Disclaimer: I do not… I repeat… I DO NOT OWN TEEN TITANS OR DBZ! I also don't own Finding Myself by: Smile Empty soul.

Me: Okay, I would like to point some things out about some of my chapters.

For Cayhleenlovestowrite: I promise that I'll never use hard-core sexual interactions because I know how some people feel about the rape business. I mean, if one of my friends, who are pretty innocent when they are not hyper, but, anyways, get harassed sexually, I would never write shit like that again. There will be no more mentioning of rape except for in Rocky's New Life Part 3 when Robin recaps to Rocky what happened. But I'm not going to say much or it'll ruin the whole chapter. Sweetheart, I promise to never do full detail rape scenes. I PROMISE!

For Tsukasa: Like I said to Cayhleenlovestowrite, I'm not going into full detail for other readers' sake. Leave your dirty mind at home and only at home. Do I make myself clear? Good!

For Starfirelover: No matter how hard you try, you could never beat me up. I could beat you up, but I wouldn't because we're friends.

For Soulless Warlock: Why haven't you've reviewed in forever, huh? And Slade's only being nice to Rocky because they are like "Father and Son." Keep reading and reviewing buddy.

For SilverSayain12: Same goes for you. Why haven't you've reviewed in forever, huh? You were my first reviewer and I'm really sad that you haven't reviewed. PLEASE REVIEW!

For Unicorndreams: I'm trying to add way more detail, but I've been having Writer's Block and it's hard to write in extra detail.

For StarfireK: Rocky does not have a crush on Terra. They are only friends even though, according to Slade, he shouldn't have them. Thanks for telling me your explanation on Rocky's conversation. THANKS A BUNCH!

For RobinRocks (A.K.A. Boy-love wonder): I'm glad that you keep updating when people say to update soon. I read your Flaws story and it was good. Since you don't know Rocky's new power yet, and I'm guessing no one else knows either, he's turning Super Saiyan and he will eventually turn into SS2, SS3, and SS4… all in one full chapter. I will try putting Cyborg/Brother Blood plots in, but I don't know if it'll work. I'll try my best.

For Everyone on this site: Make sure you read all the above information. Please, please, please read and review! All type of Flames are welcome. I don't get offended too easily and I don't really care what people think about me when they say it in mean ways. I get picked on so much at school and I ignore it completely. I don't ignore the good stuff that people say about me because they actually care about their feelings and emotions. READ AND REVIEW LIKE THE WIND PEOPLE!

xRocky Wolfx: Are you done yet?

Me: Holy shit, it's you! Terra convinced you to come?

xRocky Wolfx: Yeah. I've read it because Terra showed it to me. Thanks for making me the good/bad guy in the story.

Me: No problem. How long were you planning on staying?

xRocky Wolfx: Hopefully through the rest of it.

Me: Well that's good. When you see X's next to Rocky Wolf, you'll know that it's not me, but my character. RobinRocks thought it was cool that I used my Penname for my character. I'll shut up now so you all can read this.

ENJOY!

My name doesn't matter at this point, but it's focused on a girl that works for a Mastermind named Slade. Her name is Terra. With her powers and my help, we destroyed this city and we'll be going on to more cities later on. Terra has filled terror in the people of Jump City, which is now called 'Slade Central'. No one is left and it will remain that way. I still feel a strange feeling in my almost completely black heart that something will go wrong. I could be wrong because the Titans are dead and no other super hero has come to Slade Central to stop Slade and Terra. Robots march along the streets at all times because they were programmed that way.

Terra's patrolling the streets while Slade and I are at the lair, watching our progress in the streets. Dad hasn't said much to me, but I don't care at this point. I care about nothing now and it's almost sad. But.I.Don't.Care. I can't express that enough.

"Nothing will stop us," Slade says. But I don't really pay attention as I'm looking at the monitor and its many pictures closely. I thought I saw something, but the fog and the smoke is too thick to see clearly.

"I'm going for a walk," I said walking away. I decided to walk to the place that Terra was at because I saw the figure walking in her direction.

What has come into the mist that wishes to die so quickly?

"How am I supposed to know," I argue with myself. "Why am I thinking in riddles?"

You need to lighten up some. There is nothing there that I can see. And, no, the Titans are not alive. Terra killed them, remember? And you helped kill Robin, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

"I am not afraid," I said sternly to myself. "I can never have fear ever again. My heart is slowly, but, surely, turning a dark black where I feel nothing. I don't feel anger any more even though I should be. I don't care about anything any-"

"Beast Boy! Aren't you even going to try talking to me?" I heard Terra ask.

"There's nothing to talk about!"

"You attempted to annihilate us!"

"Did you not think that we wouldn't take it personally?"

"Terra," I whispered following the voices.

I saw the Titans surrounding Terra, who looked extremely scared.

"TERRA!" I yelled reaching her as two Bird-a-rangs, two Firebolts, one Sonic Cannon, and tons of dark energy flew at Terra.

I turned into Super Saiyan, which I had called my new power, as I jumped in the way of the Bird-a-rangs, Firebolts, Sonic Cannon, and dark energy. All the assaults hit me and I was knocked into Terra, bleeding. Terra pulled out the Bird-a-rangs and she threw them back into the mist. Then she carried me, with difficulty, behind a brick building that was almost completely destroyed.

"Apprentice! Report!" Slade commanded.

"Rocky's hurt and the Titans are alive," Terra said.

"Damn it you two!" Slade yelled angrily. "Fight the Titans Terra and tell Rocky to come home!"

"Slade says for you to go home," Terra told me.

"Tell him to go fuck himself!" I yelled angrily. "I want Robin dead and I want it done by my paws! Robin is mine and mine alone!"

"Okay, okay!" Terra said in defense. "He won't like what he hears, but I'll tell him. Just finish healing first. Master?"

"What is it?"

"Um-Rocky told me, to tell you, that he wants you to…"

"Spit it out! You don't have much time!"

"He says to go fuck yourself," she said. "He wants to kill Robin himself."

"Tell him that I'll kill him if he doesn't get back here!" Slade said angrily. "I'll talk with him when he gets back here! Help is on the way! Don't disappoint me Terra!"

"Yes Master," Terra said. Then she turned back to me. "He says he'll kill you if you don't go back. I'm sorry, I wish I could convince him otherwise, but I can't. Please forgive me?"

She gave me an apologetic look.

"Sigh! Fine," I said walking in the direction to the lair.

I ran all the way back home and I went to where my Dad was waiting for me. I could feel the anger in his aura around him and it was directed at me.

SMACK!

I fell to the ground, but I got back up again. I was still in Super Saiyan mode, but I could feel the power slipping away.

"Did I do something totally wrong when I raised you!" he yelled angrily. "No one has ever told me to go and fuck myself, except for my Ex-wife, who shot me in the eye once she found out what I actually did for a living!"

"This isn't even about you!" I yelled. "This is about me and defeating Robin, by myself, without Terra, and without you! I hate you more and more everyday and you've totally forgotten about my birthday, which is today of all days. You only give a fuck about yourself and no one else! I can't wait to be out of your stupid ass shadow! You make me sick! I-"

"Slade," I heard Terra say behind me. "I can't believe they almost beat me! Rocky! What's with the energy ball?"

I let the energy ball disappear and I headed for the door.

"FUCK BOTH OF YOU!" I yelled kicking the door shut behind me.

I started walking to go back outside when I heard Terra yelling in pain. I ignored her because Slade told her to defeat the Titans, and now she had to pay the consequences. I got to the front door and I went outside. As I was walking, I saw something else run past me towards the door to the lair. It was Beast Boy. I hesitated for a couple of seconds. I followed Beast Boy who turned into a rat and he unplugged the camera. He was walking towards the door that Terra and Slade were behind.

You won't like what you see Beast Boy.

I followed him inside, but I hid in the shadows.

"Terra!" Beast Boy yelled spotting Terra on the ground.

"Destroy me Beast boy!" Terra yelled.

He ran up to her.

"But Terra-!"

"That's what you came here for didn't you?" Terra asked angrily.

"Excuse my Apprentice," Slade said coming out of the shadows and I followed suit. I was staring at Beast Boy, not in anger, but in wonderment. "She can't control herself. Not now, not ever. I'm the only one in control."

Beast Boy turned back to Terra. Then he lunged at Slade, but he made Terra make rocks fall on Beast Boy, who had been in wolf form. He got his back paw stuck in between a few of the rocks. Terra advanced, but not of her own free will.

"Terra," Beast Boy said, turning back into human form. "Don't do this."

"I can't stop him," she said. "He's too powerful."

"Yes you can," Beast Boy said. "No one can control you or your powers, only you can control them."

"Ready to finish him off, Terra?"

Terra, with dad's help, formed a rock with a sharp point at the end that could go through flesh.

Then the rest of the Titans showed up.

"Don't do it Terra," Robin warned.

"Or it'll be the last thing you ever do," Raven said.

The Titans got their attacks ready.

"Please Terra," Beast Boy said. "It's your life, your choice. Fight it Terra."

Terra looked around with confusion in her eyes.

"Terra!" Slade yelled. "I gave you an order!"

She closed her hand into a fist and she closed her eyes tight. Then she moved her hand and the rock faced Slade.

"HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"

The rock flew at Slade, but he dodged out of the way. I hit the rock with my Kamehameha Wave and I ran towards Terra, but Robin stopped me. Terra was throwing rocks at Slade and I saw him fall over the edge of the rock that he was standing on.

"DAD!" I yelled trying to get to Terra. Robin ran in front of me and he grabbed onto me.

"Rocky! No!" Robin said holding me back.

Then I saw dad land in front of Terra and he grabbed onto her. Her eyes glowed yellow.

"You can't control me anymore!" Terra yelled. She hit Slade with rocks and he was getting closer to the edge again. He pushed a button on his arm and the lair started to fall apart. Lava flew everywhere because Slade triggered a volcano.

"Slade triggered a volcano!" Cyborg yelled. "It's too big to stop and it could destroy the entire city! We've got to get out of here!"

Robin loosened his grip and I got free from his grasp. I ran to the edge where I had seen dad fall… to the lavaon the bottom of the ground. I saw Slade's mask melting away.

"NO!" I yelled. "NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

"Rocky!" Robin yelled.

CRASH!

I don't care anymore if I let you down

I believe that I need to be free

I'm so used to my life with you around

I don't know anymore...the real me

I opened my eyes and I saw all of the Titans standing around me.

"What do you mean we're letting him go!"

"He helped Terra and Slade and your going to let him go!"

"I know, but if we give him a chance and some attention, he'll want to live with us and be happy," Robin said. "It's our fault that Slade's dead."

And I thought that I found myself today

And I thought that I had control

All the change in my life just fell away

For a moment I didn't need you

"What was his connection to Slade anyways?" Cyborg asked.

"His adoptive Father," Robin said. "Rocky's Mother was killed and Slade happened to be there at the time. He took Rocky in and he raised him. Rocky's five now."

"He is awake," Starfire said.

"Rocky?" Robin asked. "Are you alright?"

"What… happened?"

"You were hit in the head by a rock," Robin said. "Slade is…"

Then I remembered. Dad fell into the pit of lava and he drowned in it.

"… Dead," he said. "I'm-"

"Don't even say that you're sorry!" I yelled. "I'll never forgive you or your stupid friends for killing my Father! Thanks to you, he died on my Birthday!"

I ran towards the forest, tears coming down my face.

"ROCKY! COME BACK!"

I ran until I found a cave that was far away from people.

Why'd this have to happen! Why'd this happen to me! I hate you Mom! I HATE YOU! I ASKED YOU TO KEEP DAD WITH ME, BUT NOW HE'S DEAD! HE'S DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU AND THE TITANS! NOW I'M ALL ALONE! I NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN!

All these tears that I've cried

You must be tired of taking care of me but

Its what you do best and

I'm a liar cause really its what I need

I fell asleep with tears running all down my face.

I was officially alone.

I was alone and no one was going to come back.

And nobody even cares.

It's been a month and a half since Slade died and I practically starved myself to death. I ate and I went to the lair that had Terra immobilized in stone. I went to her grave everyday and one day the Titans came and they put a plaque and some flowers for her.

And I thought that I found myself today

And I thought that I had control

All the change in my life just fell away

For a moment I didn't need you

The plaque read:

Terra

A Teen Titan

A True Friend.

A True Friend?

A Teen Titan?

Don't make me laugh. She killed my father for god's sake.

"I hate you Terra," I said lying down in front of her. "I hate you with all my heart. You don't deserve to be free."

You don't really believe that do you?

Someone like you

Someone like me

Maybe its change that set you free

Free...

"I won't let them," I said angrily. I was tempted to push her right then and there, but I held back.

I looked over the edge where my father had fallen.

"I hate you for leaving me, you heartless Bastard," I said as I walked away.

I went to Titan's Tower and I looked inside. The Titans were laughing and eating dinner. I frowned wishing that I could laugh and have fun, but I couldn't.

Robin, however, wasn't having fun. He wasn't even there. I went to his room window and I saw him sitting at his desk with newspaper clippings and looking at… a mask.

"I know your still out there," Robin said. "I know Rocky's still out there, calling your name. I guess you'll be haunting me for eternity, but I don't care. Maybe I deserve it. Rocky… I'm sorry. I wish I could take back everything that I've said and that you'll forgive me. You don't have to of course. I mean… I killed your Father. I don't deserve forgiveness, not after what I've done. Slade, I wouldn't ask you for anything, but… sigh! Please… watch over Rocky. He needs your strength."

I started to cry and I ran back to the lair. I went to dad's private storage and I took out a remote control.

"You want to be haunted," I said out loud. "Then I'll make sure that you get haunted. With this, you will die. I'll make sure of it."

And I thought that I found myself today

And I thought that I had control

All the change in my life just fell away

For a moment I didn't need youuuuuuuu

And I thought that I found myself today

And I thought that I had control

All the change in my life just fell away

For a moment I didn't need you