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Kouga continue talking. "Bet you started crying to your mommy..." Kouga was punch to the other side of the room and out the window. He held on to the edge. Inuyasha walked up to him and step on his hand. "Ah"

"Don't you ever talk about my mother" Inuyasha was stepping on his hand hard.

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Inuyasha was full of rage. He never hated someone so much in his life. How dare did this prep talk about his mother! He was really not in a good mood. He didn't even felt like going to school, but sesshoumaru made him. He said that he was getting annoyed by all the phone calls and doorbell ringing his friends were doing. He was getting annoyed too but still he didn't want to go or do anything. All he wanted to do was stay at home. Inuyasha put more pressure on Kouga's hand, which made the prep scream since he was holding on a piece of glass. The glass was cutting his skin.

"Inuyasha"

Inuyasha looked out the corner of his eyes to see Mr. Totousai looking at him in shock. He was still putting pressure on Kouga's hand.

"Leave that boy alone! I know what your going through, but do not take it on my students!"

Inuyasha looked at Totousai for awahile. "You have no idea of what I'm going through!' He looked at the pathetic wolf youkai under him for a moments glance.

"Feh," He took his foot off Kouga's hand and walked out the classroom. "I'm leaving."

With that he slam the door and walked back to his house.

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"What was wrong with Inuyasha today" Ayame asked during lunch. They were under their tree as usual and were talking about what happen to Kouga.

"He was probably just being an ass like always" Hiten took a bite out of his pizza.

"No it's not that. He's going through some hard times" Sango dranked out of her soda.

"And how do you know" asked Kagome. She already made up her mind to go see what Inuyasha's problem was by going to his house after school.

"Uh, well..." Sango put half of her club sandwhich in her mouth. She made a gesture that said she couldn't talk because of the sandwhich in her mouth.

"Hey, where's Sesshoumaru" Shippo was looking around for the inu youkai. "Didn't he come to school today"

"Yeah, he did..." Miroku was also looking for him.

Rin saw the group of punks under the tree and started walking towards them. She really needed to talk to Sesshoumaru. He left before she could tell him anything and then he doesn't come back until today. Then he ignores her all day and then just leaves without telling anyone. She swear, once she saw him she was going to show him a peace of her mind.

"Hey, have any of you guys seen Sesshoumaru"

"No, why you looking for him"asked Miroku.

"Um..." Rin's face turn to a few shades of red, but she was a punk; her anger got the better of her. "It's none of your buisness" She storm away from the group of punks and went back to Kikyou and her friends.

"Some people never change" Shippo commented licking his lollipop.

"No kidding man" Kagome said in a mexican accent.

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Inuyasha slammed the door and went upstairs to his room. He stop at the study seeing his dear brother sitting there. Who was burning the cd Sing the Sorrow by AFI.

"Why the hell are you here"

"That, Inuyasha, is none of your buisness. Aren't you suppose to be at school."

Inuyasha was radiating rage from his body. He was really pissed and didn't needed to be lecture by his asshole of a brother. "That's none of your fucking buisness either" He jump seven stairs a time to his room. He slam the door so hard, it fell off it's hinges with a 'thump!' Inuyasha didn't care and went to his stereo, ignoring his brother yelling that he wasn't going to pay for the door.

Inuyasha turn on the stereo and put the cd Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach. He put the song Scars and lay on his bed, waiting for the song to begin.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Inuyasha kicked off his shoes and turn to his side. He put his knees up and held his pillow, like he use to do when he was a kid. The only difference is that his mother wasn't around to soothe him. He was mad that Kouga even mentioned his mother, even though he didn't say anything bad about her...that he knew about. Still, Inuyasha knew his mother knew that his father and her husband was dead. Maybe that's why she died... to be with him...and to leave her son alone...

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

The hanyou on the bed mentally punched himself for ever thinking like that about his mother. That was really selfish of him, his mother died of a illness. It wasn't her fault that she was a weak human. His father tried to get her all sorts of medicine, but none prevail. His father was a different case. Nobody and he meant nobody knew how the Inutaisho died. It was even a mystery to Sesshoumaru and his father faithful, loyal, servant. It was like the case of the Chainsaw Masscerer.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

He started thinking about his friends. How they shouldn't know about his pathetic life. They had their own troubles, they didn't need his. Whenever thay had problems they always asked for help from him; he didn't know why, but they did. He always help against his own will. he shouldn't be in their buisness, like they shouldn't be in his.

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

Damn, he was getting soft! Sometimes he wonder if this was any of Kagome's fault. Even though she was a punk, she had a soft side for her friends. She put others before herself. This thought reminded him of the time she stood up to some kids picking on him when he was little of his ears. He was ignoring them, but obviously she wasn't. The kids backed off because Sango came and Miroku. Even when she was nine years old, Sango could still kick your ass, which made most boys fear her. Miroku was a calm collected kid, but if you hurt his friends or got him mad he will go Dr. Jeckel and Mr. Hyde on your ass. This made Inuyasha mad that he couldn't even stand up to a few bullies; from that day he took care of his own fights, but his friends still had his back.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Inuyasha sat up on his bed, when he heard someone coming. He smelled the air and found out it was Sango. 'Guess school's over or she left.' Sango came up to the broken door and smiled at Inuyasha. She stepped over the door and sat down on the edge of the bed. She just waited for the song to be over before she talked to him.

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel 2x

"So how do you feel Inuyasha" Sango asked.

"Keh"

Sango lowered her head. "When you were in the hospital..."

Inuyasha's eyes widen in shock. 'How did she know?'

"...I was fighting with Kouga. Well, I first it seemed I was winning, but he then stabbed me with his sword..."

"That cheater! He was suppose to have a sword! Your Hiraikotsu is an exception since it's a large boomerang, but a sword...I swear i'm gonna kill that prep..."

"Yes I know Inuyasha. Let me finish."

Inuyasha stopped talking.

"Has I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted..." Sango inwardly laughed at how Inuyasha reacted to her tone of voice. "...I was stabbed by his sword and I don't remember what happen after that, but all I know is that I went unconscious and later on died..." Inuyasha widen his eyes. "...When I went to heaven..."

"Ha"

Sango gave Inuyasha a hard stare. "Why does everyone makes fun of me or starts to laugh when I tell that I went to heaven"

"Because everyone knows you did so much bad things to ever go to heaven" Inuyasha crossed his arms on his chest.

"Anyway, when I went to heaven, I met your mother." Sango lowered her voice at the last part, but she knew Inuyasha heard her by his reaction. "She told me that she was my guardian angel and she was also yours. When she told me this I asked her why was she my guardian angel also and she said becuse she was my adoptive mother, remember"

"Yeah, I remember."

"Well she also told me that I wasn't suppose to die and that she loves you. Then I came back to earth."

Inuyasha stood stilll and abosorbed everything that his best friend told him. He smelled the tears coming down her face and moved over to hug from her side. She put her hand on his arm and her head tilted to rest on his chest. In their minds they both made a decision. They will be brother and sister and they will take care of each other. Theu were always brother and sister except they were going to help each other and act like brothers and sisters should. They both lost a person dear to them. Sango twice.

Sesshoumaru smelled Snago's tears and remeber that he heard about her dying and knew she must of met Inuyasha's wretched mother. The only person he cared about and want to figure out was his father. 'Why did you die father?'

From this point on, they all changed their lifes and thought that the worst had just happen.

But it was only the beginning...

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