Author's Note: -gets bricked even before saying anything- Go ahead! I deserve it! I know this one sucks and it sucks BADly, so go ahead and brick me again. -gets bricked again- That's better. Ok, now on to what I was going to say before...Oh yeah. SORRY to fans of my currently "on hiatus" fanfic, Only Tears Will Tell, but I have had so much writer's block (and flu symptoms -cough-)that I just haven't been inspired to write anything else for it yet. The inspiration for this songfic came from an AMV (anime music video for teh n00bletz) with this song as its...song -sweatdrop- and the theme of the vid was Blues's switch to dun-dun-dun the dark side. I decided to do a songfic with the same theme, since the song and events kinda went with eachother perfectly. For people who like to know everything about everything, the song is called -duh- Tourniquet, and it's sung by Evanescence. The song coupled with the vid made me start to cry a little bit the 3rd time I watched it, so the song is sorta sad in its own way. -gets bricked by impatient n00bletz- OK, OK, here's the terrible songfic! j/k - hope you like! flames will be used for s'mores!
Important things to know before reading - you will see that sometimes verses of the songs will ride over across POV's, I meant it to be that way. Imagine you are watching a vid to this song, and when I switch POV's, you switch the character who is thinking/talking. It should make a little more sense.
lalalalala -lyrics of the song
lalalalala - character's thoughts/words.
Enzan's POV
What was I thinking? That Darkchip...it had so much power...maybe too much.
I tried
to kill the pain
but only brought more
(so much more)
I lay dying
and I'm pouring
crimson regret
and betrayal
I always thought you and I could handle anything that came our way...anything.
...I suppose I thought wrong.
I'm dying...
praying...
bleeding...
screaming...
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost...?
my god
my tourniquet
return to me salvation
Rockman's POV
my god
my tourniquet
return to me salvation...
I couldn't have done it...what made him think I could? Just delete him like that...that's too much. Too much pain. For everyone...everyone hurts.
do you
remember me
lost for so long?
will you be
on the other side
I wouldn't be able to bear that kind of pain...that kind of guilt...how could I?
or will you forget me?
I'm dying...
praying...
bleeding...
screaming...
Not even Blues himself could have dealt with that...I don't think so, anyway...
am I too lost
to be saved
am I too lost...?
my god
my tourniquet
Netto's POV
return to me salvation
my god
my tourniquet
return to me salvation
Why'd he have to take that chip from me?...Me and Rockman were ready to do whatever it took to stop the Darkloids...Enzan didn't need to sacrifice Blues like that!
Still...
(guitar interlude cuz I said so. XD not really, but yes there is a guitar solo here.)
I honesly don't know how it feels...I've lost Rock before, but it wasn't like this. To know you'll meet up again one day and be on opposite sides... to have to battle the one person who's been through it all with you, all this time...that must hurt...really deep inside, Enzan's badly hurt.
my god
my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my god
my tourniquet
return to me
Enzan's POV
salvation...
I let him go. No. I forced him. By slotting in that Darkchip, I exiled my partner...my netnavi...
...my friend...
my wounds
cry for the grave
Rockman's POV
my soul cries
for deliverance
Blues...I couldn't delete you, so I'm forced to face you time and time again...it's impossible. All the time we were on the same side, fighting side by side...I would look over my shoulder, and there you were. Now...there's no one over my shoulder. There's no one...
Netto's POV
Blues...such sacrifice. He always helped. No matter what kind of trouble there was...3 seconds after getting there ourselves, there he was. Always there. But Enzan...he thought he was better than me...what a show-off. He just had to prove that he could defeat the Darkloids...he just had to prove that he could survive...without anyone else to support him. And all he succeeded in doing...
Enzan's POV
I'm such an idiot! I thought I had to do it. I had to do it. I told myself that, so many times. And what did I accomplish? The loss of my best friend...
...Blues...where are you?...I need you...
will I be
denied
Christ...
tourniquet...
...my suicide...
-OWARI-
-END-
-FIN-
-STFU.-
Author's Note: Wow! That turned out longer than I thought it would! I had it written out in my journal at first, but then I decided to put it here. R&R, and tell me whether I did a good job on my first ever songfic, or whether I should get bricked more! -gets bricked by like 100's of people- well, some people are fast reviewers...--;