A/N: thank you for reviewing! WOW! That chapter was...THE BEST YET!

Ed: WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM! DO YOU ENJOY MAKING ME SUFFER!

Me: ...a little...maybe a lot.

Ed: FUCK DAMMIT!

Envy: Aw don't be so uptight. Be happy!

Ed: HAPPY ABOUT WHAT!

Envy: Uh...I love you?

Ed: ...I'm loved! (Pulls Envy into a big hug)

Wrath: What about me?

Me: I like you.

Wrath: THAT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH DAMMIT! (Runs off crying)

Greed: Wait Wrath, I like you too! (Runs after Wrath)

Me: I want my camera back.

Warnings: DarkTigerGirl's bad grammar, language, and tears


On Rainy Days

When Edward finally came to, he found that he was in a nice comfy bed, with a blanket wrapped around him. His body was still in a lot of pain.

"I was worried about you."

He looked over and to see Envy sitting in a chair, next to his bed. Edward jumped up and threw his arms around the sin. The strange thing was, the blonde didn't cry. He was so happy to see Envy that words couldn't even decried it. The sin wrapped his arms around the blonde and held him close.

"Envy."

"Its okay, that bastard isn't going to hurt you anymore."

Edward held him tighter.

"Envy."

This was heart-ranching to Envy. He knew the blonde was in a lot of pain and there was little he could do to help him. The sin had treated he wounds, but he had noticed that Edward had those dead, emotionless eyes. Envy hated when the blonde got like this. See what Edward had gone threw; Envy guessed that there was a chance that the blonde wouldn't come out of his trance so easily like before.

"Are you hungry? Can I get you something?"

Edward didn't say anything. He only let go of the sins and got back into bed.

"Are you okay?"

Envy concerned grew as Edward didn't answer him once again.

"Edward please, say something."

The blonde threw the blanket over his head, so he couldn't look at Envy. He felt so ashamed about what had happened, letting his body get used for someone else's sick enjoyment. The worst part was this wasn't the first time. He just wanted to be left alone, away from everyone.

"Edward, do you want me to give you some time alone?"

Envy saw the blanket move back and forth a little, most likely Edward nodding. The sin let out a sigh, got up and left. He loved Edward so he would respect his wishes. But he felt like he was abandoning him for some reason. He wanted to hold him, but if Edward didn't want him to then he wouldn't.

'You're not the only one who's in pain Edward.'


The next day three days weren't any better. Edward had refused to eat anything. Envy couldn't force the blonde to eat if he didn't want to. The sin sighed as he sat in that same chair next to his bed. The blonde was still in bed and wouldn't get out.

"If you don't eat anything then you'll get sick."

Edward didn't say anything. He hadn't spoken a word to the sin since the day Envy had brought him home. The silence was starting to get to Envy. It wasn't the silence that bothered him, it was the fact that the silence was coming from Edward. The sin had to find some way to lighten the mood.

"Do you wanna go on a date? We could go on that nice relaxing walk you wanted."

The blonde didn't move. He just stared blankly at the ceiling. The blonde closed his eyes and turned over. Envy let out a sigh, this was getting him no where, but once again he couldn't do anything.

"Edward, I'm begging you, say something to me."

"...I...want to..."

Envy lit up a little.

"You want to what Edward?"

"...I want to...die."

The sin felt his heart sink. No, this wasn't the Edward he knew.

"D-don't say that."

"...I...don't to...live...anymore."

"Stop it! That's not true."

Edward sat up and looked toward the sin. He then closed his eyes and held his chest.

"It...it hurts...right here...every time I...look at you."

Edward clinched his chest.

"I...I want...the pain...to go away."

Envy reached oven, pulled the blonde into a tight, and began to sob. He couldn't hold it in anymore. The sin had the same pain in his heart. And his also increased every time he looked at Edward, but he knew that Edward's hurt a lot more then his.

"Edward, please snap out of it."

"...Envy."

Edward wrapped his arms around the sin. The pain increased once more. He softly kissed the sins cheek. He felt like crying himself, but found that he couldn't. It was like something was blocking his emotions, stopping him from feeling anything.

'...I'm...sorry.'


Edward had fallen asleep. Envy was downstairs on the couch, thinking to himself. The blonde's shell was starting to crack, but it was a small crack. The sin still had a long way to go.

'What should I do next?'

'Maybe you should go talk to him again.'

'I don't want to wake him up, he needs as much sleep as he can get.'

'Yeah but-'

Envy heard the front door open then close. The sin didn't bother to see who it was, he already knew.

"It's raining like hell out side."

"I hadn't noticed."

Greed walked over and took a seat next to Envy. The sins looked so depressed to Greed, that was unseals considering he had been so cheerful after he and Ed had gotten together.

"Is something the matter?"

"...just fine."

"You're lying. Something happened with Edward didn't it?"

Envy pulled his knees into his chest and wrapped his arms around them. Greed's concern was growing as Envy buried his face into his knees.

"Envy, what happened?"

"Edward was...raped."

"WHAT? By who?"

"His ex. I went over to that bastard house and got Ed, he looked terrible."

Greed wrapped his arm round Envy's shoulder and pulled him close.

"Is Edward okay?"

"I-I'm not sure. Ever since I brought him back he wouldn't eat, he barely sleeps and he hardly specks to me."

Envy began to weep. He didn't like crying in front of people other then Edward. They probable wouldn't understand his pain and would shrug it off as him just being strange. Greed didn't like this. Envy and Edward were inseparable, but this incident had put them in a position where they couldn't be together.

"I really don't know what to say. Have you tried talking to him?"

"Y-yes, I managed to get something out of him today, but it wasn't what I expected. He said that he wanted to...wanted to..."

"Wanted to what?"

"...die."

Envy cried harder.

"I...I don't want to see him like this anymore. I...I just want him to be normal again."

"Go comfort him. That's the only thing I can think of you doing now."

Envy released himself from Greed and whipped away his tears. He had finally come upon a conclusion. If Edward was miserable, then he would be miserable with him. If that's the way it had to be, then so be it. Envy got up from the couch and made his way up the stairs. Upon reaching his room he could hear Edward's voice, it sounded like he was in some kind of distress. He flung the door open and saw that the blonde was tossing and turning in his sleep. He cried out a couple of times causing Envy to scurry over to him and try to wake him up.

"Ed! Wake up!"

"I SORRY!"

Edward shot up in a cold sweat.

"Are you okay?"

"...yeah."

The sin wrapped his arms around Edward and pulled him close.

"I'm not going to leave you anymore. I'm staying right here with you."


Envy lay next to Edward, deep in thought while Edward was cuddled up under him. It was strange. Envy had noticed that Edward had not cried once. The sin would have to admit, if he was in a situation like this he would probable start tearing up. But Edward didn't even shed a tear. That was most likely the problem; the blonde was holding it all in. So Envy would fix that. He sat up and began to stroke the blonde's hair.

"Edward, I need to talk to you for a moment."

The blond sat up and stared blankly at Envy.

"I need you to tell me about what happened at Roy's house."

"...why?"

"I just need to know, so please, tell me."

Edward wrapped his arms around himself and shook a little.

"While I was walking to the store...he pulled me into an allyway...and said that he wanted me back...I refused and tried to runaway...but he punched me and I blacked out."

He shook a little harder as he recalled what he had just said. Envy knew this would be hard on him, but I needed to be done.

"What happened after you came to?"

"When I woke up...I was naked and tied up...he walked over to me and...and...began to touch me...he made me come over and over again."

A tear ran down Edward's face. Envy wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close. The sin had to continue for his and Edward's sake.

"What did he do next?"

"He...he..."

More tears began to fall to Edward's cheeks. Envy could feel the blonde shaking like he had just come in from the rain.

"He...raped me...so many times."

He was sobbing now. Envy held him tighter.

"Let it out Edward."

Edward clinched the sins shirt and cried harder. He had kept this in for days, but now that it was out there was nothing he could do but cry.

"I-I wanted him to stop. It hurt so much."

"Just let it all out."

Edward buried his face in the sins chest.

"I-I'm so sorry Envy. I put you threw so much pain."

"Shhhh, as long as you're okay I don't care about anything else."

Edward lifted his head and pressed his lip against the sins. He had missed those lips. The way they tasted, the way they felt against his, just about everything. But most of all he missed being with Envy, his lover, his boyfriend, his companion. No matter how you say it, Edward lover him. Parting from there kiss, Envy placed a soft kiss on the blonde's cheek.

"Envy, I want to-"

"No, not until you're completely healed."

"But I-"

"No buts, we can't have sex until you've gotten better."

"Envy-"

"We-"

Edward pressed his finger against the sin's lips, silencing him.

"You talk too much."

Envy blushed. This was the first time ANYONE had ever told him that he talked too much. People mostly said that he was too silent. Edward giggled and wrapped his arms around the sin's neck.

"I just wanted to say that I was hungry. I don't think about sex all the time ya know."

Envy smiled. It was good to see Edward acting like his old self. The sin kissed him on his forehead and nuzzled against his neck. Edward closed his eyes and rests his head on the sins shoulder. He felt so at peace now and he knew that Envy did also. Edward then noticed that something was wrong. He lifted head and pressed his hand against the sin's forehead.

"What are you-"

"You're sick."

Envy's blush deepened. He was trying to hide the face that he wasn't feeling well. It was more important for Envy to get Edward back to normal then his own health.

"I-It's nothing."

"Envy, don't lie."

Edward pushed the sin lightly until both of them where lying on the mattress.

"You need to rest more then I do."

"But I feel fine."

Edward buried his face into the sins chest once again.

"I don't want anything bad to happen to you."

"But I-"

"Please Envy."

The sin wrapped his arms around the blonde.

"Alright, I'll get some rest."


So now Envy was bed ridden (oh joy). Edward was downstairs making the sin something to eat. The blonde found many different kinds of soup, but still check with chicken noodle.

"I see you're feeling better."

Edward looked over his shoulder to see Greed standing in the door way. He smiled and went back to cooking.

"Yeah, I feel a lot better."

"Where's Envy?"

"Upstairs. He'd sick."

Greed let out a sigh and took a seat at the kitchen table.

"It's always one problem to the next with that kid."

"...hay Greed."

"Yeah."

"I know it's none of my business, but why did you hide being Envy's dad for so long?"

Greed rubbed the back of his head.

"I'm not really sure. Dante just wanted me gone for some reason after Envy was born."

"But you stayed."

Greed nodded.

"In away I did. But when Wrath was born, she just wanted me out of her life completely."

Edward turned off the stove and took a seat next to Greed.

"Maybe it had something to do with your profession. Envy told me that you where a-"

"I'M NOT A PIMP!"

"I was going to say business man."

Greed chuckled a bit. Envy sure did have an interesting taste in men. Edward was a nice kid and didn't deserve what had happened to him. It was just down right cruel.

"Thanks Ed."

He ruffled the blonde's hair.

"I see why Envy likes you so much."

Edward blushed slightly and went back to his cooking.


A/N: MUHAHAHAHAHA! Another chapter written!

Roy: Hay, how come I get anymore play in the author's notes?

Me: OH MY GOD! (Hit's him in the head with a frying pan) My bad.

Envy: why did you do that?

Me: I thought he was a bug.

Envy: ...I'm not even going to ask.

Ed: Serves him right! NOW I WILL DRAG HIM DOWN INTO THE DEPTS OF HELL WHERE I WILL TORTURE HIM FOR ALL ETERNITY! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Me: ...

Envy: ...can I help?

Ed: Sure.

Envy: Whoohoo!