Disclaimer; Me own no Saiyuki.
Summary: Goku is sealed back at Mt. Kaka, and he is forced to face the horrors of his actions.
Failure
It seemed to rain down in tenfolds. The blood of those he knew, he loved. They were his family. As close as family he would ever get. He watched them be killed. It happened so fast, he could barely comprehend what was going on. He knew, Hakkai was the first to fall. He couldn't understand it. He was dead. He couldn't be dead. He was far to strong to be taken down by Kougaiji, his father Gyumaoh, and a bunch of his stupid minions.
Gojyo was the next to fall. He hit the ground painfully, and turned to attack, before he was brutily killed. Senzo had yelled something, but he still couldn't remember what it was he said. It was then that he was attacked. He flew into a rage and fought back, with everything he had.
After that, his memory blackened and he couldn't remember what he did. The most he could remember, was Senzo being thrown across the entire area, and smacking into a large rock. He then could remember being taken into custody. He could remember the sickening smile on Gyumaoh's face. And instead of killing him, the youkai sentanced him to be sealed back into the moutian for an enternity of grief and sadness.
The boy sat, shackled to the walls of his enternal prision. He was even starting to forget what the sun looked like. He sighed, closing his tired eyes, unfourtunatly, it only caused the painful images of his three friends to reappear in his mind.
The boy wimpered and fell towards the ground, he tried to get as low as possable, trying to feel small. Maybe then, he could disapear and wouldn't have to face this horrible reality.
The monkey king fell to his back and gazed up at the rocky ceiling. Why did things turn out like this? Why couldn't things have kept up like they were? Then maybe, he wouldn't be locked back in his prison, feeling guilty for doing nothing, when he could've at least died.
He smirked slightly. He'd like that. To be dead. Not having to worry about anything, to have died next to Sanzo, Gojyo, and Hakkai. He cursed Kougaji and his father, their way of punishment was worse then any he had ever suffered through.
He had to admit they were good at what they did.
"I failed..." the boy whispered, closing his eyes. "I failed...everyone..." The boy drifted off into a horrid sleep, hoping never to wake up.
Author's note: This is my first Saiyuki fic, meh, I wouldn't say it's my best work. I would apreciate any constructive critisim on this, considering I don't know the series very well. Thanks.