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Chapter #2: Fuck it!

It was around 7pm. And Kagome finally came home.
She searched her backpack and got extremely annoyed cause she couldn't find her keys.

'Damn this fucking backpack! I cant find anything in here!' she turned it upside down and everything fell on the floor, but not the keys.

'Fuck! Where in the hell are they!' she dropped her bag and searched her pockets, but she couldn't find them.

'Oh, just fuck it!' and she kicked the doors. The handle broke and the doors slammed open and crashed in the wall.

'Well that feels better. The only thing now is how to explain this to mom…ahh, who cares!' picking her stuff she just stuffed everything in and walked inside.

The first thing what she did was open the refrigerator and grabbed a soda then turned on the air-conditioning.

Just as she sat down by the counter, her cat Buyo showed up and started to rub against her legs.

'Stop it!' she hissed.

'Mew?' Buyo looked at her.

She rolled her eyes and landed against the counter, but Buyo started to rub against her legs again.

'I said, stop it!' Kagome growled again.

'Mew?' Buyo stared at her. Again she shook her head, but Buyo rubbed again.

'Fuck off!' She kicked him with her foot and pushed him away.

Just as she started to drink soda, Buyo came back and scratched with his claws on her legs. She almost choked on her drink as she spit it out immediately and yelled at her so-called ''bellowed pet''.

'Fucking cat!' she grabbed him by his fur and walked to the living room. She pushed open the glass doors that led in to the backyard and threw Buyo out.

She glared at the cat who was scratching on the glass, so she would let him in, while she looked at the wounds and blood running down her leg.

I swear one day , that cat's just gonna push his limits to far! Damn it this hurts! If I get an infection, I'm gonna stuff him for a fucking trophy! ´´

To make it worse, the phone rang.

'Fuck this shit!' she slashed at the phone.

'Yeah, who the fuck is it?' she nothing but screamed in to the phone.

'The cat again?' a voice asked and she calmed down.

'Hey Yash. What do you want?' She sighed. This just really wasn't her day. As much as she loved Inuyasha, she really didn't feel like talking to him right now.

'Hey. What's up with you today?' he asked.

'Nothing. I just…well…'

'Something wrong?' he asked and she could swear she heard worry in his voice.

'No. Is just that today my…uhh…look I don't feel like talking right now, ok? I'm just in a bad mood and your totally pissing me of right now' she said with out a hint of emotion in her voice.

'Oh. Well I'll call you later then, ok?' he said a little hurt, but decided not to get this under his skin. Besides it's not like she's been like this only today, she's been acting like this for almost a week now and he was getting worried.

'No. Don't call me. I wanna get some time for my self. I just want to be alone for a while. I'm totally stressed right now. I hope you understand?'

'Yeah, don't worry about it. Is just that…well I-'

'No! It has nothing to do with you Yash! I just wanna have some time to my self, while I can.'

'Oh. Don't worry, I completely understand. I'll see ya tomorrow.'

'Yeah' she sighed.

'Love you'

'Yeah, I love you to' she smiled a little.

'Later'

'Bye' and she hung up.

Kagome sighed and headed for the stairs. She didn't even maid it to the third stair, when someone called her name.

Oh no! Not yet! Please not yet!´´ she gulped and turned around, as she smiled weakly at her father. He was wearing a black suit and holding a suitcase. He had short black hair, with gel in it and a rolex silver watch on his right wrist.

'H-hy day…er…I mean dad!' She shattered.

'Hello Kagome. What happened to the door?' he nodded.

'Uhh, I couldn't find the keys.'

'And you had to brake it?' her father narrowed his eyes.

'What else was I suppose to do?' she shrugged.

'Honestly Kagome, some times, I would think your nuts'

'Well what do you expect ? That I wait for you outside. How the hell am I suppose to know when you'll come back, if you never even fucking call!'

'Watch your mouth, Kagome.' her father warned.

'Hmph…' she snarled and looked away.

'You know, if you were home early, you'd probably hear the phone ring, but instead you came home late, like usual.'

'So what? I'm here now, aren't I?' she snapped.

'Watch how you talk to me.'

'I'm not a child anymore!'

'I think you spend to much time with your freakish friends and that stupid band of yours.' that earned him a slap, from his daughter.

'Don't you ever dare talk about my friends that way!' she yelled and covered her mouth with her hand as she realized what she did.

'So, this is how far you got?' her father asked calmly.

'What I do, is non of your business!' she took a step back as he approached her slowly.

'Yes it is my business. You are my daughter and you will do as I say.
You will study and become a successful woman and leave that love for music behind!' he grabbed her wrist as she struggled to get away.

'No! I don't want to be a stupid secretary and work all day! You think you can just go around and tell me how to live my life! Well your wrong! I'll never listen to you, everything you do, just messes my life even more. Your never here when me and mom need you, your never here, your always away…and then you come back and you expect me to just listen to you & do everything you say! All you do is travel around and do whatever you want! How about thinking about me for a change!'

Kagome's father slapped her and she fell down. Her eyes watered up and she touched her cheek. It was burning like hell.

'Don't you ever say that again! You hear me! I work all day ,so you and your mother would have everything you need! And your acting like a selfish ungrateful brat!'

'…bastard…I hate you!' Kagome stood up and ran in her room.

'Kagome get back here!' her dad called after her. She didn't listen. She locked her self in her room and landed against the door as her tears fell. She slid down on to the floor and brought her knees to her chest. She covered her ears with her hands, to keep out her fathers commands.

Thankfully her mom showed up from work and her dad stopped.

Kagome ignored her mother's pleading to open the door. She crawled in her bed and covered her head with her pillow. She didn't want to hear her parents argue again.

Regretting that she told Inuyasha not to call her. She really needed someone right now. Someone who would understand her and loved her. And he was the only one that she felt safe with.

At times like this she felt like she was all alone in this world. There were times when she regretted staying here, she should have gone with her sister to NYC-New York City. Her sis was two years older then she and she just graduated last year. Now she was living in NYC. She decided to study more and become a judge.

Unlike her, her sis was everything her father ever wanted her to be. First he tried to force her to work in his successful company, but she stood up to him and followed her own dreams. This was also one of the reasons Kagome adored her big sis even more. She always got her way. Not because her parents would love her more then Kags, she just decided to follow her dreams and not even some over headed bastard-her father- would stand in her way.

She offered Kagome to come with her, but Kagome choose to stay here with her friends and her band. Unlike their parents, her sis understood Kagomes love for music and her dreams to once become a famous band and she proudly stood by her side and supported her all the way.

Although they were a thousand miles away, they constantly kept in touch thro emails, never thro the phone. They never knew if their father would be listening. Since they both hated him in their own way they decided to be careful.

She smiled as she remembered her sisters last words at the airport 'If that bastard ever touches you or even lands a finger on you, you call me immediately & I'll send a plain to pick you up, you her me sis!' after that Kagome happily nodded and they hugged one last time.
Then Kagome sadly watched her sis leave.

Kagome brushed away the memory and sniffled. She new exactly what to do, but there was something holding her back. How the hell was she suppose to deal with this? Soon she feel asleep.

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Inuyasha was at home in the kitchen, eating dinner with his family-mom, dad & Sesshy.

His head resting in his palm, he just played with his food. Obviously thinking bout something. His mother noticed that and snapped him out of his thoughts.

'Inuyasha why aren't you eating?'

'Hh?' he looked up at his mom. 'Not hungry' he said.

'Is something the matter?' she asked concerned.

'N…no.'

'Are you sure?'

'Yeah, I am.'

'Is something bothering you my son?' his father joined in.

'A-a…well…'

'It's Kagome, isn't it?' Sesshoumaru asked as he continued eating, not even sparing a look at his bro.

'You noticed to?' Inu asked surprised.

'Yeah. She may be your GF, but she is still my friend and I've noticed she's been acting weird and upset for almost a week now'

'Yeah. I just don't know what's gotten in to her.' Inu sighed.

'Have you tried asking her?' Sesshy turned his head this time.

'Well sordoff…'

'Maybe you should try again.' his mother said.

'Yeah but-'

'No but-s Inuyasha. If you really care for her & you love her, then ask her. I'm sure she'll tell you'

'Yeah, but she's-'

'No excuses Inuyasha. Something is obviously very wrong' his father strictly said.

'No, you don't get it, she-'

'Listen boy. This girl is special to you right?' his mom asked and he nodded.

'Then ask her. Tell her how you feel about this that she isn't telling you and that you-'

'No mom, you don't get it, I-'

'What's not to get? See you just have to…' and his parents went on and on and on! Sesshoumaru watched with amusement, while Inuyasha was starting to lose his patients.

'Ok! That's enough!' he stood and slammed his fists in to the table.
'Would you just shut the fuck up and let mi handle this shit on my own!'

His mom gasped and his father picked up a spoon and threw it in his head. Sesshoumaru almost cracked up.

'OW! What was that shit for?' Inu rubbed the bump on his head.

'Don't curs in front of your mother, boy.' his father simply said.

'Why I ought to-'

'Shush! Now go!' his dad simply answered.

'Damn it!' he stomped of, but got hit with another spoon.

'I said, no cursing.'

'Grrr…' he rubbed the back of his head and walked out of the kitchen and in to his room.

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Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru walked towards the stairs where the gang usually met in the morning.

The sun was shining, Inuyasha was yawning and blinking sleepily,
while Sesshoumaru was completely awake.
As soon as his eyes settled on Rin he quickened his pace.

'Control your self bro' Inu said and quickly followed.

'Speak for your self' and his hands were on Rin again, like usual.
She giggled and kissed his cheek.

Sango was already there and so was Miroku. Ayame and Koga just showed up.

'Hey' Inu said and yawned.

'Hey' Sango sighed and slapped Miroku.

'Where's Kagome?' Inuyasha asked immediately.

'What do you mean where is she´ ?' Sango asked puzzled.

'Well, she's usually the first one here. So…?'

'But I thought she was with you?' Sango said surprised.

'You mean, she's not here yet?' Inu asked concerned.

'No' Sango answered.

'Where is she then?'

'Didn't she call you? Ayame questioned.

'Maybe she's sick?' Rin suggested.

'No, Kagome doesn't get sick like that' Sango replied.

'Where is she then?' Inu asked.

'Probably skipping class' Sango just shrugged.

'Hm…' Yash turned towards the gates that led in to the universities park.

'Don't worry Yasha, if she doesn't come today, then we can ask here where she's been at my place. She's gonna come cause we have band practice, remember?' Ayame tried to cheer him up.

'Yeah…sure…' he still wasn't convinced. Something just felt very wrong.

At lunch all of them tried to call Kagome but nobody answered.
After class the guys took off again and agreed to meet the girls at Ayames place for practice like always. Meanwhile Rin, Ayame & Sango went to get something to drink.

It was now around 3pm. The guys were just walking down the street, heading to Ayames for practice. They were talking bout some guy stuff when someone pushed threw them and ran on. Unfortunately Inuyasha grabbed the persons wrist and the figure turned around.

'Kagome' he said and stared in her eyes. They were filled with anger and sadness. Se was dressed in black baggy sk8ers capris with pockets on the side and a chain hanging down on her right side. She was wearing an oversized red baggy t-shirt that said 'Back OFF!' and black sk8ers shoes, with grey shoelaces.

He noticed that her left cheek was pinkish- red colour. He wanted to say something but Kagome just squeezed her eyes and shook her head.

She pushed him away and ran off, leaving the boys behind staring after her.

'What the hell…?' Inuyasha whispered.

'Something's wrong' Koga said and Sesshoumaru and Miroku nodded.

'Lets go' Yash said and they ran after here, knowing exactly where she was headed.

The girls were in Ayames basement, talking about their friend and where she was. They were starting to get worried when the basement doors slammed open.

'Kagome!' they ran to here, happy that she was there.

'Where have you been!' Sango asked as Kagome jumped on the black stage where they practiced and grabbed her guitar.

'Song number 9,now!' she ordered with anger.

'Kagome wha-' but she cut Sango off.

'I SAID NOW!' she snapped.

'Kagome what happened?' Sango asked.

'ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF? I SAID SONG NUMBER 9 NOW!' Kagome yelled at Sango.

Ayame and Rin gasped. Never did Kagome talk like that, to her best friend!. Sango just stood in place and was looking at her wondering what went wrong.

'DAMN IT! I SAID NOW!' without any argument they took their place and started playing.

(L.P.-LIKIN PARK- Breaking the Habit-on a wish of one of my reviewers! Luv ya all! )

Kagome: Memories concern,
Like opening the wound.
I'm picking me apart again.
You all assume,
I'm safer in my room,
Unless I try to start again.

I don't want to be the one,
Who battles always choose.
Cuz inside I realize,
That I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for!
Or why I have to scream!
I don't know why I instigate!
And say what I don't mean!
I don't know how I got this way!
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight!

Kagome sang her heart out. All that anger about here father. She sang strait from her soul. Sango was getting very worried for her friend. The girls played like never before, they didn't even notice the guys standing at the door listening. Inuyasha was watching Kagome, wondering who did this to her, obviously she was very angry and hurt. 'Kagome…what happened?' he asked him self and listened to her sing.

Kagome: Cultured my cure,
I tightly lock the door.
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt much more,
Than anytime before.
I have no options left again.

I don't want to be the one,
Who battles always choose.
Cuz inside I realize,
That I'm the one confused.

Kagome & Sango: I don't know what's worth fighting for!
Or why I have to scream!
I don't know why I instigate!
And say what I don't mean!
I don't know how I got this
way!
I'll never be alright!
So, I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight!

Kagome: I'll paint it on the walls!
Cuz I'm the one that falls!
I'll never fight again!
And this is how it ends!

Kagome & Sango: I don't know what's worth fighting for!
Or why I have to scream!
But now I have some clarity,
to show you what I mean!
I don't know how I got this way!
I'll never be alright!
So, I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit,
I'm Breaking the habit,
tonight!

And…they finished. Rin and Ayame looked at each other then back at Kagome. She was standing still staring in to the distance.

'Kagome are you ok?' Sango came to her and put her hand on her shoulder.

She closed her eyes and lowered her head.

'Kagome?' Sango tried again.

She started gritting her teeth. Suddenly she grabbed her guitar and pulled it off. 'DAMN IT!' she screamed and was about to smash with it in the ground.

'Don't do it Kagome! It's not worth it!' Rin yelled.

To late. Kagome already took the swing. Thank god Inu grabbed the hilt of it and stopped her just in time.

'Hh?' Kagome opened her eyes and looked up. Inuyasha was starring right in her brown orbs.

She bit her lip and narrowed her eyes. They stared at each other like that for a min and time seemed like it froze. Inuyasha slowly pulled the instrument from her hands and handed it to Miroku, with out breaking his eye contact with here.

'Fuck!' she dropped to the ground and slammed her fist in it.

'Kagome what's wrong?' Inu kneeled in front of her.

She looked at him, not sure what to say. 'Nothing…' she turned her head away.

'Don't lie to me.' he gently grabbed her chin and made her look at him. Her eyes started to water up.

'Who did this to you?' he touched her cheek.

'Does it mater?' she asked.

'Yes it does'

'Why?'

'Because we care about you, especially Inuyasha' Sango kneeled beside her friend and put her palm on her back.

'You have to tell me Kagome. Please.' Inu said.

'I…I…I don't wanna talk about it right now' she looked down and her tears fall on the cement floor.

He sighed 'It's ok. We'll talk about it later, just don't cry, ok?' he said as he brushed away her tears with his thumbs.

She nodded and he opened his arms. Immediately she hugged him and he wrapped his arms around her holding her tight.

Rin and Ayame also kneeled down. Rin gently pushed the hair that was covering Kagomes eyes, away from her face.

'Don't worry Kags, were always here for you' Ayame said.

Kagome nodded and hugged Inuyasha even tighter, like she would be afraid to let go, because she new she would have to soon.

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A/N: There…uhh…long…I feel better…maybe there's still hope…I like her sister…sigh…

thought 'wish my sis was like that…ok she is but still…' What the hell am I talking about?Later…