Hi ya's all! Tee hee! Lemme tell ya, there's nothing funnier than watching your grandmother's expressions while watching Top of the Pops ^_^ I was pissing myself with laughter! She said horrified: What an awful sounding band! They look like a bunch of hypo chickens! ^______^ Go my Gran!!!
Anyways, I don't know how I can even keep typing! Where I am it's winter and I'm bloody freezing! *turns into an icicle* Princess Boom: NOOOOOOOOOO *lights a match* You can't turn into a block of ice! You gotta update! *I start to melt* Thanksies PB!
Anyway's I 'm anxiously awaiting a phone call to let me and my family know if my aunts' operation went smoothly *starts praying* You should also know that I'm NOT the only weird one in my family ^_^ my mum talks about disgusting subjects calmly while drinking coffee with my Dad, My aunt was so paranoid of getting the winter bugs, so she sprayed everyone at her work with this Glen 20 spray (it supposedly kills those kind of germs) an my brother…hmmm *thinks* Nup, I think he's normal.
Answers to reviews:
Gen: Thanks so much for reviewing!!!! Now you AND amy review! (Amy's Azure Angel) Don't you worry, Manhoe'll be in it soon ^_^ as well as Anthony *drools* By the way, I dedicate this chap to you. You'll see why ^_~
Evil Jealousy: Sorry bout the cliff hanger ^_^
crystal-chan: Er, I think you 4got to read Chapter 13. Anyways, long time no see ne? I'm glad you're back with us.
ilusion-girl: Don't scream plz ^_^ Yes, I try to update at least ever 1-2 weeks for the sake of my reviewers health ^_^ J/k! Glad you like it!
SaKuRa LoVa: All shall be revealed… I'm glad I didn't make things seem too obvious because some people got it, yet some ppl didn't ^_^
Silver-Kitsune Kazeko: I know you hate cliff hangers ^_^ *pats on the head* Nah, the world's not against ya! How could it? ^_~ Eh..he..he, Plot, plot, what's the plot? *scratched head* is there a plot? The only plot I know of it trying to get S+S together and that's coming from the author ^_^ I guess there are a few complications weaved in with that major plot, but apart from that, who knows what the bloody plot is ^________^
Azi: Yeah! Sirius shouldn't have died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *starts crying ^_~*
Chico0221: Yay you agree that Chloe isn't bad! *nods* You got it! (about your suspicion)
LiL oBs3ss3r: Yep yep! Come on, you're ALWAYS right ^_^ Smart ^_^
[{[UnDiNe]}]: I'd die before ever giving up on this fic!
Sally: All shall be revealed, thanks for reviewing again ^_^
emerald wolf: *nods energetically* I hear ya! Da Eriol in my story sux, but you just gotta have a loser character in stories sumtimes ^_^ The way you worded that paragraph made me realise just how complicated I've made things ^______^ You're guess was right, good on ya. Won't tell ya which one though ^_~ I almost fell out of my chair when I read your review! You said nearly the exact things my best friend said when I read that chapter to her! ("Is Syaoran's father dead….Ew, maybe he's in bed with another women O_o") Just for the record though, do you mind me emailing ya when I update or do you want me not too?
ScarleT RoSe: I will continue ^_^ One worded reviews are so much easier to read ^_^
Sparkly_Aura: That's such a cool name if you don't mind me saying ^_^ You're right, I love M2M's first album! I was listening to it one time and got all these idea's for Azure Flame! Gooood album ne? My fav song would probably be that last one…what's it called again? Blabbing's a good thing, don't worry ^_^ to answer your question, I'd have to say, she will be friends with Sakura but would YOU just go and forget your lover? Do you want me to inform you when I update?
Akiyhrah: Yep, me and my cliff hangers ^______________^ Ergh, it was absolutely horrible when *cough* died. I'm glad I'm not the only one who cried! Tee Hee, that rhymes ^_^
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mich shell : I try not to include cliffhangers, I really do, but I can't help it ^_^ It definitely keeps ppl in suspense!
coey-anime-style: Is your name Chloe or something? ^_^ It must be fate ^_~ J/k! Hope you like this chapter too.
Saky-li: I'll try to include more S+S I promise ^_^
Pink Cherry Blossom: Thanks! It was kinda cute and sad at the same time ne? Did you think I'd 4get about Syaoran's father? ^_~ As if! I've got plans 4 him ^_^ read on and try not to kill me! Tee hee, speaking of death……
Azure Angel: Hehe thanks Amy, I'm sorry 4 leaving ya in suspense considering it's the holidays and everything ^_^
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Azure Flame
Chapter 14 - Forgiven, not forgotten
Sakura sat alone at lunch. Tomoyo had, had to go to a lunch time Choir rehearsal and she had no idea where everyone else was. In all honesty she didn't really care anyway. She had wanted time to think and she had got it. After Syaoran's comforting talk with her, he had helped him to realise that she could live without Eriol. He had also allowed her to realise that there was someone else out there for her - someone like him. She was mentally hitting herself on the head hard for not realising that fact sooner. If only she hadn't ignored the feelings and stopped being loyal to Eriol. How long HAD Eriol been interested in Tomoyo? Had she been oblivious to the subtle hints and signs? She knew people thought she was a bit dense but surely not that dense? Well it didn't matter anymore. Eriol didn't matter to her just as Kami hopefully didn't matter to Syaoran anymore. Speaking of Syaoran, Sakura had begun to wonder where he was. She had learnt that Chloe was also absent but where could the two of them be? Something hadn't happened had it? Nah. Someone would have heard about it by now if it had happened. There were probably sick or something.
Sakura left it at that and refused to think of other possibilities and the coincidence that both friends were away. Her thoughts however were interrupted as she saw a familiar figure walking across the grassed area. " Hi Miho," Sakura called out.
Miho stopped to look in the direction of her beckoner. " Oh hi Sakura."
" You look tired, are you alright?" Sakura asked her. Miho shrugged, "Yeah, it's just annoying cleaning up after everyone. It's not like Jesse-Bob's helping. He kept making even MORE mess when I was working my butt off cleaning the whole damn place up."
" What did he do?"
"Mum let him have his friend Manhoe over. (there you go gen ^_^)Those two are biggest slobs on earth. And Manhoe's the biggest pervert you've ever seen! And it's no wonder really. He IS the son of my old tennis coach Danny…" Miho shuddered.
" What's wrong with that Danny guy?" Sakura asked curiously.
" Everything! He's probably in his 50's and he had bottle black hair! And he still likes it when kids call him "Danny," the sick bastard. I know that he's only a coach to feel up girls! It's happened to me many a time. It's disgusting really. And he's married! And now is stuck with a bratty son Manhoe!" Miho scoffed, "Like father like son indeed!" (*snickers* Did you like that twist gen? ^___^ Next time do you want to me to add in 'wanker chris?')
" I'm sorry to hear that Miho. How's Joey doing?"
" oh, him. I have no idea. We broke up, I think he needs to grow up more to have a steady girlfriend."
" Joey seems nice enough to me."
" Yeah he is nice. But I don't think he's ready for a serious relationship, so I broke up with him before either of us goes through hell in the future. Speaking of hell, Jesse-bob's been invited to a girls house. You know Juanita Rodriguez?"
Sakura nodded, Juanita was in her homeroom. She was only 15 and very pretty. She was obviously Spanish and had lovely long dark brown hair and almost black coloured eyes.
" Don't ask me why she'd want to hang around with someone like Jesse-bob!"
" Maybe she's blind or stopped taking whatever medication needed to make her sane," Sakura suggested. Miho nodded in agreement. " Yeap. Well the point of the story is, I have to be the one to take him there!"
" Bummer!"
"Total drag! On the positive side, at least it's a few hours less of him!"
" You really hate your brother ne?"
"Not hate, more like want to disown…" Miho pulled a face, "If you had to live with him, you'd need therapy too! He's only one year younger than I am and think he's better than everyone!"
There was silence for a while until Miho spotted Yumei and Kai.
" What's the story with those guys anyway?" Sakura asked.
" Well no-one really knows. They do act like a couple sometimes, but I don't think they are," Miho replied. " I don't get it these days! Not one person in our group has a partner anymore!"
Sakura nodded, sadly. It was bad enough that her and Eriol were over but it was a shame that everyone else seemed to be as well.
///Class///
Maths had been a total drag for Sakura but she was pleasantly surprised when she came second in her class in a test. Her teacher was equally surprised and asked Sakura what had happened. Sakura scowled at her teacher's tone but when an image of Syaoran came into her mind, she simply smiled and muttered, " Thankyou Syaoran!"
In history she zoned out as her teacher prattled on about some old famous guy. In PDHPE she had felt remarkably less-enthusiastic at the thought that Syaoran wasn't there. Stop thinking about him Kinomoto! Who cares where he is!
Science however was the worst of all. Syaoran wasn't there, but ERIOL was. The two avoided looking at each other as much as possible but found they had no choice but to, for they had to present their science project to the class.
" Syaoran's not here, so let's use that as an excuse," Sakura suggested.
" Yeah, Li to the rescue as usual," Eriol remarked sourly. Sakura stared at him. " What's your problem with Syaoran?" She asked quietly.
" Oh, nothing. Nothing at all," Eriol replied. " Sorry if I happen to despise the guy who blabbed to my girlfriend and the guy who somehow managed to draw her attention away from me!"
" At least I WAS your girlfriend before you went and cheated with my best friend!" Sakura spat back coldly. Sakura did not know what got into her, but all she knew was that she had to get out of that class before she embarrassed herself or dissolved into tears. She stormed out of the room and went straight to the office. She hurriedly shoved her I.D card into the slot to show her absence and then charged over to her locker and slammed it shut. She collapsed onto the ground and started crying. Eriol doesn't even care! He doesn't care about anything or me! She stayed crying until the bell rang for her last period. She hurriedly wiped her face on her sleeve and ran out of the school grounds. She knew her father and older brother would kill her if they knew that she was deliberately skipping school, so she couldn't return to her house because her brother got home earlier from his university on Monday's. So where to go? Syaoran...
///Syaoran's POV///
What had he done wrong? Why could he have possibly not known? Why did he do that? Why?
Syaoran had his head in his hands again and his breathing had once again become irregular. His only comfort was Chloe. At least she's always be there for him, no matter what. He buried his head in Chloe's chest and she hugged him tighter. Syaoran admitted it. He really did. He confessed that he hated his father. A hatred so strong it had still burned in his heart. But now was different. Even though he had taken up the roll that his father had rejected, it always made him feel secure that he HAD a father even if he wasn't much help to Syaoran, but at least he was there. Not now. Not anymore.
That night had gone so wrong! Everything was still a blur to Syaoran. The party. He had felt so much anger towards Hiragizawa but that had been replaced by happiness when he had spent the rest of the evening with Sakura. But then when he got home! He had thought his father was officially off the drinks. He hadn't been wrong. His father HAD stopped drinking for weeks it had seemed. But that wasn't the point. Nothing's worse then finding your mother dead. Finding his father dead had somehow been 10 times worse.
At first Syaoran had been paralysed when he saw his father lying dead on the bed. He had suspected that the cause was from alcohol poisoning, it was then that he had seen the knife sticking out of his chest. He had then hurriedly covered Hiroki's eyes to prevent him from seeing that scene. The next few hours had been a complete blur to him. The police arriving. Syaoran still wasn't sure who had called them. Somehow Chloe had also come and sorted Hiroki out.
Syaoran still couldn't walk into that room. Nothing but his father's belongings remained there now. Chloe had insisted that she moved in with Syaoran and he agreed without any hesitation.
"Are you sure your parents don't mind?" Syaoran quietly asked Chloe. She sighed. " Err, well…I know this isn't the best time to tell you this, but I know I can't lie…"
Syaoran looked up at her with a raised eyebrow. " Go ahead."
" Well, my parents don't know I'm here…"
" Oh, well why don't you ring them then?"
"No. It's not that simple. T-They don't know I'm here - as in, in Japan."
Syaoran bolted up. " WHAT?!"
Chloe nodded slowly. " I ran away."
" But why?"
There were tears in her eyes now. " Because I have no idea where my Dad is and my mother and her new boyfriend don't give a shit about me."
Despite his situation, Syaoran looked sympathetically at her. " Where did you stay?"
" At some motel place."
" So that's why you looked thinner recently."
" Y-You actually noticed?"
Syaoran gave a small smile, "How could I not know that? You're practically my sister!"
Chloe felt her heart do a nose dive. So that was all he felt towards her now. Just a sister. But she didn't expect much else from him. He had matured over the years. But Chloe couldn't help but feel just a little disappointed that there wasn't anything more, like when they were kids.
" What's wrong?" Syaoran's voice entered her thoughts. She snapped back into reality. " I'm so sorry Syaoran!"
" For what?"
"I'm such a burden to you aren't I?"
" No you're not!" Syaoran almost yelled back. Chloe wiped her face and clung onto Syaoran like a small child. " here you're father's dead and I'm in your way crying with my stupid problems!"
"It's alright. It's a distraction. But I don't care about all that. You're one of the most important people in my life. If you weren't here, I don't know how I'd cope!" Syaoran ended his speech by lightly kissing Chloe's hot forehead.
As was expected, Syaoran was completely devastated by his fathers death, but no matter how hard he tried to make it work, no-one could say a thing to make him feel any better. He really did love Chloe, but even she couldn't help. He seriously doubted that anyone could. But for some reason his heart yearned for someone else to be there with him. But he knew that there was no way she'd ever come there. Maybe his heart was longing extra hard because at that minute the doorbell rang. (^_^)
" I'll get!" Chloe volunteered. Syaoran sighed but let her. It was probably more police and investigators.
" Oh, Hi Sakura!" Syaoran heard Chloe say and immediately stood up. Sakura! Thank god you're here!
///Sakura's POV///
" Hi Chloe, are you guys alright? You weren't at school today!"
Chloe nodded, " Yeap. Speaking of which," Chloe paused to look at her watch," Shouldn't you still be there? Or did you have a free?"
Sakura looked uneasy, " Er, no I don't have a free period today. I skipped last period and had no place else to go."
" Oh okay. But now might not be the right time…"
"I'm sorry, maybe I should leave then."
Chloe nodded and began to close the door when Sakura heard a male voice call out, "No wait!" Syaoran appeared flushed in the hallway. " Hi Sak - er Kinomoto-san," Syaoran corrected himself hurriedly.
"You look flushed, I think I should go!" Sakura said embarrassedly.
" No please…stay," Syaoran pleaded. Chloe took one look at the two of them and sighed. " I'll leave you guys to it then."
Syaoran nodded his thanks at Chloe and led Sakura into his bedroom. Syaoran pulled up his desk chair and sat down, while Sakura awkwardly sat on the edge of the bed. Syaoran glanced at her stiff position, slightly amused. "That doesn't look very comfortable. This isn't the Queen's place, sit however you want!"
Sakura looked at him horrified, "But this is your BED!"
" Yeah, and?"
"And…well..I dunno! It's your private space!"
Syaoran raised his eyebrows. " I don't mind." There was silence for a few minutes and Syaoran's eyes wandered to his alarm clock. " hey, shouldn't you be in school still?"
" Yeah….I skipped last period."
" Really? Why?" Syaoran asked.
Sakura looked down at her shoes, " because I hate Eriol," she said quietly.
" Join the club. Don't worry about him. You deserve better then that sleazebag." Syaoran felt arms rap around his neck. " It was horrible! I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, I really -"
"-hate him?" Syaoran asked with a smile.
"un! I hope my Dad let's Touya kill him!" She looked up, confused as she felt a drop of water on her neck. " W-What's wrong Syaoran?"
Syaoran shook his head and wiped his face hurriedly with his sleeve. " Don't worry," he told her.
" No, what? I-I-I don't like it when your sad!" Syaoran gripped her tighter and clenched his eyes shut.
" Well, well," he felt a lump arise in his throat, "last night, my father, he was…"
" He was what?" Sakura pressed.
" I FOUND MY FATHER DEAD ALRIGHT!" Syaoran exclaimed and Sakura looked at him aghast. " What?!"
"That's right. And somehow, even after all I've been through…I…I don't hate him! But I want to! He abandoned Hiroki and me twice! But this time, there's no going back. Everything's all gone wrong and it's all my fault!"
" No it's not Syaoran! Why would you think it's all your fault?!" Sakura asked.
" because, I killed my mother alright?!"
" No you didn't, you said she dies of cancer, so of course it's not your fault!"
Syaopran took a shaky breath, " That's not the full story."
Sakura didn't know what to say. She was absolutely horrified to learn that Syaoran's father had died. She didn't know what to say to him. She, herself was sill shocked by the news and to think she's come to his place for sympathy and to use it as a hideout form her brother! That's the kind of person she was! She didn't deserve to be in his arms right now! No. Chloe deserved it more than she. Chloe and Syaoran had known each other for way longer than she had. So why was she in his arms? But I don't mind. I'm lost for words though! Seeing Syaoran cry is pretty scary! I don't know what to do, what to say! I want to help Syaoran, I really do, but do I really have that kind of power? Do I really make a difference?
"Syaoran, when someone close…passes on, you feel as if everything's all your fault, but I know for a fact that it isn't! You didn't kill your father, OR your mother!"
" What makes you so sure that I didn't?" Syaoran asked quietly.
" Because I know you." She ran her hand gently over his back, " but if it makes any difference, you can tell me why you ' killed your mother.'"
There was silence, then Syaoran replied, "I was only 11 and Hiroki was only 1. Hiroki began crying because he had some illness that had been passed down from his late parents and neither my Dad or I were in hearing range. My Dad was out at the pharmacy getting Hiroki medicine and I was hanging up the washing with my walkman blearing. Anyway, half way to Hiroki's room, my mother had an asthma attack," Syaoran paused and choking back a sob he continued, " if I hadn't had my damn music up so loud I would've heard her-"
"But that doesn't mean you killed her!" Sakutra argued. Syaoran silenced her, lemme finish. When I was ironing a few day back I had found her puffer in one of her pockets and had forgotten to give to back to her. If I'd given it back to her, she would've lived. But now thanks to me she died."
What do I say? Syaoran won't listen to me if I tell him it wasn't his fault and that she should've had a spare one! She felt tears escape her own eyes. I had no idea that Syaoran had to live with that guilt which only got bigger when his father died! I know it's not his fault but what could I possibly do to make him realise that? I don't know what happened to his father, but I've got to make him feel better…one problem though,…HOW?
"Syaoran, death isn't anyone's fault. If it was all your fault as you claim, then why didn't your mother have a spare puffer? If she was still here, I'm sure she wouldn't want you feeling this way!" When Syaoran said nothing she continued, " Please Syaoran! You've got to stop blaming yourself and calm down. I…I'm here for you and I know I can't make you feel better, but -"
"You do make me feel better."
" Hoe?"
" Your presence makes a huge difference. I know I can't change the past but… I can change the future right? So Sakura, please I want to let you know that I-I"
" Lunch is ready!" Chloe called. She stuck her head in the doorway, " Oh whoops. Sorry for interrupting, but you should eat Syaoran!"
Sakura smiled and let go of Syaoran. " You're lucky for having Chloe here, she really cares for you ne?"
Chloe blushed, "so are you hungry Syaoran?" he shook his head. "You'll feel better if you eat! I know my cooking skills don't win awards but I Haven't poisoned anyone yet!" she said brightly. Syaoran smiled but shook his head. " Thanks anyway Chloe, but I'm really not hungry."
Sakura looked at Syaoran, " Are you sure Syaoran? Foods good!" Realising she sounded stupid she added, " I mean, food's good for the body system." Syaoran glanced at her warily. After some hesitation he nodded, " fine."
Chloe glanced at Sakura. So he'll listen to HER! But I'm not offended. Sakura's definitely something. If she's the one that makes Syaoran happy now, then that's okay with me.
The three of them ate their food in silence. Chloe had made Chicken sandwiches ??? Syaoran's favourite. Finding herself uncomfortable with the silence, Sakura suddenly asked, " Where's Hiroki?"
Chloe swallowed her mouthful before answering, "At Megumi's house. I explained the situation and she gladly offered to mind him."
Syaoran glanced up at Sakura's face. "I'm sure he's fine Sakura," he told her. Wow. It seems Syaoran knows Sakura really well…Chloe noted, taking a sip of her lemonade.
" If you want we could go see him?" Syaoran suggested.
" Oh, I didn't know you jumped at any chance to escape my cooking!" Chloe joked.
" Damn right!" he replied. He told a joke. He's amazing how he copes with these kind of things. That's one of the many reasons why I admire him. Why did this have to happen? Just when it seemed Syaoran was happiest. Chloe sighed. I really am a burden to him. I should've just stayed in America… She was unaware of Syaoran's gentle calming eyes examine her while the thought. "I think your cooking's really great Chloe," Syaoran finally said. Chloe's head snapped back up. "I knew you were just joking Syaoran."
" Just checking. You gonna come see Hiroki too?"
Chloe hesitated, " Maybe not. I think it's best if I stay here," she replied slowly. Syaoran looked slightly disappointed, but left it at that. On their way out Syaoran whispered in Chloe's ear, "You know you're always welcome here."
Chloe stared at his retreating back. How does he ALWAYS know what I'm thinking?! It's unfair! she pouted and then smiled. " Thanks Xiao," she whispered.
///A few hours later///
It was late at night and Chloe carefully tuned on the lamp in Syaoran's father's bedroom. Glancing around the room, she decided to start at his draws. Chloe knew that Syaoran was blaming himself and was desperate to prove that he wasn't. Anything would do and she knew that anything had to be there somewhere. Finally she wiped her sweaty face and sighed. It had surely been over an hour and a half and she had found nothing. Nada. Not a single thing that would help. She collapsed on the bed and stared out the window. No natter what happens, the moon never changes…(hehe I stole that thought from Hiko in the 3rd Rurouni Kenshin OVA ^_^)
///flashback///
"Xiao! Why is the moon so far away?" a 5 year-old Chloe asked.
"It's far away in outer space," a 7 year-old Syaoran replied.
"Then why does it have all those holes in it?" Chloe observed.
" meteors."
" Mete-what?"
"Meteors. They're big rocks that fall from the sky. Thing like them hit the moon and voila. You've got a hole," Syaoran informed her, boredly.
" Wow, you know so much!" she exclaimed, impressed.
" I guess. I've never been too thrilled with space though."
" But stars are so pretty!" Chloe argued.
Syaoran wrinkled his nose up. " Eww, you girls are all the same!"
Chloe glared at him I indignantly. " Am not!"
"Are too!"
" Am not!"
Syaoran grinned at her. " yeah you are. I still remember that time you asked me to play barbies with you!"
"Yeah, well you and your Dad always play soccer!" She argued back.
"You've got me there," Syaoran admitted. Rolling onto his back he added, "And you're so stubborn."
"Stubborn?"
" Yes. But don't worry," he looked Chloe in the eye and realised that the stars were reflected in them, " I like you like that!" He rolled onto his side and heard a shriek of protest.
" Ow, you meanie!"
"What did I do?" Syaoran asked confused.
" Elbowed my in the face!" she replied and rubbed her forehead.
" Don't worry, I'll kiss it better," Syaoran offered and kissed the red mark. Chloe stared up at him. " That feels funny," she informed him. Syaoran rolled his eyes, " You won't say to that to my face in a few years time!"
" huh?"
" Never mind…"
//End of flashback///
Chloe smiled slightly. And he was right. I don't think that anymore. She sighed again and glanced around the room. Draws? Check. Closet? Check. Bed-side draw? Check. Desk? Nup. I can't believe I haven't checked the desk! She rolled off the bed and walked over to the desk. Sitting down in the wooden chair she examined a nearby book. Old bank books? He was saving for Syaoran's university fees…Picking up another book she found it was some old scrap book with lots of articles in it. That's all that was there. Putting the two books down, her little finger scraped the side of something else. It was a smaller book with a faded green cover on it. I see Syaoran shares his father's favourite colour! She thought amused. Opening up to the front page she realised what it was. Oh my God! It's his Diary! She put the Diary in her pocket and turned off the lamp. Walking into her new room, she flopped down on the bed and began reading. After a while she grinned. Syaoran's dad was a character! Just like I remembered him!…Oh how sweet, he mentions me! She yawned and glanced at her purple digital watch.2:35? How long have I been reading this? She wondered. Oh well. After this entry then…soon after, her eyes widened and she sat up. My gosh! Syaoran HAS to see this!
///TO BE CONTINUED///
I tried to make this chapter's ending have a not so important cliff-hanger after all the complaints I got ^_^ Just so you know the next chapters going to be called ' Something to remember' and you'll find out alllllll about Syaoran's father. And one other thing, I'm verrrrrry happy because my aunt is back home safe now!!! I was so happy infact, I was able to finish writing this crap chapter.
Lots of reviews = good chappies and me being able to get to know you guys better ^_^
Until then, Ja ne and arigato!