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Your tears and my fears.
Kagome arrived home after a very tiring day at school.She had two exams and had to keep smiling all day.She looked sad and tired but she knew that if her mother looked at er like this she would get more worried than she already was.So Kagome breathed heavily and put a smile on her face.
"I am home!"-she said trying to sound cheerfull.
"Finally!I made your favorite food!Come eat with me."- her mother said with a happy smile on her face.
"I am not really hungry right now mom...I will eat in a hour or two ok?"-she smiled and climbed up the stairs to her room.
Her mother looked saddily at her daughter...she had to know what happened.
Inuyasha finally arrived to the well.He stared at it for a while.What was going to happen now?'You will just give the letter and come back.'- he thought.'No...she would never forgive me.Though I don't think she would forgive me now either.'
He took a deep breath and jumped the well.Next thing he new he was in the well but in her house.
He looked around before entering, everything seemed calm and quiet.She wasn't there yet.
He watched her family for a while...they looked sad.And her mother looked estressed and tired.
"Rest a little.You know that even being this her favorite food she won't eat it with us.We will be lucky with she eats it in her room."-her grandpa said.
"That's the problem!She can't stay without eating anymore!I cannot let this continue!But I don't know anymore what to do...She won't talk to me.She barely says hi to me in the morning."- her mother said sitting in a chair and holding her tears.'Kagome hasn't been eating?'-Inuyasha thought.What happened while she wasn't there?
He slowly went to her room without making any noise and from the outside of the house.Her room was a little messy.Not the same clean and organized thing like it used to be.Her school material was everywhere, some clothes thrown into the chair.It seemed like she didn't care anymore.
"I am home!"- he heard a happy voice saying.It was her.She sounded normal.But now being there listening to her voice he realized he couldn't talk to her.He quickly grabbed a pen and a paper and wrote a note and left on top of the letter.As soon as he finished he got out the window but decided to observe her and see why her mother was so worried.
She entered the room closed the door and looked relieved.The smile and the happiness were gone and were now replaced by a very sad face.She dropped her things carelessly on the floor and laid on her bed.He heard soft sobs.He pratically glued his face to the window so he could see her.She didn't see his note or his footsteps.Nothing she just cried quietly.She probably didn't eat either.Was this happening every day since he left?His heart hurt for seeing her like that.
"Kagome?"-her mother knocked Kagome quickly wiped the tears and her mother entered."Oh dear let's not pretend anymore ok?"-she smiled saddly at her child and hugged her.Kagome cried on her shoulder.
"Sshhh."she said and caressed Kagome's back trying to make her calm down."Don't worry everything will be fine."Kagome immediatly stood up sobbing.
"And how do you know that?You don't even know why I am like this!You don't know if everything is going to be ok or not so don't try to consol me all right?"-she pratically yelled.Her mother looked like crying.
Inuyasha was shocked.That was not even close to the Kagome he knew.The Kagome he knew was happy and cheerfull and cared about others people feeling so she made a huge effort not to hur them.But now!Now she was yelling at her mother!He did this?
"I would like you to tell me...I know I cannot help you Kagome.But I swear I amtrying my best.I made your favorite food today, I am always asking you if everything is all right please talk to me.I won't be able to help you but you can't hold this inside you anymore!"- her mother said
Kagome sat on her bed and sobbing slitghly she told the story to her mother.
"So you plan on never going back?"-her mother said while she looked at the floor feeling completely lost.
"Yes.They have their lives I have mine...I was never meant to be there anyway.They will forget about me soon...that is if they haven't forgot me yet."-she said.Her mother hugged her sand they stayed like that until Kagome fell asleep in her mother's arms.
Inuyasha left feeling very disturbed.She was like that because of him...He did that.He was the guilty one and he did not even had the courage to speak to her and apologize!
He arrived back at Kaede's village with the most depressed face ever.Everyone looked excited to hear what she had said after reading the letter but Inuyasha's face made them quiet down.
"Inuyasha what happened?"-Sango asked.
Inuyasha didn't answer.He sat in front of their hut and stayed there looking at the ground.
"C'mon man!It can't be that bad!"-Miroku joked.Inuyasha looked at him serious and he didn't say anything anymore.
"Tell us what happened please."-Sango said.He looked at her for a while and then started.
"I couldn't talk to her..."-he began"I left the letter in her room but she didn't see...she looked very sad...and she wasn't eating very well.She cried...a lot."-he resumed the story to them because it was making him feel worse.
They looked down.neither of them knew what to say to him.What did he expect anyway?He treated her like crap!Of course she was getting depressed!
"Inuyasha..."-a woman with long black hair walked behind him and sat beside him.
"Hi Kykiou.Are you feeling any better today?" he asked smiling a little for her.Miroku watched the scene and shook his head.Even after seeing Kagome hurt he would still treat Kykiou like a queen.
She stared at him for a while.She knew that he was sad and knew perfectly well why he was sad about.For who he was sad about.
"I am.You are not."-she said.He just looked down again.He felt so guilty.He was able to talk to her but not to Kagome.
He stood up and entered the hut.He lay on the floor and slept.The sun was shining the birds were singing it was a beautifull day...to anyone but him.
Kagome woke up still feeling very tired and sad so she just continued there looking at nowhere trying to sleep again.
But something caught her attetion.It was anote on her desk.Her mother must have left it there.She stood up slowly and took the note.Something feel.A letter.She took the letter and looked at the note.Her eyes went wide and she froze.
'Inuyasha's handwriting!'it was writtenthat the letter wasfrom Miroku and Sango.Inuyasha went there...but didn't talk to her.She decided to think about that later...Right now news from her friends were very welcome.
"Dear Kagome...
We are sorry for what happened with you...we tried to make him realize what he was doing but that didn't seem to reach him.I am so sorry.I hope you are feeling better than when you left.
We are ok.Miroku sometimes has a "dejá vu" of his lecher life and hit on women.No problem...I don't let him kiss me for two days.I found out that this works better than hiting him.(A/N:This is based on my last Inu work, Please,don't cry..MirxSan, so yes they are together)Kirara misses you too.I have that thing you gave me...how do you call it?Piturec?Pitucre?Anyway it has your face on it and sometimes whens he looks at it she looks a bit sad.And that's exactly why we wrote this letter.
We also know you probably don't want to come back here and we don't blaime you.All we want is to see you happy my friend. But we must admit that lifewithout you here is very boring and Shippo looks sad too.He said he misses his "mother"-we didn't know you were his mother-and we miss you too.You left because of Inuyasha but what about us?We know how hard it's for you to come back and see him.But please come...just to sayd goodbye, nothing else!Please Kagome...we miss you.And hope that you miss us too.
Hugs and Kisses.
Sango and Miroku.
Kagome read the letter at least three times.She missed them too!How missed them!She wanted to see them...and Sango was right...she left without saying goodbye.She would go and end this forever.She would tell Inuyasha her feelings, though he already knew.But she would do it anyway.It's prefered to regret something you did than something you didn't do.
She would go.
A/N:So what do you think?Too sad?A little OOC?Give me your opinion please!I will update asap.
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