I'm not supposed to feel this way.
But I do anyway.
Everytime I see him he makes me weak in the knees, and my hearts starts beating really, really fast. Alot like those movies you see now a days, where the girl falls in love with someone she knows she can't have. And before she can even get the courage to say she does..it's too late.
And I love it.
But..why? How can my feelings suddenly change like that? Like I had no control whats so ever. I loved another, so why the sudden change? I guess...I guess I never really loved him after all, did I? I most likely held him back, because I always needed protection. A princess in distress I guess you could say I was. But not anymore. That all seems like a memory now..
But I can't deny it anymore.
I love him..and it hurts. It hurts to know he may never know these thoughts have crossed my mind. That for a while now, I've admired him from afar. And..it hurts to know he can never love me the same way I love him. Can he?
I won't give up.
Someday though, I won't be the one in distress, always needing someone to rescue me. Someday I want to be the one who catches his eyes. I want to be the one he holds dear and tight. I want to be his everything. Is that selfish of me to think that?
Someday.
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I know...really crappy. But I couldn't get it out of my head. It's sorta a drabble..seeing as it's too small to be a complete story. But anywho..I never thought of this couple. But the more I think about it, the more it could work out. But I hate how I wrote this storyish thing. I've been sick lately so please don't be mad for any horrible stories lately.