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Chapter 6: Betrayed…standing on the edge…KILL YOUR SELF!

YOU ARE GONNA HATE ME AFTER THIS CHAPTER! 0(

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Kagome moved her head slowly. She felt she was in a warm bed that smelled like candy. She had no idea how she got there. All she could remember was that she saw blood running down her hands and the next thing you know, she fainted.

'Whe- where am I?' she slowly opened her eyes.

Like most people who faint, when they wake up they usually glance right in the friendly eyes of their friends and family. But not in this case.

Kagome found her self staring in 6 pairs of angry and worried eyes.
Sango was sitting in front of her, her head resting in her palm and watching her angrily. The others were standing around the bed.

Kagome stayed silent. After a few seconds, this was starting to get annoying! Nobody said a word. Kagome just couldn't take it anymore.

'What the hell are you staring at!' she snapped back at them and sat up. Then is when she realized she was in Ayames room.

'She's ok.' Rin sighed and sat down at the end of the bed.
The others let out a big breath, that they didn't even know that they held in.

'What were you thinking?' Sango slammed her hand on the covers.

'What are you talking about!' Kagome raised her brow.

'Don't play this stupid games with me Kags!' Sango snapped.

'No seriously, what are you talking about!' Kagome calmly said.

'HOW COULD YOU TRY KILLING YOUR SELF?' Sango yelled.

Kagomes eyes widened. How the hell did Sango ever find out? Who could have told her? But if Sango knew, that meant that everybody knew. But how! The only person who she told, was…Hold on! She scanned the room and found him sitting on a desk chair.

Arms crossed and looking right back at her, with his honey-gold eyes.
It struck Kagome, like a lightning that smacks in a tree. He did it. He betrayed her. How could he? Why!

She found a fire starting to burn in her soul. It started to crack apart her heart, creating a wound that could never be healed.
She bit back tears that started to sting her eyes. She would not let her self brake again.

'…How could you?…' She whispered, so only he could hear her. She watched his ears twitching, as he took in her question. His eyes turning in to ice at her words.

' How could you?´ is a question that I should ask you Kagome.' He repeated her words with a glare.

Everybody turned towards him as the room grew silent. Even Sango who was totally pissed off, decided to shut up. They waited patiently for Kagome to say something, but all she did was narrow her stare.

'Well? I find it's not that hard to answer, now is it?' he said sarcastically. But she did nothing. Her eyes pierced right thro his skin. She was lost in her own world, that she didn't even notice him get up and walk over to her side.

He grabbed her arm and her hand immediately made contact with his cheek. His head turned to the side as she slapped him, but he quickly looked back at her.

The others went out side and carefully closed the door to give the couple some privacy.

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'Oh boy.' Ayame sighed and shook her head.

They followed her to the living-room and sat down.

Sessy sat on the sofa, with Rin in his lap. Ayame & Sango plopped down on the couch, with Koga and Miroku sitting on the floor, landing with their backs against it.

'Why would Kagome wanna do that?' Rin asked looking towards Sango, who seemed to be in deep thought.

Why didn't Kagome tell me! I'm her best friend! Why didn't she? I just don't get it…´´ Sango pondered that thought.

'Sango…' Miroku called, but she didn't hear him.

'Sango?' Koga waved his hand before her face.

'Sango.' Ayam tried, but it didn't work.

'SANGO!' Rin yelled and got off Sessys lap. Of course Sesshoumaru didn't like that. He tried to pull her back but she slapped his hands away and growled ,then stomped to stand in front of her friend.

'Sango! Snap out of it!' Rin slapped her lightly on the cheek.

'What! I'm not deaf you know!' She spat and stood up.

'What did Inuyasha tell you!' Rin asked angry.

'What do you think ? Didn't you hear enough back there!' she yelled at her.

'All I heard was, that one of my most closest friends tried to kill her self. But you seem to know more!'

'So what! Got a problem with it!' Sango screamed at her. It was hard enough that Kagome didn't tell her, but to deal with Rin…She just didn't wanna talk about or even think about that shit!

'Yes I do! She's my friend to! And I wanna help her anyway I can!' Rin screamed back.

'Why! Do you really think she'll tell you anything, if she didn't even tell me!' Sango put her hand on her chest as her eyes started sparkling.

'I'm her best friend! Don't you think I have the right to find out first!' she asked sad and angry.

'You can be her best friend, but I'm her friend to and I have as many right to find out just as you do! I care for her and I'm not gonna let her do some crazy shit that can cost her, her life!' Rin yelled and pointed at the stairs, that led upstairs to Ayames room, where Kagome was.

'You think I will!' Sango yelled back.

'I don't know what you'll do, but I got to help her.'

'You think I won't? I'll do anything for Kagome! I've known her since we were kids! I know more then you could ever imagine!'
Sango snapped.

'Girls please, calm down! Lets do this the eas-'

'STAY OUT OF THIS!' they both yelled at poor Miroku, who only tried to help. At this point he realized he made a big mistake, so he decided to just stay quiet.

'So you know more, h! Well then tell me damn it! Who the hell is doing this to her? Who the hell is that fucking stupid to cause bruises on her chest and push her to the end, where the only answer is death?'

'Why should I tell you? Don't you think Kagome will feel even more betrayed after she finds out that I told you! Her heart is probably cracking apart at the thought that Inuyasha told me! I could never do that to Kagome!'

'And here you say that you wanna help her!' Rin screamed and slapped her hard. Sango didn't wait…

'How the hell can I help her if she won't tell me!' Sango screamed as the tears dropped from her eyes, sparkling like diamonds.
She fell to her knees. She hugged her self and cried. She just couldn't bare to think Kagome was in pain and she couldn't help her.

'Sango…I…I…I never…I…' Rin tried to speak, but the words just didn't come out. She stood in place, looking at her hands as her eyes started to water up as well.

'Rin?' Sesshoumaru placed a hand on her shoulder but she shrugged it off immediately.

'…What have I done…?' she whispered and fell to the floor, tears just falling and staring at Ayames red wool carpet.

'Sango…I…' Rin tried. All she got from her friend was a glare.

'You know what…I don't wanna hear it.' She said and stood up.

'Sango, where are you going!' Miroku asked at the upset off his girlfriend.

'Does it matter!' She asked, still crying and ran down the stairs in to the basement.

'Sango! Come back!' Miroku tried to go after her but Ayame stopped him.

'She needs some time to her self' Miroku turned around, his head low and nodded. Now he knew how Inuyasha felt. And it wasn't pleasant at all, yet all amusing.

He sat down and buried his face in his hands. Koga tried to cheer him up, but no use.

'Don't worry man, it'll get better. It's just hard for her. Kagome's her best friend and she just can't stand to see her suffer like that.' Koga said and sighed. It was hard for him to. They were friends since high school and it was just well…it ripped your heart out to see such fucking stuff happening to your friends.

'Yeah, I just…you know' Miroku glanced at him.

'Yeah, I know' Koga sadly replayed and looked at Rin.

Sesshoumaru was holding her against him as she cried. She was braking down to. She cried in his arms and he held her tight.
This effected Sesshy as well. If there was anything in the world he couldn't stand, was the thing that his loved one was hurting.

Ayame captured eyes with Koga. She was sad to. Koga held out his arm, gesturing her to come to him. She did and he hugged her. She hold on to his shirt with her hands and buried her face in his chest as he stuck his nose in her hair, taking in her smell.

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Sango was in the basement, sitting in sk8er stile on the stage her hands on her legs.

'Why doesn't Kagome just tell me!' Sango asked and shook her head.

Her eyes were completely dried out and puffy.
She dug in her shirt and pulled out a silver chain that had one piece of broken heart on it.

Sango remembered back the time she got it. She bought it for Kagomes birthday when they were kids and it was a full heart back then, but Kagome broke it in half and gave one piece to Sango as a symbol of their friendship that will last forever.

Angry and hurt, she pulled on the necklace so it broke. She stood up and smashed it in to the ground. Grabbing her guitar she angrily played her self a song and sang.

(L.P.- Easier to Run- I luv this song, don't know why, I just do!)

It's easier to run,
Replacing this pain with something NUMB!
It's so much easier to go,
Than face all this pain here all alone!

Something has been taken from deep inside of me.
The secret I've kept locked away, no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show ,they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head ,for years and years they've played...

If I could change I would, take back the pain I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would.
If I could change, I would take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame to the grave!

Chorus
It's easier to run,
Replacing this pain with something numb!
It's so much easier to go,
Than face all this pain here all alone!

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past...
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have.
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back.
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past.

If I could change ,I would, take back the pain I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would.
If I could change I would take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame to the grave!

Just washing it aside!
All of the helplessness inside!
Pretending I don't feel misplaced,
It's so much simpler than change!

Chorus
It's easier to run,
Replacing this pain with something numb!
It's so much easier to go,
Than face all this pain here all alone!

It's easier to run!
If I could change ,I would take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made!
It's easier to go!
If I could change ,I would ,take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
I would take all my shame to the grave!

Sango threw her guitar away and jumped off the stage. She paced back and forth angrily. She was hurting so much inside that she just felt…wrong!

She walked over to some stuff, Ayames dad had down there. She searched around, trying to find something, not really knowing what.
Finally she found something she didn't expect to find here.

Her hands shook as she slowly brought the black thing to her face, here eyes widened.

'Is this what Kagome meant?…That the answer is kill your self!' Sango shivered and pressed the object to her head.

She breathed deeply and swallowed hard. Slowly opening her eyes.

'Why not !'

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The others were still where we last saw them.
Rin calmed down by now and was just making sniffling sounds, while Sesshy rubbed her back in a comforting way.

Miroku was boringly skipping the channels on Tv.
Koga was lost in his thoughts and Ayame was in the kitchen preparing coffee, when a loud BOM sound was heard.

Rin shrieked, Sessys head shot up.
Miroku dropped the remote and Koga froze in place.

They heard a crashing sound. Ayame came running from the kitchen, covered in brown liquid. Obviously she dropped the coffee pot.

'What the hell happened?' She yelled.

'I don't know.' Koga shrugged his shoulders.

'It came from the basement.' Rin said, rubbing her nose and holding back a sob.

They stared at each other for a few sec, till they realized what Rin said.

Sessy immediately stood up as did Koga. Ayame backed to the wall, shaking her head and covering her mouth with her hands.

'Oh my god…' Rins eyes widened and she started shaking her head 'no'.

'Tell me, that it's not what I think it is' Mirokus face went pale and he looked at Sessy.

He was serious, very serious. Shaking his head slowly 'yes' he said the thing that made Mirokus and the others heart, crash down…

'Sango…'

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A/N: Yes well amm...I'm outa here...lata