#87 Hurt Feelings
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It feels as if there is an unbearable weight on my chest. I just want to sleep and to make it all go away. The events of the day play through my head time and time again however, and prevent me from having that pleasure. So instead, I try to make myself numb on the outside while inside I fight a war with my emotions.
It had been a silly fight and we had both exchanged heated words. I try to justify the cruel things I had said to him by making him out the be the bad guy. After all, he was the one who started it and he was the one who had tipped the scales by putting me down. I fuel my anger and indignation with these thoughts.
In the end though, I know I was as much to blame as he was. Soon that anger turns into sorrow, and I curl into a ball on my bed and weep because of the cruel things I have said to him that day. The last thought I have before sleep takes over my exhausted body is that I hope I haven't ruined my chance to make a friend out of him instead of an enemy for life.