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Chapter 9: Shut the fuck up!

PS: I know people don't red this message so I'll make it short like always…Tnx all you guys for reviewing more importantly reading! I love ya all so much! This chappy is extra long just for those who enjoy this story…I hope I did a good job…well later!

An explanation: About the last chappy: Well…some say that u thought that Sango died…well that was my intention, to keep you in suspense…guess I did a pretty good job, ne! .… Anyway just to make something clear, Sango did shoot her self, but she missed and the bullet only scratched the back of her head-sordof…So there! O yeah and some are probably wondering how in the fuck did she survive!…Well if you know 2Pack--------anyway he was shoot in the head… in the head I tell you! Yet he survived…unfortunately, some bastards shoot him again and he was badly wounded…then he died. Curse those people!

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Kagome mentally collapsed on her bed. What a fucking few days this has been.
First she tries to kill her self, than she lies and tries to brake up with Inuyasha!
Next thing you know she thought she lost her best friend! To make it worse, Rin completely broke down!

Why did all the bad things always happen to her! Why was she the one who had to go thro this shit? Why couldn't she just be one of those preppy girls, who live a spoiled rich life and listen to what there mommies and daddies have to say, for the rest of their fucking days!

It's like the world turns against you… Like somebody stabbed you in the back…
You feel lost and betrayed, but nobody is there to help you… You're all alone in this cold fucking world…Is there really a way out?…What if there is, but you just can't seem to find it! And all that's left is this simple answer…Kill your self…because it's the only way to stop your suffering…or is it!

Wouldn't it be nice, if life was just one big fairy tale !…there would be no PAIN, no HURTING…no nothing! Just HAPPINESS and JOY!

But life is far from a fairy tale…it's REAL!
You can't just go and mess it up!
But, what can you do if you're standing on the edge and you just can't escape? What then? Are you gonna throw away the one thing that can stop all this fucked up shit!…No…you won't…It's the only option to get out of here…and no matter how hard you try…you just can't let go and you'll hold on to it for your life! And that my friends…is SICK!

'Kagome!' somebody yelled from downstairs.

'…I hate my life…' She mumbled and pulled the covers over her head.

It didn't take long, before the doors of her room slammed open and the worm blanket was pulled away from her slim body.

'Where the hell have you been?' Her father yelled, anger boiling inside of him.

The only replay he got from his daughter were two simple words that pissed him off even more… '…go away…' she simply said with her face buried in her fluffy pillow.

'Kagome…' her father warned. She sighed and sat up, looking at him like he would be some lunatic that just escaped from the mad-house.
He was dressed like usual…black business pants, white button shirt with a black tie.

'I will ask you again…Where have you been?' he tried to calm down, but Kagome just had to go looking for trouble.

'Where do you think!' she asked her eyes never moving away from his dark evil brown orbs.

'You should watch your mouth Kagome'

'So I've heard…' she mumbled and rubbed her wrists.

'You didn't call, you didn't leave a message…nothing! What were you doing?' her father glared crossing his arms.

'…Nothing dad!…' she snapped back.

'Oh I get it…those freakish friends again! I thought I told you to stay away from them! You are much more superior and-' Kagome cut him off. She just couldn't listen him talk like that about the ones she loved.

'No dad! Don't you dare talk about them like that! And you can't just go and tell me what to!' She yelled at her 'beloved' father…beloved?…yeah right!

He eyed her for a second, before his eyes turned into ice and he pierced with them right thro her skin. He took a step closer.

'…Why you little whore…you did it ,didn't you?' he said in a disgusted way.

O fuck no! He found out! But how! If he knows I tried to kill my self…shit!…but how?…Inuyasha didn't tell him…or did he?…No! Don't be stupid Kagome! He would never do that!´´ she almost smacked her self on the head for thinking such things. How could she even think of doubting him!

'You got laid, didn't you Kagome?'

'W-what?' she whispered as she realized what he was talking about.

'You just couldn't wait, could you?'

'…what the…No! It's not like that! I didn't…I never…No!' she protested backing away. She got out of bed and tried to get away from her father as much as she could.

'How many were there Kagome?…2…3…5?' he yelled. Kagome became frightened…it was happening again…

'No! I didn't have sex!…I was only at S-'

'Excuses, excuses Kagome…it's time we teach you your lesson again…'

'No…please…' she pleaded as tears filled her eyes.

'Come here Kagome…' he offered his hand, gesturing her to come to him.

'No…dad please…it's not like that…please…'' she cried and backed away.

'It's for your own good.' He said strictly as she shook her head 'no'.

'No!' she screamed and turned around. Grabbing the door knob, she ran out side in to the hallway, but it was to late.

He caught her and pulled her back, ignoring her protests. (khm…I don't like this part of the story…I can assure u, there won't be nothing like this again in the story…damn…I'm shaking…gah…)

'Where the hell do you think you're going?' he asked and had her pressed against his chest with her back. Holding her tight around her neck, she could barely breath.

'D-d-d-d-a-d…y-yo-you're…c-c-cho-chok-ing…m-m-e…'
she tried to push him away, but he was to strong.

'It's called, discipline Kagome' he laughed in a sick way.

'Why…a-are…y-you…doing this to me…?'
she winced in pain as her father squeezed her so hard around her lungs, she thought her ribs were going to brake any moment now…

'Because you deserve it sweetie. Only the best for my little girl…' he said like a child with the biggest grin you ever seen.

'You bastard! What did I ever do to you?' she cried out again and tried to pull away and get out of the tight embrace, away from those rough hands she was so familiar with.

'Look at you Kagome!' he snapped and pulled on her hair, earning a little scream from her.

'Your sister…your sister is way much more then what you'll ever be! You're completely worthless Kagome. You and your stupid music and your stupid friends…'

'Please…let me go…please…' she sobbed, while she barely breathed.

'Look at what your sister accomplished. But you…you just never listen…do you Kagome? And because of that, you have to be pu-'

'No dad! She…did it on her own! With out your stupid commands! Now let me go!'

'Ooo…is my little muffin hurt?…'

'You…YOUR SICK!…LET ME GO!' she kicked with her legs, but no use, he didn't let go of her no mater what she tried.

'So soon?'

'I…can't…breath…' she tugged with her weak hands on his and begged him to just let go or he'll kill her!

'No,no…not yet darling…we still have some more games to play, remember?'

'You sick bastard! Your choking me! I…can't…br…ea…th…' she tried to get some air, as her face started to turn pale.
With no hope left she did the first thing that came to mind… she opened her mouth and dug her teeth deep in his muscular arms. He immediately let go and she stumbled forward, as he checked the little droplets of blood from her bite.

'You…' and with that he slapped her and she fell on her dark-blue carpet and tears just flowed like a river. She couldn't stop.
He kneeled down and grabbed her neck. The only thing she did was close her eyes and turned to the side, preparing for what was coming.

Maybe he would do it? Maybe, just maybe he would end it for her and it would be way more easier and less painful. But he did nothing. All she got from him was a sick laugh and a wet kiss on her cheek.

'Be a good girl Kagome…' And with that he walked away, leaving her behind.

She clutched with her hands to her throat and breathed quickly. She gasped for air and coughed as she took in to much of the thing she needed the most.
Her eyes were puffy, her face was all red.
Her neck had blue-violet colors all over and her chest hurt like every peace, every bone would be broken to dust.

She started shaking and sweating. Her beautiful long black hair stuck to her forehead and she bit on her lover lip so hard, a little trace of blood came out.

'I got to get out of here…' she barely made out as she crumbled over to her table and grabbed on to her chair to pull her self up. Her legs were so weak, she had a feeling like she would brake down like a dried up stick in the summer.
Searching thro some papers she found her keys.

Slowly she put on her black sk8er shoes, with red shoelaces and tried to forget the thought that she was scared to death.
She didn't even bother to put up some makeup to cover her bruises.
All she knew was, that she had to get out of that house as soon as possible.

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Kagome ran down the street as fast as she could. She didn't care about anything anymore all she knew was that she needed to get to Inuyasha before it was to late.

Finally she spotted his house. Running over the fresh grass she reached for the door and knocked as quick as she could.

Soon enough the door opened and there stood…Sesshoumaru. He was wearing black baggy pants and a long sleeved hoddie with some letters on it.
He was obviously talking to someone, cause he had a phone in his hand.

'Hold on…' he said in to the phone and turned to Kagome.

'Hey Kags! What'z up!'

'Hey Sesshy…is Inu home?' She asked still completely shocked.

'Umm…nope…he went somewhere' he stopped in mild sentence as he noticed the way she was acting. Something seemed very wrong.

'Are you ok?' he asked, but she didn't replay.

'Wait a second…' he told her and she nodded.

'Yeah…You still there?…Ok look…I'll call ya later…umhu…ok…yep…love ya to…bye' and he hang up. Quickly getting rid of the phone he came back, his full attention on Kagome. His eyes travelled from her face to her neck and down to her chest.

'Kagome…what happened to you?' he asked puzzled and worried. Really a great time for Inuyasha to not be home! Where in the hell was he?

'I…can…can …can I…' she shattered as tears formed in her eyes. She didn't need to ask twice. Soon his arms were around his dear friend as she cried like never before.

He became sad and rubbed her back to comfort her. When they finally thought this fucking shit was over…they were right back were they started from.

They went in to the living room and sat down. Kagome stopped crying and was now only making sniffling sounds. She really didn't want to bug Sesshoumaru with this, but she really needed someone now. Especially cause Inuyasha was nowhere in site.

'Want something to drink?' he offered and stood up.

She only nodded and he disappeared in to the kitchen…soon he returned with a cup of tea.

Moments passed and they just stayed quiet. Kagome sipped on her drink and he only observed her. A thoughtful look on his face, as he tried to figure out the weird smell that was all over her trembling body. She placed the cup on a little coffee table and looked at him, her eyes sad and broken.

'Who did this to you?' he asked, still thinking and staring in to the floor.

'If I tell you…promise you won't tell inuyasha…?' she asked looking away, afraid to met his gaze.

His head shoot up and maybe there was still some hope left to help his friend.

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'Hey guys! Guess what?' Ayame ran in to the basement with a peace of paper in her hands.

'What? What is it?' Rin asked, turning her sparkling eyes towards her friend.
She was lying on the floor. She was suppose to be doing her homework, but all she did was draw little harts all over the blank paper of her note book. She wore a pair of tight jeans and an oversized pink t-shirt, with her hair completely lose.

Sango on the other hand, was fixing her guitar strings. She was to lazy to do stuff for school. Her legs were on the little table they had and she was lying in the chair. It's a miracle she didn't fall over. Her hair was as usual. This time she had on a pair of black baggy pants and a white spaghetti top.

'We have a concert tonight!' Ayame cheered and did a happy dance as her short mini skirt flew all around. Sangos & Rins yaw dropped to the floor.

'WHAT?' they yelled.

'Yes! Isn't it grate! We have to think of a new name…hmm…what could it be?…' She walked up and down, thinking.

'Are you insane? We haven't even practiced!' Sango panicked as her chair turned over…(told ya that would happen)

'What am I gonna wear?' Rin screamed and looked around like crazy.

'Will you two relax!' Ayame yelled and shut them up. The girls froze in place and she looked from one to another, making sure they listened.

'Now…I know Sango and Kagome…and you to Rin!' she glanced at her wrist angry, then continued talking…

'Are suppose to rest, but this is a great opportunity! It's in the club88!' She said happily as her friends faces turned pale. She smirked at this and waited patiently.

'D-d-…di -di -did y-you say…' Rin swallowed hard…

'C-C-Club 88?' Sango just couldn't believe it! Club 88 was the most known
club ever. And very expensive might I add. It was also one of the biggest places you could ever imagine. This wasn't just some stupid boring club…this was a club were only preps, punks and goths were allowed… There were like 4000 people there!

'Isn't it cool? I can't wait!' Ayame said.

'Wha…hold on just a sec!' Sango stood up and grumbled something as she rubbed her head then turned back to her friend.

'You said Club88?' Ayame nodded.

'Tonight?' she asked…again she nodded.

'Concert?…4000 people or even more?' she nodded back.

'Kagome?' Ayame shook her head.

'Great…Rin give me the phone…' Sango sighed and offered her hand, to accept the machine.

'Oh boy…' she shook her head and dialled a number…

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After the talk, Sesshoumaru had to go to the store to pick up some stuff for his mom. Kagome of course waited for him to come back and hopped Inuyasha would show up soon.

She became bored and yawned. Just then the phone rang. Since no one was there she picked it up.

'Ummm…ya…hello?' she said quietly.

'Hey Sesshy, is Kagome there?' a familiar voice asked.

'Hey Sango…' Kagome sighed and landed back on the couch.

'Kagome! Hey how are you?' Sango asked her best friend.

'I'm…ok I guess?…' she lied and rubbed her neck.

'Ok fine…bla, bla, jada, jada, jada…anyway, you free tonight?' she just skipped everything and got right to the point. No reason for wasting time, since it was already 6.30 PM.

'Yeah…. Why?' Kagome asked suspicious, having this weird feeling that she was up to something.

'Well…Ayame hooked us up for a concert tonight…' she trailed off…

'Really? Cool! Where is it!' she brightened up.

'umm…well…you know…aa…the…'

'What? The what! Spit it out already!' she became annoyed.

'Well…ever heard of club88…?'

There was a dead silence and Kagome could swore she heard giggling on the other side.

'You kidding me?' She asked, perfectly still.

'Nope…we'll pick ya up in 10min! Make sure you're ready!'

'Sango…I…can-' but it was to late. Sango already hang up.

'Fuck…what now?' Kagome got up and walked upstairs and in to the bathroom, making sure she locked it.

She searched the little white closet and found Inuyasha's mothers makeup powder. She quickly put it on her neck and straitened her hair. Just when she placed everything back in, her eyes stopped on a compact mirror. She grabbed it and smashed it on to the sky blue marble floor so it broke in to peace's.

She picked everything up and choose the biggest peace. Unfolding her bandages, she grabbed the glass and cut deep in her flesh. After that she thro everything in to the garbage, washed her hands, placed the bandage back and walked out.

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'Ok, ready?' Ayame asked as they got out of the car, took their instruments and walked pass the parking lot filled with cars and motorcycles.

As they walked on towards the guards standing at the entrance, Kagome noticed some guys in the dark, sniffing something and using some things that looked like…needles?

She shook her head and followed her friends.

'ID please' the man in black said. He was wearing a black business suit and black sunglasses, all thought it was almost night.

'Were the G.C. We have a concert here' Ayame said back, with out a hint of emotion in her voice. She brushed her hair away from her face and chewed on her bubble gum as she placed a hand on her hip, like she was trying to seduce somebody.

'A, it's you…welcome love…' he lowered his sunglasses to get a better look as his eyes travelled from one girl to another, lust and hunger in them.
He stooped when he saw Kagome.

'Everything alright darlin' ?' She snapped back from her dream world and glanced at him.

'Who…me?…yeah…perfectly fine man…' she said narrowing her stare at the word fine!

He nodded and stepped aside, opening the huge door for them. They entered a place, with loud music, people dancing, colored lights everywhere, a huge bar and really hot bartenders! They were doing all sorts of things with bottles, while making drinks.

There was a glass balcony, where the DJ's were.

Before Kagome could enter, the guard grabbed her hand and whispered in her ear…'Watch what you take…' she said nothing. All she did was snap his hand away and followed the others.

They found there way behind the stage and got ready.

'Ok…let's do this…' Sango said a little nervous and glanced at Kagome, who was breathing very weirdly…

'Kagome wha-'

'I have to go´´ …' and she was gone.

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Kagome walked down the dark yellow hallway and made her way to the restroom. She pushed open the black doors and walked in.

Thank good no one was there. Immediately she landed on the sink and took a deep breath, which caused her to cough like never before. She couldn't stop.

Finally it settled down a bit. She waved with her hand in front of her face, as she shook her head. Taking a low breath she slowly opened her eyes and stared in shock.

The sink looked like somebody sprayed it with blood. Afraid, she looked up in to the mirror and gasped.

Around her lips, were traces of red liquid. 'What is this…?' she asked her self and touched her face.

She closed her mouth and then spat in to the sink.

'Oh fuck no…what the hell?' In panic she opened the water and washed her face. Quickly drying it off, she got out of there and back to the girls.

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'Kagome! It's gonna start! Come on!' Rin pulled her and showed the guitar in her hands as she pushed her to the front. The girls never preformed in front of such a big crowd before, so as usual ,they were very nervous.

The only thing separating them and the others, was a black curtain.

'Stop that!' Sango hissed at Ayame who was biting on her finger nails.

'I can't help it!' she protested.

'Well you're the one who got us in to this mess!' Sango was about to smack her, when everything grew quiet.

'Kagome…?' Sango gulped. Kagome slowly turned her head to her and swallowed hard as they announced them. Instead of silence, everybody started cheering and screaming their name.

'Tell me again…how many people do I know?' Sango said scared.

Before Rin could replay the curtain lifted up.
The people screamed when they saw them! Almost everybody held out a pen & paper for their autograph.

'…o fuck…' Kagome cursed silently.

'If we get alive out of this one…I'm gonna kill you Ayame…' Sango said staring strait ahead.

'IF we get out of here…IF…' Ayame corrected.

'Ummm…ok…hey people!' Kagome barley made out, which caused the others to become even louder. Some girls also fainted.

'Ok…hh…well…were the G.C…guess you now us?' Kagome got more relax this time as the crowd yelled 'yes'!

'Ok…ready to rock?' she asked a smirk on her lips.

'YES!' they yelled in one voice.

'Ok! Ready?…3…2…1!'

(Simple Plan- Shut up….)

Kagome: There you go!
You're always so right!
It's all a big show!
It's all about you!

You think you know,
What everyone needs!
You always take time,
To criticize me!

It seems like everyday,
I make mistakes!
I just can't get it right!

It's like I'm the one,
You love to hate!
But not today…

Sango & Kags (they jumped & sang) :

So shut up, shut up, shut up,
Don't wanna hear it!
Get out, get out, get out,
Get out of my way!
Step up, step up, step up,
You'll never stop me!
Nothing you say today,
Is gonna bring me down!

Kagome: There you go,
You never ask why!
It's all a big lie!
Whatever you do!

You think you're special,
But I know, and I know,
And I know, and we know,
That you're not!

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face!

It's like I'm the one,
You love to hate,
But not today…!

Both: So shut up, shut up, shut up,
Don't wanna hear it!
Get out, get out, get out,
Get out of my way!
Step up, step up, step up,
You'll never stop me!
Nothing you say today,
Is gonna bring me down!
Is gonna bring me down!

Will never bring me down…

Kagome: Don't tell me who I should be…
And don't try to tell me what's right for me…
Don't tell me what I should do…
I don't wanna waste my time,
I'll watch you fade away!

Both: So shut up, shut up, shut up,
Don't wanna hear it!
Get out, get out, get out,
Get out of my way!
Step up, step up, step up,
You'll never stop me!
Nothing you say today,
Is gonna bring me down!

So shut up, shut up, shut up,
Don't wanna hear it!
Get out, get out, get out,
Get out of my way!
Step up, step up, step up,
You'll never stop me!
Nothing you say today,
Is gonna bring me down!

Bring me down
shut up, shut up, shut up
Won't bring me down
shut up, shut up, shut up
Bring me down
shut up, shut up, shut up
Won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up!

They finished and the crowd cheered.

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Sesshoumaru was at home watching TV and wondering were Kagome was. Just then Inuyasha walked thro the doors and plopped down on the couch.

'Hey bro' he said happy.

'Where were you?' he glared back.

'Out, with Miroku…why?'

'The girls are missing…'

'Girls?…'

'Yes, Ayame, Rin! Kagome, Sango…girls you idiot!' he snapped.

'Well they're prob-' his eyes caught a note on the little table.

'Hey, what's this?' he picked it up and read out loud.

'Dear Sesshy…me and the girls went out to perform a concert in the Club 88! Luv yah! Say hi to the others & please tell Inuyasha to call me! Later! Kagome'

'Did she write club88?' Inuyasha asked his face becoming pale.

'Y-yes…' Sesshoumaru barely made out.

'Isn't that the club, where that guy died because of…HEROIN!' Inuyashas eyes were scared to death.

'FUCK!' they yelled, grabbed the car keys and their cell phone and ran out, hopping they wouldn't get there to late.

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After the last song was sung, the girls were escorted in to a privet part of the club, because the fans had gone wild!

Kagome sat down at the bar and sighed. This place wasn't very much different from the other half of the club. There were still may people here and loud music and everything, just this 'kids' were a little more important then the rest.

'Can I get you anything?' a bartender asked Kagome.

She thought for a min…'Yeah, I'll have a Bloody Mary…'

'Coming right up…here ya go'

'Tnx…' she grabbed on to the glass and took a drink.

'You don't look so good…'

'Yeah…well I don't feel that good either…' she snapped.

'I think I have something that can help…' he pulled out a little plastic bag filled with white powder… 'Here ya go love…'

'You think I'm stupid or something?' she glared at him, knowing exactly what that shit was.

'Trust me. It helps…' he smiled.

'I don't know…'

'Come on…lives already fucked up as it is…'

'Yeah…you're right…' she agreed. Grabbing the baggy and mixed the white powder with her drink.

'Hey Kags' Sango said and sat next to her as she ordered her self a cocktail.

'Hey…' she said back boringly.

'Damn…I need something…' she complained and brushed the sweet away.

'Here, take this…' the bartender offered.

'Cannabis…A-I mean Weed? Your kidding me?' she raised her brow.

'No…it help…'

Sango glanced at Kagome, who only shrugged her shoulders.

'Ok…why not…I'm stressed, might as well try it…' She took It, just when Rin & Ayame showed up.

'Hey, what ya got there?' Ayame asked.

'Oh…nothing special…just some heroin and weed…' Kagome replayed and drank.

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A/N: Do you know, if you mix heroin and alcohol you can die!

Lata…LUV YAH! wink & hug