Stupid.

Yeah that would be me.

Love.

It was staring me right in the face,

but I felt helpless.

I needed to be sure that my feelings for her were real.

Who knew this ass could fall in love?

Stupid.

What did I do?

It all comes flooding back to me now,

look what I ruined.

The smiles,

the kisses,

the eyelashes,

and the wishes.

She was my future,

my life.

Stupid.

She hates me,

who could blame her,

I would hate me,

I do hate me,

I can't stand me,

but I love her.

She makes me feel,

well nobody has ever made me feel free.

In her arms I can be carefree.

Love struck me upside the head,

literally.

Stupid.

I wish I could fix this mess,

I want to fix this mess,

but can it possibly be fixed?

Does it even want to be fixed?

I want it so badly,

I can taste her kisses,

he love,

her tears.

I can see her smile,

those eyes,

and that beautiful finess.

Stupid.

That I was,

but now I want to change it.

"Stupid is as Stupid does."

Yeah Forrest,

you were right,

but it's time for me to quite my streak of stupidity,

and move on to a life of love,

happiness,

Izze.

She's my world.