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Everything in italics is thoughts
The next morning Joey is sitting at her window writing in her journal
Joey's POV
" dear journal, last night was one of the strangest nights I've ever had, this is stranger than the night Jack kissed me. Ok, brace yourself here Pacey kissed me last night at least I think he did. Ok, see he was suppose to come by last night so I could help him pick something out for Andie for their anniversary and well, I came out of the shower and low and behold Pacey of all people was lying on my bed and here I am standing in complete shock in nothing but a towel, god I could just kill Bessie sometimes. Well I can tell he's like checking me out cause Pacey gets this look in his eyes and you just know what he's thinking and I asked what was so funny and he tells me that if I were any other person he'd tell me, ok so what the hell am I dog meat? Ok, so I went to go get dressed and when I came back he had that damn Usher song on I like Usher but, this song is beginning to play out in reality if that made Ok, that didn't make any sense oh, well. Ok, so I asked him if he was ready and he like all of sudden decides that he has to go. So he's like come by in the morning and we can go then, well as he was leaving he leaned in and whispered to me to listen to Usher more often, and he kissed me on the cheek and next thing I know our lips are touching, it was the most sweetest kiss I had ever had. The thing is that what if I'm reading more into this than I should was it a real kiss? Or was it and accident? God, I wish I could talk to someone, I could talk to Dawson but for the obvious that won't work, there's Bessie but then again she'd just tell me I told you so, and then there's Pacey I know I could talk to him about this, but how? I mean what am I just to walk up to him and say hey Pace, about that kiss did you mean it? Oh, god what am I doing? ( Joey runsher hands through her hair in frustration and sighs) Well I guess I better go and try to help Pacey out."
Joey closes the book and heads downstairs
" hey Bessie I'm gonna go to Pacey's now I'll see you after school." Joey yells to Bessie as she opens the door " Dawson, what are you doing here?" Joey asks in shock
" nothing, just wondering if you'd like to walk to school together?" Dawson asks
" great, he would have to show up now." Joey says to herself
" Jo?" Dawson asks
" what, oh no, um actually I've got to meet Jen before school." Joey lies
" ok, well I guess I can wait here and we can walk later." Dawson looks at his watch
" ok, yeah whatever, I'm gonna go now bye Dawson." Joey tries to walk off when Dawson grabs her arm
" aren't you gonna kiss me goodbye?" Dawson asks her
" oh, um, I would but I think ( coughs ) I might be coming down with something, wouldn't want you to be sick too." Joey avoiding Dawson
" ok, I guess I'll talk to you later." Dawson tells her
" see ya Dawson." Joey quickly walks off
in Joey's room Dawson is looking out Joey's window he notices that she's headed towards Pacey's house not Jen's.
" wait ... I thought that she was going to Jen's so why is she going to Pacey's, hmm maybe I'll call Jen and see what's going on." Dawson says to himself Dawson picks up the phone to call Jen
" hey, Joey what's up?"Jen asks
" nope, it me Dawson." Dawson tells her
" Dawson oh hey what's up?" Jen asks
" nothing I just thought I'd see if Joey had made it to your house yet?" Dawson asks
"no, why was she suppose to come by?" Jen asks confused
" she told me that she had something to do at your house before school." Dawson tells her
" oh, um yeah we were going to go to the mall to get something for grams." Jen covers up
" really, so is Pacey going with you two?" Dawson asks
" oh, yeah um Joey had to go pick Pacey up cause he has to get something for Andie." Jen explains
" ok, hey can you have Joey call me when she gets there, I just want to make sure she gets there alright." Dawson tells her
" yeah, I can have her call you." Jen tells him
" thanks Jen." Dawson tells her
" yeah, no problem." Jen hangs up
" ok, Joey what are you up too?" Jen says to herself
In Joey's room Dawson is siting on Joey's bed and sees he journal is open
" hmmm ... wonder what Joey's wrote about me this week?" Dawson says as he pick up the book
" no, Dawson remember what happened the last time you read her journal." Dawson starts to put the book down when he sees part of the entry she wrote
" what the hell?" Dawson says angrily and heads over to Jen's with Joey's journal in his hand
At Pacey's house Joey is about to knock on the door
" ok, that was close I know I should have told Dawson that I was going to Pacey's to help him with Andie's gift, but I know that he'd want to go, and I don't think I can deal with that right now, I know there's nothing going on between Pacey and I but I need to know what that kiss was about." Joey let's out a sigh of frustration and knocks on Pacey's door
"hey, Jo." Pacey answers cheerfully
" god, she looks beautiful." Pacey thinks to himself
" hey, to you." Joey replies " so, are you ready?" Joey asks
" um, yeah let me get my coat and I'll be out." Pacey tells her
" ok, why do I feel like a shy school girl right now?" Joey asks herself
" alright Potter let's go." Pacey tells her " so you want me to drive or should I let you drive?" Pacey asks
" Pace, you know I can't drive stick." Joey points out
" right, I almost forgot about that." Pacey teases
" ha, ha, not funny, it's not my fault no one's taught me." Joey tells him
" tell you what how about I teach you." Pacey offers
" now? Have you like lost your mind?" Joey says
" yeah, now what better time than the present." Pacey tells her
" fine, whatever." Joey raises her hands in defeat
" good, now get in." Pacey tells her
" I could almost kill him right now, but he's just too cute when he's persistent." Joey thinks to herself
" ok, now when I tell you to I want you to ease up on the clutch." Pacey explains
" ok."
" ok, now slowly let up on the clutch." Pacey tells her
the truck jolts forward quickly and dies
" good, god woman I said slowly are you trying to kill me?" Pacey tells her
" no, I did let up slowly I just forgot to let off the gas that's all, and anyways this was your bright idea anyway." Joey tells him
" ok, fine let's try this again, ok." Joey nods her head and this time things go smoothly
" god, she's so cute when she's frustrated, I could almost kiss her right now, speaking of kisses I wonder if she noticed I kissed her last night, what was I thinking. I know it was wrong for so many reason for mean to kiss her but it just felt so right and I could've sworn she kissed me back, I don't know maybe I'm just imagining things. What if she feels the same for me as I feel for her then what do we do I know that if that's the case then a whole bunch of people are gonna get hurt including Joey and I. God what do I do know." Pacey lets out a loud sigh.
The truck jolts forward again
" what, did I do something wrong?" Joey asks
" what, no Joey you were doing just fine." Pacey reassures her
" ok, then what was that for?" Joey asks
" what was what for?" Pacey plays dumb
" you just let out this sigh and I thought I was doing something wrong." Joey explains
" I did?" Pacey asks
" yeah, so mind telling me what's going on?" Joey asks
" ok, pull over." Pacey tells her
" what? Why?" Joey asks
" just do would ya?" Pacey tells her
" fine." Joey pulls the truck over
" ok, here's the deal and you can hit me when I'm done. Look about what happened last night I'm - " Pacey begins to explains when Joey cuts him off
" it's ok Pace, I know it was an accident let's just pretend it never happened." Joey tells him
" ok, let's just say that for hypothetical sake here what it it wasn't an accident?" Pacey asks
" what are you trying to say Pace?" Joey asks him
" I really don't know I guess I'm saying that it wasn't an accident." Pacey tells her
" ok, so what are you saying." Joey's voice is almost a whisper
" I guess I'm saying that I meant that kiss." Pacey tells her
" what, about Andie?" Joey asks him
" I know this is a big mistake I'm with Andie and you're with well ... Dawson." Pacey explains
" I know and we both know that this is totally wrong for about a million reasons and--" Joey begins to say when Pacey cuts her off with a kiss
Joey slowly pulls away from Pacey and they just look at each other
At Jen's house Dawson knocks on the door
" I'm coming hold on." Jen says putting her robe on she opens the door and sees and angry Dawson on her doorstep
" did you know about this?" Dawson asks holding up Joey's journal
" well, hello to you Dawson." Jen says in a sarcastic tone
" don't play stupid, I know all about Pacey and Joey's little affair." Dawson tells her
" Dawson, what the hell are you talking about?" Jen asks him
" well, it seems like my girlfriend and your best friend have a secret relationship." Dawson tells her
" ok, Dawson that's just crazy I mean come on this is Pacey and Joey of all people." Jen doesn't believe Dawson
" I know it sounds crazy but it's true." Dawson tells her
" and how do you know if it's true or not?" Jen asks
" cause I read it in her journal." Dawson admits
" ok, you read her journal, Dawson are you stupid?" Jen asks looking at him like he's insane
" well, no I'm not stupid." Dawson retorts
" ok, she probably wrote that knowing that you'd read it." Jen points out
" you think?" Dawson asks
" yeah, I mean come on do you really think Pacey and Joey are having an affair?" Jen asks
" you, know what you're probably right I mean it is pretty absurd." Dawson calms down
" ok, good now if you don't mind I need to get dressed ok." Jen shuts the door in Dawson's face
Dawson begins to walks towards his house
ok, I hope this chapter didn't suck too bad. I'm looking for chapter names for the first two chapters if anyone has any ideas let me know until next time this is paceyjoeytruelove signing off