She looked at the phone wishing that it would ring. Or could be the person that she had been waiting for.
She had picked up the phone countless times, but each time she lost her courage before the number was dialed
She missed him more than she ever thought possible. She missed his phone call, she missed his presence. She missed his touch and she missed his kisses. Most of all she missed him.
She never felt this lost without the others. She had loved the other two before she knew exactly what love was. She had loved them the best that she knew how then. Now she loved like her heart was on fire. She needed him like the air she breathed.
She knew that it would stop hurting in time. She would get over it, get over him.
But that is not what she wanted. She didn't want to get over him; she wanted to be with him.
She looked at the phone again. She seemed to be pulled towards it. She picked up the phone and watched as her fingers dialed the number. Then without thinking or maybe with only one thought in her head she ended the called before it was answered.
She couldn't do it over the phone. All that she needed to say, the things that she needed to see couldn't be done over the phone. She needed to see him. She needed to see him now.
She grabbed her coat and keys and walked out the door. It was a short walk to the campus. She would hopefully be able to think about what she wanted to say on the walk. It didn't matter to her right then, all that mattered was him.
As she walked in through the front gates of Yale, she saw him walking towards her.