The epitome of pity. Have you ever thought of that line? What it means, what it means to you? I have, I have thought about it a lot. Lately it occupies my mind a lot. Why am I thinking about it? There isn't a clear-cut answer to this, in fact a lot of factors are involved. What I'm trying to say while sitting in my car here is that it's all about a woman. Not just any woman…the woman. I'm sure I'm not her first or last victim for that matter.
I hate to use the word victim but that's what I believe I am. 4 years…for 4 years I was taken for a ride. I admit I wasn't entirely unwilling to go along with it, but I had hoped I would be allowed to come closer to her.
But as I was saying it was all a ride. I used to fool myself as if her fooling me wasn't enough. I used to tell myself that I'm just riding the roller coaster and sometimes roller coasters go upside down and scare the crap out of me. But, I love them anyway. Love…yea I loved her…I still do…
But all she felt for me was…is pity. That's where we're at right now. She feels pity for me and I…I feel nothing…at least until the pills wear off.
The guy was right…these babies take you for a ride. Sleep…I need sleep now.
A/N: Well it's short I know, review and you might get more. This was supposed to be a Oneshot but who knows… I'm just tired of the wait of J/W getting together so in case anyone missed it I turned him into happy go-lucky pill popper Woody. I might actually write more w/out reviews just b/c I see him going deeper and deeper muahahaha