Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha Kagome or any one else from Inuyasha the show… Heck I hardly own anything. T.T
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Chapter 1: Bad dreams and Bad days.
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'What's wrong Kagome? Have you finally realized that I'm right? That you have no place in the world. That you were a mistake… No one loves you… no one cares… Poor Kagome… all alone…' the smooth feminine voice cooed.
Kagome sat in the white abyss, holding her knees to her chest, rocking back and forth trying not to cry.
"You're wrong! I'm not a mistake and I am loved!" She said shakily.
'Tsk tsk Kagome… You're lying and you know it. Ever since you were born you were always unwanted. Not even your parents cared about you… You've always been theill-looking girl. No one ever gave you a second look. To me… the only thing left is to-'
End Dream.
16 year old Kagome Higurashi (sp?) shot up in her bed frantically looking around for anything out of the ordinary.
"Why am I having those dreams again…" she whispered to herself.
She got out of bed, but not before she grabbed her glasses, and walked into the bathroom that was connected to her room. She stared at the reflection in front of her for what seemed like forever until she decided that now she wanted some water. So still clad in her snoopy pajamas, whites pants with snoopy on them and a large white T-shirt, she walked down the hall, down the stairs and into the kitchen. She sighed while she walked over to a cabinet, grabbed a glass, and filled it with water. As she drank her eyes landed on a drawer that consisted of spoons, forks, and of course… knives. She put her drink down and walked over to the drawer then quickly and quietly opened it. She grabbed the sharpest knife in the drawer and ran her finger across the blade very lightly, so she wouldn't cut herself, until she heard footsteps.
"Kagome, dear?"
Kagome nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard her mother's voice. She quickly put the knife away and closed the drawer.
"Yes mom?" she called back.
Her mother walked into the kitchen sleepily.
"What's wrong sweetie?"
"I couldn't sleep that's all… just a nightmare…"
"Aww…" she kissed Kagome's forehead, "You should go back to sleep now ok? I don't want you too tired for school."
Kagome nodded and walked back up to her room. She felt really uncomfortable lying back down on her bed in fear of having that dream again. Fortunately she slept very peacefully the rest of that night.
The next day.
Kagome woke up early like she did every day, early being around 7:00 and school starting at 8:00. She did all her usual morning routines then got dressed and went down stairs to find something to eat. She settled for something small so she grabbed a pear as well as her backpack then headed out the door to the horrible place called High School or to be more specific, Tama High. She was one of the first people in the class so she just sat there and waited for the day to begin. Almost 10 minutes later her best and almost only friend, Sango, walked threw the door followed by her other friend, Miroku. Sango and Miroku sat by her like they normally did in homeroom.
"What's wrong, Kagome?" Sango asked worriedly.
"I'm having those dreams again…" she answered with her head down.
Miroku rubbed her back in a non-perverted way and she looked over and smiled at him.
"It's okay… really it is…"
Eventually the class began to fill up and of course it got louder. Kagome, Sango, and Miroku just chatted along as well.
"Okay class settle down!" the teacher yelled, clapping her hands. "Now… Today 7-"
She was cut off by the door opening and an inu-hanyou (A/N: To lazy to describe… besides you know what he looks like…) walking into the room.
"Glad you could make it Inuyasha… Now as I was saying 7 teachers have taken off today due to a stomach virus. So since they're aren't enough substitutes the students will stay in their homerooms and some classes will combine. Luckily, you guys aren't."
The whole class cheered. Inuyasha took this time to sit down.
"Ok guys quiet now…" Ms. Kaname talked about the schedule but Inuyasha wasn't listening.
"What's wrong Yash?" Miroku asked his best friend.
"Kikyo… I caught her cheating on me yesterday…"
"What!"
Flashback
Inuyasha's father told him that he and his brother were to work at his company. On Inuyasha's first day it was horrible. The next day was bad too. Third day… well that one was ok. On the fifth day Inuyasha showed up and he secretary was absent so he had a replacement.
"Ms. Tokoru? Could you have someone get me a coffee please? Sugar no cream. Thanks."
She didn't like her job at all but she needed the money. So she grudgingly got up and walked to the break room. Anyone could tell she didn't like Inuyasha except, of course, his father. So she decided to show him how much she hated his son. She made his coffee just like he had asked. She put the lid on as well as a straw in it and walked backed to his office smirking. She knocked once, then twice until she heard a muffled 'Come in…'
She walked over to him and her smirk disappeared as she pour the hot coffee all over his lap.
"WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!"
She smirked once more.
"GET THE FUCK OUT. NOW!"
She did as she was told smiling all the way.
Inuyasha spent almost an hour trying to wipe the stain dry when his father burst into his office.
"INUYASHA! YOU DIPSHIT! WHY DID YOU FIRE HER!"
"She poured coffee on me…" he said as if it were the simplest thing in the world.
"I have an idea. How about I fire YOU! Leave Inuyasha!" his father shouted.
Inuyasha did as he was told and drove back to the mansion he lived in only to find out his mother already knew. She babied him for a very long time until he just felt really tired. He didn't want to sleep there in case his dad came home while he was sleep so he went to the hotel he kept.
In front of the door he heard moans and groans coming from inside. He opened the door to see his girlfriend straddling some guy's waist with his hands on her hips. Inuyasha took deep breaths while his girlfriend got off the guy and wrapped the sheets around her like a towel.
"Inu-baby wait-"
"Don't 'Inu-baby' me, you gold-digging whore! I've had enough of this. IT'S OVER!"
He stormed out of the room and out the hotel. He did the only thing he could think of… he ran. For hours. Never once feeling tired. His anger was fueling him the whole time.
End Flashback
"And there you have it…" Inuyasha finished.
"Wow… I… just wow…" Miroku stuttered, taken aback by the horrible day he had yesterday, "So you're officially over, you and her?"
Inuyasha chuckled.
"Yup… Back to my old playboy ways, ne?"
It was Miroku's turn to chuckle.
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