"what" squib could feel his heart stop and his breathing heavy
"im...im pregnent" cody stood there just staring into space
"codes, no your not, you 18, your not" adena tried to convince herself more than the others
"i have to got"
"cody?" meghan called after "is it true?..adena! you guys is it true!"
meghan didnt get an answer, everyone just stood for a minute and soon they all headed their own way
"so we have a new roommate huh?" sebastien tried to get his mind off of cody and her news
"ya..."
"well lets meet him" the door opened and there was a boy lifting weights
"hey casanova...this is your other room mate"
cameron put down the weights and walked over to sebastien "cameron white, nice to meet you"
"sebastien dube nice to meet you too"
"i know you were in the hospital, you and the hot red head, are you guys ok?"
"ya..thanks" sebastien couldnt help but look squib after cameron called cody hot
there was an ackward silence, squib just sat on his bed to think, cameron didnt know what to do, and sebastien jsut watched his 2 other roommates and had to laugh
"so that was cody?" tanis broke the silence
"ya, sorry usually she's really nice" meghan smiled tanis
"it's no problem, i cant believe what's happening to her"
"ya its pretty hard for us to believe it...adena? you'v been pretty quiet"
"o im sorry meghan, cause you see usually when one of my best friends life is being turned upside down im jumping happy" adena shot back "...megs im, sorry"
"hey its ok, were all worried about cody"
"it looks like that squib guy is really worried about her too"
"o ya" adena and meghan said
"tanis something you should know about cody and squib, they'v been like this since tehy first met"
"so he's taken huh?"
"you like squib" mehgan's mouth dropped
"what. no..i mean..no, he's taken"
"true, but that doesen't stop girls from liking him"
"i..."
"tanis you dont need to explain" adena finally laughed sicne she saw cody
squib walked along the beach and ended up the dock, suprisingly a certain "hot" red head sat the end, feet in the water
"mind if i join you?"
"sure pull up a deck" cody could feel his arm brush up against hers when he sat down, some how even if he didnt know, that was compfort to her
"so...that was big news"
"ya, it was"
"how are you feeling?"
"i feel, like i wana run away, and leave everything behind...like die and have reincarnation put me in a new life...new start"
"meaning you wana leave everything here" squib nodded
"ya, for a minute" squib looked her confused and she continued "for 1 minute i wana just be free and see what it feels like, if i could jsut get away from everything for 1 minute id be able to do all of this wih a bit more ease"
"well we all wish we could do that once in a while...apperently its needed"
"true, i know i wanna be free, but thats the only feeling im sure about, the rest im my feelings are jsut confused and scared...stupid huh?"
"no, not stupid, you should feel confused, scared, mad"
"squib, im not mad"
"what? your not mad that jerk for putting you through hell! or for getting you pregnent?"
"hey, of coarse im mad hime for putting me through all that pain, but for getting me pregnent, no"
"how could you not be, you had your whole life ahead of you and now..."
"and now me and this baby have our whole lives ahead of us, dont you get it? through all that pain and suffering came a new life, something to look forward to"
"i jsut...you could of done so much,"
"and i will, i still have a life squib, some of my priorities have changed, and that happens, but i still have a life"
"well what are you gonna do now?"
"i talked to my mom and my dad they know, their upset but they can deal, im keeping it, squib i just found out that i have a life inside of me, and its overwelming but im soo happy"
"ya i could see your glow from my dorm window"
"shut up" she smiled "come on you have to be happy with me"
"i cant! codes i cant get over the fact that he did all this, i mean what are you gonna do?"
"i just told you, im gonna keep the baby, but there's something else"
"what?"
"after i go see the father, im leaving, im leaving cascadia"