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Still Love You
No One's Pov
After Letty's phone call to the toretto house hold. Everything came flooding back to her. All the good and the bad memories. True sometimes she sounded like her life since Tony's death had been all bad. It really hadn't, she'd just known that from now on there was no chance in hell that everything would be fine in her life. It just wouldn't be possible. She accepted that even if in her heart she wished that everything would be perfect. I mean who doesn't want their life to be exactly the way they want it to be. Byt that's just unrealistic and Letty knew that.
Letty's PovShe drove towards the beach. Not exactly knowing why except that she was sure that by going there she would find some kind of peace. She remembered that when she was young she used tot ake her bike to the beach and just sit there. Some kids would of gotten bored, but not Letty. She sat there all day long and felt at peace. It was as if no matter what else was happening around her. It couldn'd affect her if she was at the beach. Right now she was hopeing that by going there she would forget about everything that was happening in her life. That maybe, if a only for a little bit. She could find some peace and think things over.
She parked her car a couple blocks away form the beach. Got out and started walking. She loved the sound of the waves hitting the water. She loved the smell of the sea. It just calmed her down. The same way that engins used to calm Jesse down befor he died. Well the sea calmed her down. She walked towards the middle of the beach and sat on the white sand. That's when Letty realised that she was home. No matter what she did she couldn't run a way from her life. That no matter what happend she would always end up comming back to L.A. It was all she had ever known befor Baja and right now if she'd had the choice she would of never went back. But some small part of her was telling her mind that she was going to have to leave again. To not get to happy here. It couldn't be her home anymore. All this place ever caused her was pain and even though she wanted with all her heart to stay here and maybe be part of the toretto « Gang » again. Part of her knew that it would never happend. Sure she'd be happy for a couple of weeks but then the lying the cheating and everything else would start again and all the pain she'd tried so hard to hide and forget would all come back to her. She didn't want to live through that again. She would die before she let herself be hurt again. So she just sat there thinking of everything that ahd happened to he rin so little time. How quickly your life can change. How in a single moment you could lose everyone you love and not find a way to get back to them.
Dom's Pov
I drove as slowly as i could. I knew that if i didn't hold myself I'd probobly get into another accident. I'd been getting in a lot of those since Letty left L.A. Never during races, but when i was driving around town. I let my mind wander of to the days that I was invincible. That my life was perfect, well at leastit was perfect in my eyes. Apparently nto in other people's eyes. Then i would just hit something without realizing it. I would never seriously get hurt it would cost a bundle of cash to get my car fixed and Mia was getting a bit tierd of me driving home with a trashed car. So even if a was in a hurry i slowed down…well hardly.
I drove for about an other 15 minutes without exactly knowing where I was heading. So i decided ot head down towards the cheapest motels you could find in L.A. The ones by the water. I doubted Letty had much cash, how she left with practically nothing so she would probobly be staying there. So I headed down and that's when I saw a car that I recognized. That's wen it hit me . It was Letty's car. Of course I recognized it. I had built it with her that summer when she had gotten her liscense. So I parked my car right in te back of her's and looked around. She was about 5 minutes of walking away from the beach. You couldn't really call it a beach. It wasn't really big but it was gorgeous. Not many people knew about this place and that's probobly why Letty loved it so much. I remember one night a couple of years ago after me and Letty had gotten together. She was drunk and she'd told me that this place was the only place in the world that she could find peace. Except when she was sleeping in my arms. I knew when she told me that if she hadn't been drunk she would of never told me that part of her. But she did and since that day i treated her differently. Well atleast for a while. Back then I should of realised that Letty wasn't everything she appeared to be. Sure she looked ,sounded and acted tough but deep down she was just as scared and lonely as everyone else.
But I guess i took advantage of her. Letty would of never admited thats she needed anyone. Not even me. Si guess I acted the same way around her as she acted around me. So Letty got tougher and meaner. In a way i made her who she was today. I made her and I distroyed her.
I should of realised that all the walls she put up were only to protect herself from me. I should of known that she wasn't all that tough and she did need me even if she would never admit it. I should of taken more care of her. But it was too late now. There was to much things that had hapend since then and all I could hope for was that i would find a way to convince her ot give me an other chance. All I lived for was to make things better between us. She was the love of my life. She is the love of my life as corny as that might sound.
When I reached the little path that led to the beach, that's when i saw her. She was siting there in the sand her head resting on her knees. At first I tought she was sleeping but then when she lifted up her head i knew she hadn't been. Her face was streaked with tears. I think it was the first time I had ever seen Letty cry and I never wanted to see it again. She still hadn't realized that i was there watching her. So I stepped out of the shadows and that's when she saw me.
I tried to say something smart but all I could say was her name.
''Letty?'' I heard myself say. I hardly recognized my own voice. It came out in a ruf whisper.
Letty's Pov
It made about an hour I had been sitting here. Thinking things over. My mind was at rest for a little bit at least but when I looked up everything turned upside down.
''Letty?'' I heard Dominc's voice in only a whisper. I wasn't ready to see him . It was supposed to be me that was goind to decide when i was going to go see them. I just wasn't ready to see him not now.
''What are you doing here Dom?'' I told him in a meaner voice that i had intended to in the first place. But I mean after everything the guy put me through i was aloud to hold a grudje.
''I should be asking you the same question.'' Dom told me a little louder this time. He really looked the same. Still had that amasing body. I think it might even be nicer then it used to be. If that's even possible. He still had no hair, the way I had always liked it. But there was something in his eyes that I had never seen before. It seemed that a part of him had died. His eyes hadn't even looked like that when Tony died. Emediatly I tought that maybe , just maybe it was beacause of me that he looked so dead. Maybe because of me leaving a part of him left with me. But then I emediatly stopped myself. I couldn't start thinking like that. Not now ,not ever. Everything was different now, Dom didn't love me anymore and that's the way i wanted it. I told myself. Trying really hard in beleiving what I was saying.
''As far as I know Dominic Toretto. Me being here has really nothing to do with you.''
''Really, it has nothing to do with me. If it had nothing to do with me then why did you call my house why did you come back to L.A letty? What do you need money or are you just bored and decided to maybe pop in for a while and than break our hearts one more time and leave us again while were not home. Is that it?''
''If I were you Dominic I would shut up. You have no clue what your talking about.''
''I don't do I.''
''No you really don't. Your practically forced me to leave. You ruined my life dom so don't you fucken dare start trying to make me feel bad for leaving. Leaving you was the best thing I ever did!'' I told him knowing deep down that i was lying.
''What about leaving Mia ,Letty. What about Leon. Did you just forget abut them completly or did you just not give a shit.''
''You have no clue what your talking about Dom. Just leave me alone. I didn't come back for this.'' I told him practically screaming.
''No I'm not gunna leave you alone. Your not the person I loved Letty you stopped being that person many years befor you left. Your cruel and you only care about yourself.'' Those couple words completly killed me. I knew that Dom had stopped loving me. But still tought he cared for me but the words he just said broke down all my walls.
''You know what. I am who I am because of you! You made me who I am today! I might be cruel but that's all because of you. Your a jerk and you always were, you always wil be.'' I just couldn't stop myself. Words were comming out of my mouth and I didn't realy mean them. Sometimes i just got carried away.
''I always wanted to know how it felt to know that you ruined someones life. I don't understand how you could live with yourself. Please you have to explain to me how you do it Dominic. I really have to know!'' I told him with humor in my eyes.
''I'm so sorry baby'' Dominic told me. Now his attitude completly changed. When I looked into his yes I saw a single tear travelling down his cheek. ''I love you so much Letty. You have no clue what the past two years have been for me. For us. God I missed you so much. Letty I love you and I'm never gunna let you go again babe never!''
I heard Dom's words but didn't want to accept them . Some part of me wanted to beleive him and run into his arms and make everything okay again but the better part of me didn't let me do that. As much as I wanted to I just couldn't. I got up. Surprised that I was still on the floor. Ran towards him and pushed him as far as I could. Ov course he didn't fall or anything but I did take him by suprise. So I quickly ran to my car and drove off. I had to leave. I'd deal with my problem' s by myself this had been a really bad idea. As I went into fifth gear I looked back and saw dom in his car driving about a meter in back of me. So I pressed on the gas telling myself that I would never let him catch up to me but when I looked up I saw a wall. I pressed on the brakes but was going to fast and I hardly had time that I hit the wall and felt a sharp pain on my right shoulder then everything went black. The last thing I remeber is hearing Dom screaming out my name.
Dom's PovWhen Letty ran past me I hardly had any time to realize what was happening. I ran after her and started my car only a couple of seconds after she started hers. I wouldn't let her leave . Not again. So i raced after her but I realized that she had gotten better. Much better but I could catch up to her I knew I could. But all of a sudden her car swerved and she hit a wall. I quickly stopped my car thinking that she was dead.
''Letty! LETTY!'' I screamed out loud but when I realized that she wasn't ansering back I knew that something was wrong.
I ran towards her car that was completly trashed and looked threw the front window. Her face was bloodied and her shoulder looked fractured. But other then that she looked ok.
''Oh Letty baby! Your gunna be fine chica. I'll get you out of here.'' I said out loud knowing that she could not hear me. In a way I think i was reasuring myself more then her. I gently pulled her out of the car and pulled her far away form her car. Knowing that their was probobly lots of nos tanked up and I didn't want her to be too close if anything dangerous happend.
I pulled out my cell out of my back pocket and called the ambulance.
''I need and ambulance on the corner of fifth and hope. Fast! Please I need help.'' As fast as i had picked up the phone i shut it off and threw it. I looked down at Letty who i was holding up in my arms.
''Letty. Letty baby can you hear me? Please wake up baby! You gotta be ok. Please!'' I told her now limp body but nothing happend. She couldn't die! She just couldn't I tought as i heard the sirens from the ambulance approaching us.
'' Please god let her be okay! Please.'' I said aloud to myself.
Author's Note : Hope you guyz like the chapter. I like it alot! Thanks for reviewing and thanks to eveyrone who siad they wnated to beta for me ! Thanks to sweettest addiction and Tina. I pomise I'll send da next chapter to you guyz just really felt lik posting this one lol. Have fun!
