The Things I'll never say

Summary: Ever wonder what Qui-Gon Jinn wanted to say to Obi-Wan Kenobi but couldn't, due to his mandate? A Qui-Gon poem.

Not Slash. What QuiGon is thinking when he dies.

I watched you day after day

hoping against hope that I could say what I wanted to say

I'd reprimand you, pain shown in your eyes so blue.

I wanted to say that it wasn't true.

But you were you and I was I.

It was me who made you cry.

It was always the same.

But you were never the one to blame.

My heart would stop

before you reached the top

Though neither of us knew

Did you care for me too?

I wanted to say how proud you made me.

I wanted to speak of the hope you gave me.

If only i had time to say all thses things

If only you could know what it all truly means

Minute after Minute

Wit against wit.

All of all the things i'll never say.

Things I'll never say after today.

There is but one.

You were like my son.