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My Goodbye's

No One's POV

When Letty arrived in Los angeles she headed straight for the cemetary without even thinking. She'd never went to see Jesse and Vince's graves after their funerals, it was just to hard for her. Letty drove up into the parking lot in front of the cemetary gates. When the guys had died Mia was the one who had made all the plans for the burials. She had called everyone to let them know. She had called the church the funeral home and had found the place where they were going to be buried. It was a little seclueded cemetary on mountin. It was beautifull small and peacefull. She had found the best place to bury and forever say goodbye to their friends. Mia had done this without crying once. Those couple days everyone was in a daze. Thinking it had all been a dream and when they would wake up the next morning they would find Jesse and Vince downstairs in the kitchen fighting over sometying as stupid as cereal. But that day never came. Mia was the one who had kept her head up and had made sure that we all survived. No one had made any plans for anything , so she had took it upon herself to arange everything and made sure that what sahe had left of her family wouldnt crumble to her feet.

Letty got out of her car and made sure not to make to much noise when she closed the door. She never wanted to admit it but cemetary's had always scared her. If it wasn't for Jesse and Vince she would of never stepped foot in one. She slowly walked to the big black iron gates that opened the doors to the cemetary and walked in. They had buried Jesse and Vince in the far end of the cemetary where at night if you looked a bit further you could see the busy lights of L.A eluminating the sky. It was exactly what they boys would of loved. Both of them had hatted peace and at the same time craved it,and now they had it.

As she walked on the gravel path towards the back of the cemetary tears came back to her eyes. Remembering that one day, when her world crashed. The day that the team buried Jesse and Vince.

FlashBack

Letty's POV

When i woked pu that morning i was laone in my bed again. Me and dom never slept in the same bed anymore. I wouldnt let him get close to me. When i woke up i wished that dom hadent't listened to me when i told him to fuck off and leave me alone. I wished that he was here right now holding me in his arms telling me that everything was going to be okay. That we were going to get through this together and we were going to be happy again. But Dom wasn't there that morning and i knew that wasn't going to be there ever again.

So I'd slowly gotten out of bed remebering everything that had happened. I wouldnt let myself cry, i had done enough of that, and had realized that my tears and the tears of anyone else would never bring back my friends. Would never bring back Jesse and Vince. So I slowly walked to the dresser that Doma nd I shared. Took out the close that Mia had went out to buy for me. It was a simple , respectable black dress. Nothing flashy didnt show any skin. It was just a dress. Something i would never wear. But i really didnt care anymore. So I put the dress on and slowly walked down the stairs ot the kitchen knowing that Mia, leon and Dom were probobly waiting down there for me.

We slowly drove to the cemetary in complete silence only hearing the sound of rain hitting the roof of the car. The weather matched exactly how we all felt. Out of place. They were in the middle of summer and it was raining. They were supposed to be invincible, they were the Toretto's but now they were going to a cemetary to say good bye to theire friends. How could everything had gone so wrong.

I sat throught the hole serivice without shedding one tear. Deep down i knew that Jesse and V wouldn't of liked to see me cry. They wouldn't want me to be in any more apin. So I stayed strong and said goodbye to the friends i would never see again. I watched as the cofind dissapeared in the earth and as they covered up all traces of ever being a hole in the ground. I remeber feeling people around me leaving but i still couldnt get up and leave. A couple of minutes later i felt Dom help me get up. I remember hearing him whisper in my ear that they were gone. That we had to leave. That when i started screaming. I started punching his chest telling him that it was his fault. That everything that ha dhappened was because of him. That i hated him.

I remember seeing Dom eyes. I had only seen him look like this once before. When Tony died. I saw that Dom knew that he could of done somthing , knew that yes, in a way it was his fault. But i just couldn't bring myself to forgive him…i just couldn't.

I remember feeling the need to run up to him and ask him for forgiveness but my hearth just wouldn't let me do it.

End Of Flashback

I looked down at the two grave stones in front of me. One was white and the other black. One for Jesse and one for Vince. I slowly read what was inscribed on the stones.

Jesse 'Toretto'

1983/2001

Lost but never forgotten.

Keep a place up there for us with the car gods Jesse.

We'll never forget you kid.

'Oh god, Jesse!' I whispered to myself. Deep down i guess i still couldn't beleive that he was gone. Why did he have to leave. He was just a kid. He counted on us to take care of him and in the end we all let him down. He shouldn't have died. Life is so unfair.

Then i slowly turned my head and looked at Vince's grave stone. Mia had chosen black. Not because he was a bad guy or anything, just because she knew that Vince would of probobly started growling if he found out that we had given him a white or grat stone. He would of called it a sissy stone and would of been mad. So Mia got him a simple black stone with a littl carving of an angel on th back. It was beautifull.

Vince 'Toretto'

1977/2001

In memory of a great man.

Coyote's R us

Hope there's enough food up there for you V.

Mia had made sure that the stones were different then all the other ones. Jesse and Vince were different then everyone else. So there stones couldn't be like all the other ones. They had to be different, it was like a sign of respect to Mia. She was right.

I slowly kneeled down and started talking to the guys. Telling them about everything taht happened since they left. Telling them that without them nothing would ever be the same, and that everyone missed them. I continued talking to them till night came and then i decided it was time to leave.

I said my goodbye's, and placed over each grave a single white rose.

I slowly got up and walked back towards my car got in and started and slowly left. Drying the one tear that slowly made its way down my face.

I continued driving for a while, looking at everything that i haden't seen for the pass two years. It surprised em how everyone thing seemed the same. How everyone looked so happy and unnafected by everything. It amazed me how other people's lives could be so happy, so normal. While mine was a complete mess. But who ever said that life was fare. I stopped my car when i saw a phone booth and decided that it was now or never.

I picked up the phone, pulled out a quarter from my back pocket and dialed the number.

'Hello?' I heard Mia say. She sounded different. She didn't sound like the Mia that I used to know. The Mia that had always to much enthusiam in her. Now she sounded dead. Like if hse haden't slept in years.

'Hello, is anyone there?' I heard Mia repeat.

'How….how ya livin gurl?' I asked stutering a bit. Since when did i stuter. God i'm making a fool out of myself.

'Letty? Is that you?' I heard Mia say with concern in her voice. I could hear that she was about to explode with excitment with hering my voice. But i had to make sure that she wouldnt tell Dom that I was back.

'Ya Mi, it's……' I didn't even have time to finish what i was saying. Mia had started screaming her lungs out. Asking questions. How I was, if I was back in L.A, that she had been really worried about me.

'Ohmygod! Letty thank GOD your comming back. I was going crazy here without you. So much has happened since you left. When are you comming back to the house?' Mia just couldn't stop askibng questions. Now she sounded more like her old self.

'Listen Mia. I can't talk for long. Yes i'm in L.A and I'm happy to hear about you too gurl. But i'm not staying here for long, I just have a favor to ask you.' I knew she was goig to get mad at me. But for gods sake how could she even think that I would stay here. I was already stressed out and I'd only been here for a couple of hours. Imagine what I would look lik in a couple of days?

'What do you mean your not staying. LETTICIA GONSALEZ I WILL NOT LET YOU LEAVE US AGAIN. I WON'T.' Mia screamed through the receiver.

'Mia! What are you screaming about down there. Who are you talking too?' I heard a gruffy voice ask Mia from far away.

It was Dom. I could recognize his voice anywhere. But he too sounded different. He sounded sad. He sounded like a man who had nothing to live for. Like someone who had been alone for too long.

'Dom! It's Letty! She's back!' Letty heard Mia scream extremely loud to her brother.

Oh shit! This was bad I wasn't planing on Dominic ever knowing that I was back. Seeing him again would be to hard for me. I knew that if a saw him again all the walls that I'd built over the pass two years would crumble down to my feet. I just couldn't let that happen. I worked too hard to let everything go to waste.

Then I hung up the phone. I would just call back Mia tomorow when Dom would prbobly be at the garage working.

I walked back to my car trying to deal with all the mixed feelings that I felt all at once. It had been so long since I had heard his voice. Then, that's when I realised that it had been much to long since I had heard any of there voices and it was time to face my fears. All of them. I had to go back to the fort. Go back to the team…well atleast what was left of it.

Author's Note : Hope everyone liked it. It isn't great but its okay. I had to show some more of Letty's feelings befor i brought her back to the team. There is going to be many more surprises comming in the next couple of chapters. PLZ review to let me know if i should continue writing or just stop lol! HAVE FUN!