Chapter 4

Luka gently shakes Sam's arm at 5:30 am the next morning since they have work.Sam sleepily looks up at Luka and lips 'morning'. Luka strokes her hair and kisses her head. Sam smiles and slides off his lap because she fell asleep with her head on his chest and some how ended up laying pretty much on top of him.

"How did you sleep?" Luka softly asks.

"Okay, I guess" Sam admits as she sits up.

"What's going on, Sam?"

Sam just looks at him not answering. She wasn't not answering because she didn't want him knowing she was scared to tell him. Sam bites her lip.

"Nothing."

That is all Sam could get out. She just couldn't tell him. Luka knowing something is going on and just holds her close observing that she obviously needs comfort. Sam shuts her eyes and just lays there in his arms loving it. She hopes that she could just lay there all day.

"I'm pregnant." Softly Sam admits with tears streaming down her face. She bites down hard on her lip waiting for his harsh reaction. Well, what she thinks is going to be a harsh reaction.

Luka kisses her head holding her close not sure what to say but doesn't want to hurt her. He acts supportively as he turns her tiny body towards his and kisses her.

"Is this what you didn't want to tell me last night? Is this why you went out with Neela?" He sweetly questions.

Sam just shakes her head up and down worried. She thinks 'what will he do next'. Sam trying to avoid eye contact slides her arms around his neck and puts her head on his shoulder for comfort.

"Are you mad? Do you still love me?" Sam knows it was a stupid question and if he wasn't mad at her for being pregnant he would be about her asking if he still loves her.

"OF COURSE NOT. I WOULD NEVER BE MAD AT YOU OVER CARRING MY CHILD AND I SURE AS HELL STILL LOVE YOU." Luka gets a little uppidy.

Sam puts her head into his chest and just crys. She was scared before it eased her to know he still loved her but it scared her. She never saw him so angry. Luka stroking her hair holding her close.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have yelled at you. It took a lot of courage to tell me that." Luka softly whispers in her ear.

Luka gently kisses her neck and tilts her head up to look at him. Sam kisses his lips not a real passionate kiss but it was a kiss it showed true affection.

"I love you." Sam says not able to say much else.

After this 'touching ' moment Alex comes out of his room. Sam quickly wipes her eyes and straightens her shirt. Sam thinks 'ok now put personal issues aside time to be a mom again prove to your self u can do this'.

"Morning" She perkily says to her son.

"good morning mom, Luka." Alex says with a yawn as he pulls the coco pebbles outta the cabinet and pours him self a bowl with some milk.

"Would you like something to drink?" Sam questions.

"No if you stir the cereal enough it makes the milk in the bowl all chocolaty and I will drink that." He states forwardly with a slight laugh.

"Okay." Sam smiles. "When your done go get dressed and brush your teeth then me and Luka will take you to school."
"Mom" He smiles with cereal in his mouth and swallows. " It would be Luka and I." He says laughing.

Sam smiles and looks back at Luka. Luka lips to her reassuringly 'It'll be fine'. Sam smiles and lips 'Thanks, I love you'. Luka lips back 'I love you too'.

"What will be fine?" Alex asks.

"Oh nothing just I have a long day a head of me." Sam looks at Luka. "I have to fill in for Gallant he is out of town for umm.. work…" She looks over at Luka and bites her lip.

"Oooooookkkk, If you say so… " Alex says as he gets up and puts his bowl in the sink. He walks into his room and gets ready for school.

As soon as Alex was in his room, Luka's arms were quickly around Sam's waist and kissing her neck. Sam giggles and looks back at him with a smiles and a couple tears in her eyes. Luka quickly wipes them away.

"What did I tell you about that?" He says as he smiles.

"Nothing." Sam laughs.

"Okay well then I ment too. No crying ok… I am here for you there is no reason to cry over this ok?" He quickly says.

"Okay. Sometimes I just cant help it though." Sam says as she bites her lip.

Luka kisses her head. Sam smiles.

"This is going to be a lonnnngg day." Sam admits softly. "DDDadddddyy do I need to go to work….. please write me a note." Sam giggles as she says that.

"I like the sound of that." He picks Sam up and spins her around. "I love you."