This is just a bit of drabble I thought up at some point. I figured for all Pansy's carrying on, both in and out of fanfiction, she must have some interest in him, right? And though Draco almost consistently treats her abominably, I figured to stick around that much must mean she cares a lot for him. So here you go, a one-shot HG/DM from Pansy's POV. Enjoy and tell me what you think. Istalindar.
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Its not easy watching the man you love watching the woman he loves.
Trust me on this one.
He's been moon-eyed about that bloody Gryffindor for months now. I'm just waiting for him to remember we're engaged and cancel the pre-nup before it has a chance to work. I guess I'm happy for him; I know how happy I'd be if he actually loved me. And though I act insipid and cruel and shallow around everyone, for once I'd like to not have a smart remark for everything anyone says. For once, I'd like him to see that when he calls me fat and ugly and boring it hurts like hell.
For a start, I am neither fat nor ugly.
Every formal occasion we get dragged out of school for, where we turn up together and smile and hold hands and be charming, I can see him thinking about her. Spending every moment wishing I had brown hair and brown eyes and was tall and willowy instead of short and curvy.
It hurts when the man you love looks into your eyes while dancing and you can see that he's not actually dancing with you, but with her.
But there isnt an awful lot I can do about it, you see. He loves her, I love him. And for all I know, she loves Weasley. It would be just typical if she did. Not thinking outside of the box or anything like that.
I know I'm selfish. I know trying to get him back is probably going to end up hurting all of us. Not least if my father knows he cancelled the pre-nup. But I need him, and I love him, and I can't just let him give everything up for a girl who probably couldn't care less about him.
After all, I actually have feelings too. Despite what anyone says about me, I am not a whore. I am not a slut, and I do not chase anything that can't wear a skirt without looking like a transexual. Nor do I chase girls.
I chase him, but he's never noticed before, I don't know why he should start now.
Wishful thinking, I guess.