Angels Deserve To Die
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha, or the song (Chop Suey) by System of a Down
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I know I have now updated soon (I'm SOOOOOO sorry) I hope this chapter does not suck mayor ass. Warning! Contains foul language, rape and very disturbing things. If you do not mind yaoi or any of the other things then keep on reading. Oh..and if you do not like the use of tentacles in any sexual way then really do not read. Well enjoy!
Miruko woke up, his whole body bruised. He tried to stand, but found that his hands were bound together by some vines above his head. Startled, Miroku tried to kick his feet, but they also were tied with some vines, spread open. Trying to calm down, the young monk felt a cold breeze on his skin, making him realize that he was naked. Paniking, the houshi started to trash around in hopes of freeing himself, when he heard a voice, making his blood run cold.
" I really should thank Kagome for bringing me such a fine specimen for my...amusement."
Miroku saw a tentacle go towards his face and closed his eyes as he felt it slide across his face, down his neck and then; slide down to his chest.
' NO...this can't be happening! Please kami-sama...give me strength in what may come'
Naraku smiled at the look of terror on his toys face. He wanted to make the monk suffer before he satisfied this need. Wrapping one of his tentacles around the boys neck; Naraku smile widened at the tremor he felt from the monks body.
" Do not act as if you have never felt a mans touch on your body monk. Kagome has told me all that happened between you and the hanyous brother."
Wake up (wake up)
Grab a brush and
Put a little makeup
I just crossed the feeling
With a shakeup
Why'd you leave
The keys up on the table?
Here we go
Ceate another fable
Mirokus eyes opened, gasping in pain at the words the hanyou had spilled out. He didn't want to remember, he didn't want to remember his lost loves lips pressed gently on his, remember his carreses on his skin, so tender and loving. He wanted to just forget the cold eyes, warm in the embrace they had been in; returning to coldness when he told him to get away from him..he didn't need a filthy human with him. Why would Kagome tell this thing all the secrets he had trusted her with?
That is when he remembered all that had happened with Kagome, how she had taken control over Sango and him. How she had hurt Inuyasha. How she had killed the demon slayer in the aftermath of what had happened in the ookamis cave.
Flashback Begins
Kagome grabs his hair roughly,making him wince in pain.
"Look around Miroku, look at all the things I killed. I love red...its my favorite color."
Miroku closed his eyes tightly, trying to avoid the sight of all the demons dead in front of him. He felt something being smeared all over his face, and opened his eyes, staring in horror at the guts in Kagome's hand.
"You like? They're Sango's. They feel sooo good in my hand. She sure did scream a lot when I took that dagger and took these out of her."
He watches the emotiones on Kagomes face, feeling disgusted at the sight of her arousal. He turned to see the body of his beloved freind lying still, her eyes open, eyes dark. Dead.
' My god how sick can you get. Sango...How...how c-could she do this to you?'
Kagome started touching her breast, moaning loudly. She took the girls organs and started to rub herself against them. Miroku had to struggle against the urge to vomit in front of the demented teen. She laughed when she saw the look on the monks face. She threw away the item in her hand and kicked the houshi in the face.
" Time to play later. Right now I need to give my master his present. "
Kagome hit the monk in the stomach, making his world turn black once more.
Flashback Ends
Naraku keeped on touching the monk, feeling very horny as he felt the deep fear and hatred that flowed out of this boy in waves.
" I will let you go if you submit to me"
The monk glared at the hanyou in front of him, trying to look braver then he felt.
" Don't touch me you filthy beast! Never would I submit myself to you. Go fuck yourself!"
The hanyou knew this would happen, but he was prepared for all this. Glancing backwards, he gave a nod to Kanna. She walked towards the pair, holding out her mirror for the monk to see.
"I will kill Inuyasha and the wolf if you do not comply. Althought...maybe I should just go have more fun with the pup, hmmm. Oh...and thanks for helping me be able to do that to him."
The monk looked into the mirror, watching with horror what had happened to Inuyasha. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he heard the screams of his friend. And he was the cause of this...of this poor creatures suffering? He didn't know, but the guilt started to eat at him from inside. He didn't want more harm to befall the only friends he had. And he deserved this...he deserved to be used. Miroku glances at Narakus eyes and nods, trying hard to be still; knowing that he deserved what was coming to him.
Well I don't think you trust in
My self-rightous suicide
Why cry when angels
Deserve to die
In my self-rightous suicide
I cry when angels
Deserve to die
Satisfied, he looks at Kanna, silently ordering her to leave. As the girl leaves, the hanyou looks at the body of his prisoner with hunger. Miroku tries to be brave, to accept his fate; but starts to shake violently when he feels a tentacle wrap around his manhood, gasping at the sensation. Naraku sees this and quickly impales the monks mouth with another tentacle, his arousal becoming stronger as Mirokus eyes were shining with unshead tears, the terror in them making him lick his lips in apreciation.
' Please kami-sama, make this end...Please let me die so this can stop'
Mirokus felt himself being impaled by Naraku, and screamed in agony, but the only sound that came out was a pitiful gurgle because of the tentacle in his mouth. He sobbed, closing his eyes and trying to keep his body front strugglying against the hanyou, trying hard not to anger the thing that was violating him.
' I deserve this...Sorry Inuyasha...I will take my punishment '
All of a sudden, the pain stopped. He opened this eyes to see Naraku slammed against a tree, a tall white haired figure pinning the hanyou by the throat. The tentacle left the boys mouth, and tried to grab on to the Inu. But the demon was faster then the hanyou, letting go of this throat and cutting off the tentacle from Narakus body.
" My my Sesshomaru. Why would you come to rescure this ningen? I do believe you have grown soft. But I will not fight you right now...But...we will have a time for that soon. "
Sesshomaru tried to kill the hanyou, his eyes going red in his anger, but, with a cloud of miasma, Naraku disapeared. Sesshomaru wanted to go after him, but stopped when he heard a pitiful whisper
"Don't...go"
Miroku looked at the Inu...his tears glimmering off this cheeks. He trembled, wanting to believe with all his heart that this being came because he loved the monk. But when he saw that the figure would not look at him, he lost all hope.
' I deserve to die...he would never want me...he will never love me'
"Kill me Sesshomaru...end this never ending torture for me."
Sesshomaru couldn't believe the monks words. To kill him...Could he? Could he end the ningens life? He looked at the monk. His hands still bounded, blood all over his frame. Could he kill him?
"No"
His words, softly spoken, weighted like a ton of bricks on the houshis ears. Why would he not kill him? He wanted im to keep on suffering, knowing that everthing that happened was his fault, wanting him to suffer knowing that Sesshomaru would never love him?
"Why...why won't you let me die. I WANT TO DIE! LET ME DIE! I deserve all this...I only cause harm to all. KILL ME DAMN IT! "
Moving faster then the human could see, Sesshomaru freed the boy from his binding and crushed him to his chest, trying to relive the pain in the monks eyes.
"NO...I will not let you die. I know that what I did was wrong. But I love you...I wish I had admitted to it before. I will protect you my love. I am sorry...so sorry"
Miroku couldn't believe his ears. He was loved...loved by the inu.
" But it is my fault that he raped Inuyasha...my fault they killed everyone. If I wasn't so weak I could have done something...I could...of..."
"No my love. None of this is your fault. Don't let Naraku make you feel this way. But this can wait. I will take you somewhere safe my mate. Please hold on tight to me."
Gently, Sesshomaru carried the boy bridal style, trying not to hurt the monk. He then wrapped his tail over the boys body, trying to shelter his body as well as give him warmth. Miroku looked into the eyes of the Lord, trying to find something...something that would tell him if he spoke the truth. He saw the love, compassion and sadness in his eyes. Closing his own violet orbs, the monk cuddled closer to his lover, seeking the comfort of his smell and of his strong embrace. He fell asleep as Sesshomaru took him into his castle, witrh a soft smile on his face.
' I will need to seek my brother and his mate. It is time to end this threat. My brother will also need a place where he will be safe while he heals'
Reaching his castle, he enters, going into his personal chambers. Placing the monk tenderly on his bed, he calls for his healer. As the inu demoness enters the chamber, she glances at the monk and then at her lord.
" Take care of his wounds. I will be back soon. Have food and clothes out for him in case he wakes up before I arrive."
" Yes mi lord"
She bows at the Lord and hurries out to fetch her equipment. Sesshomaru goes into the forest, running quickly towards the scent of his half brother and the wolf.