HEY READERS! I THOUGHT I'D RE-POST THIS WHOLE FIC CAUSE IT WAS REALLY HARD TO READ BEFORE. (MY FIRST FIC GIMME A BREAK) SO IF YOU READ THIS BEFORE, YOU NOW DON'T GET A HEADACHE WHEN YOU READ IT. THERES ALSO SOME DIFFERENT PARTS AND ALL THE ERRORS (HOPEFULLY) HAVE BEEN FIXED. SO YA, HERE'S THE PROLOGUE, IT'S THE POEM THAT STARTED IT ALL SO ENJOY…
DISCLAIMER: DON'T OWN ANYTHING WRITTEN OR CREATED BY THE GREAT JOSS WHEDON! JOSS IS GOD!
OZ
I lean against a perpetual wall of on going noise
a consequence of the epidemic of people
Small hut on the mountain I find the truth
sadness wipes over me in a veil of despair
The one whom I love most ripped from my grasp by the only one here
All turns black and only haze is clear
I cry out in torment. I want to die
yet I live on, no silver here
I sink to the floor and wait for daylight to show its face so I may hide behind its mask once more
give in to its only cause
I wait in silent torment
For I shall never love another, as I loved her so
My heart bleeds for her
as I wait for the light to wash over me once more
I wish in my deepest of wishes for my one to be mine once more
For the pile of stones I have built to hide myself from humanity to be knocked down
For the mask I so passionately flung off to return
so I may hide behind the sun once more
Time passes so slowly now, away from humanity
I found what I so desperately needed to know
now all I want is to not know.
To go back to the way things were easy
There was always a solid line
the yin and yen fire and water
Now there's nothing but dark
It hugs me like a sweet embrace
but there is little comfort that comes from the dark...
kay thats the prologue... onto the fic... i hope you liked the poem...