Here's chapter two thanks to those who reviewed!
Chapter 2: Confessions
"I think we should be friends again. I miss us hanging out. I still don't want to get involved, it's too complicated." My heart sank. What about still being interested in me?
"I still don't care."
"But I don't."
"I'm coming with you."
" No, you're not."
"Yes, I am."
"Fine, as long as you check with your mother first. I suspect it won't be a problem, seeing that Ron is already going."
"Than you," I almost shouted. And before my conscience could kick in, I hugged him. He was a little surprised, but he began to hug me back, his arms wrapping around my waist. "It's going to be hard, us being friends?"
He nodded, kissed my cheek, and left me there to do my own thing. That night I cried myself to sleep. I cried in sadness, happiness, and fear.
It was hard talking to Ginny last night. I still have feelings for her, it's so complicated. I spent the rest of the night pacing questioning myself. Why had I said what I did? Why am I letting her go? Why does she have to be so irresistible? I think I am going mad with Ginny.
It's kind of scary. Why do I have to like her so much? Her hair, her eyes…Yup, I'm going mad. What am I going to do today where we're swimming? I'm going to go crazy, that's what. I can only imagine…
Meanwhile, in the early hours in the morning, Ron and Hermione were having a nice snogging session in the living room, everyone else had gone to sleep.
Ron pulled away for a moment. "I have to go," he insisted.
Hermione was puzzled "Why?" she said between kisses. His arms were wrapped around her waist, wandering up and down her sides. Hers were around his neck, fiddling with his carrot red hair.
"I can't trust myself with you anymore. And, we can't let anyone see us, yet. We'll tell them tomorrow, wait, later this morning, before the lake."
"Agreed." She began to pull away, but something stopped her. "One more kiss." She said, and leaned in for one more kiss, and then the two left to get and hour or two of sleep.