardly says it know, i rememebr the days when a day wouldn't go by without these word leaking from his lips, but it has ceased its at the utmost amazement to me actually. I stared at my house as the snokeflakes slowly fell in my hair and on my skin. The temple looked beautiful when it snowed softly as it was doing at this very moment, i gazed a the busy street below my many steps. A quick shiver was felt all through my body before i even made a move to leave the spot that, i was seemed to be standing in for more than a minute it would appear, i rushed to my home away from home, opened the door to what seemed to be an empty house.