Revised: 2 May 2006
Date: 10 January 2006
Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh
Type fic: one-shot, short drabble
Warnings: Angst in abundance, OOCness, implied character death. You have been warned!
Disclaimer: (coughs) Do you notice the nametag indicating Takahashi-sama on me somewhere? No? Good.
"Giving up"
Written by: XvX ChaosMagicianGirlXvX
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Death is a feat so easily accomplished
It takes true courage to live
However, sometimes courage just isn't enough…
©ChaosMagicianGirl
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I promised you I would always be there for you Mokuba. But I…even I have a certain limit as to what I can take.
You always praise and envy me because of my strong will.
To be honest, it's the only thing that has ever kept me going, you included, if only to prove that I would not let anything break me.
I surround myself with pain, because it's a constant companion, something I'm familiar with.
Everything positive simply enrages me, makes me livid, although I keep my anger firmly in check.
A deceitful lie is such an easy concept to portray…
Love…Friendship ..Light…Goodness…Compassion..
It was never intended for me.
Instead..
Deceit - Betrayal –Hate – Pain and Anger found me.
Yes, life can be god damn unfair! And I should know! I've experienced it!
Some people run away from it, finding 'salvation' in death.
I value it as cowardice of the grandest kind…
I always prided myself on being the ultimate survivor. I faced every hardship by ploughing right through it, refusing to let itbreak me.
But, in the end, I guess all I am is a coward. Because I gave up on trying.
The raging dragon is no more…
So let the burning flame of defiance be extinguished by my own hand.
This isn't a goodbye really, because I already committed 'suicide' by giving up on the courage it takes to live.
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A/N
: scratches head: What is it with me writing dark and angsty ficcies lately? Hmm, these fics are really doing nothing but bringing me in a gloomy mood. Meh, whatever!
If you feel like strangling me because I pretty much 'killed' off Setie pooh here, be my guest. I can't blame you if you do. :wicked grin:
Anywho, leave a 'nice' comment and tell me what you think, okay? Constructive criticism is appreciated and encouraged. Flames will merely be laughed at ..HARD, andare then shipped off to be disembowelled by my "lovely" friend Mr. PaperShredder!
CMG, signing out!