Chapter 2

Sam laying in his arms almost to the point of tears with a lot more on her mind other than sex. Looking up at Luka brought delight to her but also pain and sorrow. Starting to cry now a little not sure what to do or say. She keeps looking over at the table with an open letter from the prison where Steve was at.

Luka holding her close and looks in the direction of where her eyes keep drifting towards. "Whats going on,Sam? Are you ok? How about Alex?"

Sam gazing up at him and wipes her face. " I got a letter from the jail that Steve was at today." More tears streaming down her face like a rapid river.

"Was at? Like as in past tense. Like not there anymore!" He looks at her trying to comfort her.

"I just cant tell Alex I can't I just can't….." She is cut of by Luka.

"Sam" He puts his fingers to her lips stopping her from continuing on. "What cant you tell Alex?"

"He..He.. ki..ki..killed and raped a woman in Boston…." She softly admitted with tears plowing down her cheeks. "I never knew he could do soo much damage to some one. They just.. notified me that.. umm.. well" Tears start to pour down her cheeks even faster and more of them"

He strokes her blonde hair trying to calm her down from her hysterical sobbing. " Sam, Hunny wat did they tell u?"

"He's being put under the the.. death penalty.. If I didn't have Alex this wouldn't upset me but.. I just can't" She buries her head quickly into his chest and crys. "I just cant get over the fact some poor woman had to go through the same thing I did because i just couldn't just couldn't.." She cant say it she just cant. She feels terrible that she didn't tell anyone sooner that he raped her.

Luka wide eyed. He never knew that he raped her. " Why didn't you tell me , Sam?" He states as he strokes her hair and kisses her head. He couldn't let go now that he knew he felt like he needed to never let go of her to protect her from everything and everyone. Luka knew that now she must be really vulnerable and need comfort and warmth and stabability . "I love you" As he holds her close hoping that he didn't turn her off by saying he loved her right now. Hoping she didn't think he just said that to make her feel better because he didn't he truly ment it and cared about her wants and needs.

Sam looks up a little bit stunned. "I couldn't tell you. I thought you would hate me." She states quietly. "I Love you too. That's why I didn't want to tell you and loose you. " She gently puts her head down on his chest and shuts her eyes trying to get the pictures,the sounds, the memories of that terrible night outta her head she just wanted to kill her past, forget everything and never have to look back on it. " After he got what he wanted once he wouldn't stop asking and if I would say No he would use force. And of course that didn't help the pregnancy much it just made everything a lot more painful and scary knowing as soon as I got home if I didn't do it the way he wanted It would happen all over again." She randomly blurts out. "That's why I am scared when I first come into a relationship I have been violated so many times I don't want that happening again."

Luka took everything she just said into deep thought and concentration. "I would never do anything to hurt you Sam. I want you to know that I am not that kind of guy. " He thinks how can any guy do that to a teenage girl? All he could keep thinking as he held her was what a bastard. Luka strokes her hair and kisses her head. " How about we change the subject ok…. " He admits softly in her ear.

Sam shakes her head apparently ready for a change of pace. She innocently looks up at him and kisses him.

With there tongues battling a beautiful war of passion, Luka rubs her back gently wanting to make a move but after hearing what she said about Steve doesn't want her to feel pressured. Sam pulls away gently and quickly. "I have a better place for this" Sam smiles and stands up leading Luka into her bedroom.. wait no her bed. Luka laying on her bed like a helpless puppy with her pinning him down on the bed and quickly starts to kiss her with a passion that he hasn't used in a long time. It was the sure fire ticket to her to be the next big thing in his heart. Suddenly clothes go flying acrossed the room. Suddenly this war was getting into the biggest war since world war 2 . Sam laying there outta breath ending up underneath now."I love you Luka." She softly and roughly admits . Luka feeling as though he hasn't had such a work out in years. "I love you too." He says completely outta breath and gently places himself down beside her on the bed and looks at her.

Sam laying there gazing at him with her big brown eyes."wow" She states smiling with a brilliant smile acrossed her face. "I cant believe we just did that."

Luka's arms now rapped tight around her with her warm naked body touching his." I cant believe we did either." Luka kisses her head. "I know I said this already but I love you,a lot. "