Sarah, walks into the kitchen, and search's around the fridge looking for some edible eat's. Finding nothing more than a few baby carrot sticks and bottled water, she headed up to her room. She got on her bed and turned on a little lamplight, and pulled out a plain black book. She pulled out a pencil, and began to write:

……Dairy,

You know how I said…school and life was just horrible? And how if nothing good came about death would be a doorway out. But, things seem to be looking up, I met this guy

Brain, I know I know I jump from suicide to boys, what can I say underneath it all I'm still a teenage girl underneath it all… I guess.

But yeah I don't know what's going on anymore the guy is cute, but he's just a stupid sheep, raising his hands up praising something he can't see. He is just cute, but odd.

A LOT of things are odd, I just wish, I don't know why people praise, pray, or believe in something that's not there, its like believing in the Easter bunny or Santa It's just all childish to me, I guess maybe its something about child like faith……ohh god……I'm actually remembering the classes, maybe I shouldn't pay attention so much…… but yeah…… ohh god I just wish I knew… never mind I just don't have an idea where my life is heading, but I feel a change coming, until next time Diary

-Sarah-

Sarah shut the diary and put it away, she turned on her CD player as it played Dashboard confessionals, and listened as she tried to drift asleep. She looked over to the window and watched it to start to rain, she could hear the tapping of the rain hit against the window.

She just wasn't sure, she fell asleep.

BEEP BEEEP BEEEEEEP

…………………………………

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

"SARAH! Some boy named Brain is here SARAH!"


Sarah looked at the side, and saw the time,  7:15

"ohh  crap!"

Sarah, got up and put something on she rushed and got her teeth brushed and put deodorant on. And she headed out the door.

((Author Note: Yeah I know most/all or whatever teachers aren't like this, I'm being slightly one sided, I'm just trying to depict a view from one that isn't my own ( a girl, nonbeliever yeah…))