Hi, this isn't a chapter, just a thank you for all your support. To those who read my other stories, thank you so much. You have no idea how much your support and words of encouragement mean to me right now. To be honest when I found out I thought nothing could take this pain away, but I found writing this little one shot, and reading your reviews has given me a little reprieve from it. Thank you so much. Since a few mentioned, in one way or another, that they would like some more written, I may make this a little longer. I didn't plan to, but already it's coming to me. Thank you once again, here are the more personal answers:
Tntiggris: thank you, I thought I wrote angsty pieces before but this, I guess this was so much more because it came straight from a real source of pain, rather than a hypothetical or a memory of it. Why did you think grandpa? Thank you, as you can see above there may be more.
Annoying talking animal: your name made me laugh, thanks for that. Thank you, it did…some scream, others lash out, me..I write my grief away….no she wouldn't, we will be okay, we just need time to come to terms with it. Thank you for the prayer, and thank you for the support.
Platinum Rei: Thank you, it did mean a lot. I'm glad you liked it, if everyone likes it then maybe my Gran will also….she liked reading some of my stories…not the ones I post here.
Kai-dranzer: You almost cried, I did cry. It is interesting, scarily enough most of those reactions are the ones I've seen with people who have lost loved ones, Ray's reaction was probably the closest to my own. I'm glad it wasn't all over the place, since I was, thank you for the compliment. With her help I'll stay strong.
Lunar Fire: I'm glad I got the realistic feel; I don't think I could have managed it if this hadn't happened. Losing a loved one is heart breaking; there is no other way to describe it, but that's life. I was lucky as I didn't see her in her worst, but I wish I could so I could say good bye, this story became my good bye. The memories of her are mostly happy, because she was such a wonderful person.
December prodigy: thank you, I probably will as this is my way of healing. I haven't gotten over it fully so this may carry on a while.
AnimeDragonofFire: hugs back thank you, please don't cry, you'll make me start again….and I just stopped. Thank you for the love, we're getting so much support from all who know us, this is just that extra something. Thank you so much.
Once again thank you all, and will try to carry on. I'm not sure how often, if I do, this will be updated, if I decide to do so I ask three things in return. Patience, understanding and the promise you will all cherish those you hold dear…because you don't know when they may leave you, and when the time comes you want to be able to look back with as few regrets as possible. My only regret is I didn't tell her more often how much I loved and appreciated her. Don't let that be your fate. Night, and on a happier note….Merry Christmas.