Everything dies in all due time, it is a known factor in life. Everyone fears death in some way or another. Some may put on a front but when their time comes they shake all the same. Though what if someone couldn't die? What if she knew that she was dieing but couldn't die. It doesn't make sense does it? There is one person like that; her name is Tsuki umi kiba. The balancer, one whom's heart will be slowly eaten away by the darkness. It has been 3 years since her new journey started, if you could call it a journey. Little Tsuki was now 20 years old and not as friendly as she used to be. She abandoned her friends a long time ago chosing to die a cold death then live happily forever or so she thought.

"God you such a kill joy!" Mikomi laughed. Tsuki remained silent and ignored the happy girl that she hated so. Mikomi had hair as black as the night a skin as pale as the moon; her eyes were like freshly spelt blood in Tsuki's opinion. "Lighten up a bit Tsuki! You're always in a fool mood now. What has made you so cold to everyone? I know you use to be a nice person." Mikomi said tugging on Tsuki's arm. "Your such a bother." Tsuki said. "Well sorry!" Mikomi said putting her hands on her hips. "Why do you always follow me around?" Tsuki asked darkly. "Because if you like it or not I'm going to put a smile to your face! Plus your health isn't the best you know." Mikomi said. Just then Tsuki started to cough and she clutched to her throat with one hand and the other clamed over her mouth. After a little bit tsuki pulled her hand back and studied it, blood was spreading from the middle of her palm.

"I really don't know why you don't get that checked, it looks really painful." Mikomi said. "It is, but after a while you learn to deal with it." Tsuki stated. "Your way to stubborn for your own good." Mikomi said shaking her head. "Hn..." Tsuki stated. "Anyway why are we here anyway?" Mikomi asked. "Because I want to be here." Tsuki said. " What's this place called anyway?" Mikomi asked. "It's the Megami mansion." Tsuki said. "Oh the Megami's? Hasn't the megami's passed to the after life?" Mikomi asked. "There's only one left. Well only one who's proud to be one. Even thought the person is forced to go under a different name." Tsuki said. "Oh." Mikomi said. "Tsuki?"

"Hn?"

"Are you going to kill those people who claim to be your friends?"

"Yume and them…I think not. Unless they get in our way to much."

Mikomi laughed.

"I call that boy with the key blade" Mikomi said raising her hand.

"Sora? I want to get Xenos" Tsuki said.

"Why him?"

"He's my older brother."

"Oh my god! Really?"

"Hai he's 23 I think."

"Why is everyone older than me! I'm only 16!"

"Sky is younger than you she's 10."

"Yay!"

"Come on let's go up to the roof top, I have some thing to show you." Tsuki said

The two girls made their way to the grand staircase in the middle of the room. The second floor was huge and was decorated with swords from everywhere, it smelled of dust. Sunlight shown weakly thought the old broken widows that doted the walls. In between the windows were pictures of the Megami's. "Is that you?" Tsuki asked walking up to one. She wiped the thick layer of dust off wit her sleeve and stared at the painting before her. It was Tsuki around the age of13; she was smiling and looked as if she was having the time of her life just sitting there posing. "I knew you went that bad of person." Mikomi said. "That was done 7 years ago, and I've changed to much." Tsuki said. "That isn't that long you've only lived a fraction of your life now. When your older 7 years would seem so short." Tsuki said smiling." You have no idea Mikomi." Tsuki whispered. "What was that?" Mikomi asked. "Nothing" Tsuki said.

Tsuki slowly made her way to roof looking back every once and awhile to make sure Mikomi was following her. The young girl seemed like she was in deep thought. The girls made their way to the roof in silence and when Tsuki opened the last door and stood aside, Mikomi gasped at the site before her. The sun was just setting lighting the sky wit purples and oranges. The roof over looked a lake in the middle of a vast yard; the sun was hitting the lake just right making it glow with the purple and sparkle orange. "Isn't pretty? I came here when ever I was lonely or scared and even when I wanted to be alone. I used t o write poetry up here, and dream about the future and meeting the love of my life. Though he's gone now." Tsuki said sadly. "How can you say he's gone?" Mikomi asked. "I left him for the sad lonely death I deserve." Tsuki stated. "You can't say that!" Mikomi shouted.

Tsuki jumped a bewildered look on her face. "Huh?" was all that came from her mouth. "If you really loved each other than he'll come to you no matter what! You left your friends 3 years ago, a lot could have happened to you memory then!" Mikomi shouted. "No I left them all for the darkness that slowly eats away my heart and it will till I have none or I die." Tsuki said. "So you can still love someone in that time! Love is light it'll chase away all the darkness that fills one's heart!" Mikomi said. "Do you not feel it in this place, it's so natural and pure! If you don't see it then you truly deserve to die such a horrible death!"

"Then it seems the good of hell should take me now." Tsuki said. "You…. you idiot!" Mikomi screamed slapping her and walking off. "I'm sorry Mikomi but I just can't see any hope for me anymore the more I search for the light the more It runs away. I don't know how I was so happy back then." Tsuki whispered when Mikomi was out of earshot.

&& With Sora and co. &&

"Soo what do we do now?" Yume asked. " It seems she will not listen to reason." Xenos said shaking his head. "She's a fool." Britney stated. "Maybe she has people after her and wants to protect us!" Ryuu say happily. "Or maybe she wants to fight an old enemy alone." Sky says. "No! She 's just in depression about losing Riku!" Okami says. "Why would she be in depression?" Sora asked. "Idiot." Kairi said. "There's way to many possibilities." Lana says shaking her head. "I agree with Okami." Goofy says. "Me too." Donald adds.

"was Riku all that important?" Yume asked. "to Tsuki i guess, but what about the sequel that you were talking about before?" Sky said. "yeah before all the games were burned there was going to be a kingdom hearts 2. and from the previews that saw Riku was in it, but the theme was centered around black. it makes my wonder..." Yume said. "wonder about what?" Akai asked. "at first I thought Tsuki decided the fate of this world but now, it seems even she can't change the true course of the game." Yume said. "so for the most part, what ever was going to happen in the game is going to happen here." Ryuu said. "to tell you the truth I think some of us are going to be dieing soon..." Yume said slowly. "what!" Sora asked. "none of the original characters I going to die, I know that much. but Tsuki is going to die I just know it. I think she does know too. I think us o.c.'s are more likely to die in here then the others, so we should be on guard." yume says.

&& Tsuki's P.O.V. &&

'mikomi is gone... just like all the others.' I thought to myselfThe mansion I spent so little of life in, hasn't been changed in the least. I couldn't help but want to go to the room were I slept in once. I climbed down the old stairs back towards the entrance hall. just below the two sets of stairs was a door. it was painted white with a red rose entwined with a black colored dagger. it was the hallway that lead to my mom and my rooms. the last light was still pouring thought the dusty windows. at the end of the hall was were I once played with my dolls that are probably rags by now. I made my way towards those old oak doors, and opened the door with the rattly door knob. the door swung open, everything was just as I left it. the walls were white like snow with little drawings of a fox every now and then. my mom drew them, she was a nice person really. my early prediction was wrong, my dolls all lay on my bed, still looking in fairly good condition. I spied my favorite up by my pillow. her hair was black and her eyes were soft gold. she always reminded me of mother.

I pick her up, I always called her Megami. That was my mom's name after all. she was still soft and I still felt like cuddling up with her. I slipped the black backpack that I now carried around. I opened the largest pocket and slipped her in carefully. then I noticed an old music box. I couldn't remember every having one so I went up to it. it was colorful and had a porcelain figure of two young kits playing together. they were red foxes and there was trees next to them and there was leaves scattering the ground. I lifted the lid carefully.

I wait for myself on the seat someday

That I have the hope to reach you someday

I cannot fell on to become my steps

Because my ways not easy to go

If, does it exist whenever I see love

I wish I could believe, spend some days alone

Being by myself will be all I do

If, does it exist whenever I see love

I wish I could believe, I was hurt because

I was strong and crunt Knowing that I don't want no losing of Thinking

of you made me cry, so my eyes

They were filled with tears and all I got Is my will to be with you again

Thinking of you made cry, so many times

That the only thing left in this song was you

And that I have my will to be with you someday

"mom..." I said noticing the paper in the small box. It said: happy birthday. 'That's right...mom died on my birthday.' I thought to my self. I slipped the box in my bag as well. "and such I happy birthday that was." I said bitterly. it was the day I got my first taste of hell.


rg: well theres the first chapter of crimson rain

yume: yep!

rg:your happy today

yume: lots of tea!

rglooks in fridge you know one of them had a whole bag of surgur in it...

yume: YEP!

rg: O.O oh dear god...T.T