Chapter Eight- Trapped in song
"Hey A, what's the matter?" His friend Matt Thomas asked when Adrian walked into their apartment.
"I just was hit by this... girl" Adrian said, "Said she was famous, then gave me these CDs"
Matt took the CDs out of his hand.
"Shit A. Virginia, the Virginia Black hit you?" Matt asked.
"How do you know who she is?" Adrian asked.
"If you'd watch TV or listen to the radio once in awhile. You'd see her or hear her songs. She's huge, bigger than Britney Spears ever was" Matt told him.
"Britney? That girl you have all over your walls?" Adrian asked.
"Your hopeless man" Matt said.
"Is she any good?" Adrian asked.
Matt put one of the CDs in his CD player.
"Listen for yourself. I have to go to work," Matt said as he left.
A song came on the brought tears to Adrian's deep blue eyes.
"I cannot help it
I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on? 'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do 'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you And I feel you holding me Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved And I feel you holding me Oh, oh
And when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone And I'd rather be in love
Yes, I'd rather be in love
Oh I'd rather be in love with you And I feel you holding me, oh."
Number two was a very angst song called 'Going Under'
"Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe I'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
so go on and scream
scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under"
Number Three, 'My Immortal', hit him hard.
"I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
[chorus]
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating life
now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
[chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[chorus]"
Number 4 was a song called 'Here With Me'
"It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please? I never will forget that look upon your face
How you turned away and left without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me."
Number 5 was 'You Learn'
"I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at anytime Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
Wear it out (like a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
You grieve you learn You choke you learn You laugh you learn You choose you learn You pray you learn You ask you learn You live you learn"
Number 6 was 'All You Wanted'
"I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes I'd take you away If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone."
Number 7 was 'Taking over Me'.
"You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
have you forgotten all I know
and all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
if I look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over"
Number 8, 'Goodbye to You', came on and actually made him cry.
"Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said, Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
you were the one I loved
the one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
you were the one I loved
the one thing that I tried to hold on to And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star."
'I wonder if she was in love with me' Adrian thought, about the girl he loved back at Phoenix.
The next song that came on was called, 'More to Life', it was peppier.
"Yeah yeah...oh...oh....
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived.
I go up, I come down, and I'm emptier inside.
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
and why can't I let it go?
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more...
than wanting more.
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment, I'm halfway out the door.
On to the next thing, I'm searching
for something that's missing.
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more...
I'm wanting more.
I'm always waiting on something other than this.
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed?
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more...
than wanting more.
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure...
(There's gotta be more) More...ooh yeah..
(More) More to
(To) More to
(Life) More to life...(yeah)
(There' s got be more to life) More to
More to life...
(More) More to
(To) More to
(Life...yeah) There's gotta be more...
(There's gotta be more to life)Oooh...
More to life..."
Number 10 was 'Hand in My pocket', which he didn't really care for, so he skipped it.
Number 11 was called, 'I Wanna Love You Forever'
"You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees Chorus:
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever Verse:
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fail
Be at the mercy of a man,
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are Chorus Bridge:
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits
Let's take this now before it's gone
like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me..I'm gonna Love Chorus"
Number 12 said, "Dedicated to D.M." It was called, 'Head over Feet'
"I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met You're my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before I've never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault"
Next was a sweet song called 'Somebody's Somebody'.
"Watchin' lovers walkin' Hand in hand they pass me by Wish i was one of them Wish I had somebody Wakin' up beside me Looking into my eyes at night I want a love to call my own I want someone that I can hold I want someone wanting me Wanna feel how it feels to be
Chorus: Somebody's somebody Someone's someone Some sweet lover's lover I wanna be that one Someone faithful to someone faithful Someone kind to someone kind to me Somebody to somebody who loves me
Spending all of my time Spending all my time on me Where is that someone who I can give my time to Searching for that lover With the love that will change my life I want two arms to hold me close I want the thing I need most Somebody needing me So I can feel how it feels to be
Chorus
What I'm looking for Is someone to love me more Than I've ever been loved before With love so right What I need to find Is someone to hold me tight What I mean is I want to be
Chorus"
Number 14 was a song that he heard on the radio, one of the rare times he listened to it. It was called 'I believe in you'
When Adrian heard number 15, he got up and stormed into his bedroom, in tears.
"wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
And keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
Oh, you've made me trust Because I've never felt like this before
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked
Around you
And it feels so right I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself and let the
Covers fall away
I guess I never had someone like you
To help me, to help me fit
In my skin I never felt like this before
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked
Around you
And it feels so right I'm naked
Oh oh yeah
Does it show?
Yeah, I'm naked
Oh oh, yeah yeah I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna see right through, baby
I'd like to thank my reviewers
AtwistedAngel13- for both my stories
Kodibear
And Calla-forevera, my faithful reader, thank you and so you know, things will get clearer soon. Can't say anything else (
"Hey A, what's the matter?" His friend Matt Thomas asked when Adrian walked into their apartment.
"I just was hit by this... girl" Adrian said, "Said she was famous, then gave me these CDs"
Matt took the CDs out of his hand.
"Shit A. Virginia, the Virginia Black hit you?" Matt asked.
"How do you know who she is?" Adrian asked.
"If you'd watch TV or listen to the radio once in awhile. You'd see her or hear her songs. She's huge, bigger than Britney Spears ever was" Matt told him.
"Britney? That girl you have all over your walls?" Adrian asked.
"Your hopeless man" Matt said.
"Is she any good?" Adrian asked.
Matt put one of the CDs in his CD player.
"Listen for yourself. I have to go to work," Matt said as he left.
A song came on the brought tears to Adrian's deep blue eyes.
"I cannot help it
I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on? 'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do 'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you And I feel you holding me Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved And I feel you holding me Oh, oh
And when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone And I'd rather be in love
Yes, I'd rather be in love
Oh I'd rather be in love with you And I feel you holding me, oh."
Number two was a very angst song called 'Going Under'
"Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe I'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
so go on and scream
scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under"
Number Three, 'My Immortal', hit him hard.
"I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
[chorus]
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating life
now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
[chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[chorus]"
Number 4 was a song called 'Here With Me'
"It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please? I never will forget that look upon your face
How you turned away and left without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me."
Number 5 was 'You Learn'
"I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at anytime Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
Wear it out (like a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn
You grieve you learn You choke you learn You laugh you learn You choose you learn You pray you learn You ask you learn You live you learn"
Number 6 was 'All You Wanted'
"I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes I'd take you away If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone."
Number 7 was 'Taking over Me'.
"You don't remember me but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
have you forgotten all I know
and all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then
I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
I look in the mirror and see your face
if I look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over"
Number 8, 'Goodbye to You', came on and actually made him cry.
"Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said, Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
you were the one I loved
the one thing that I tried to hold on to I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
you were the one I loved
the one thing that I tried to hold on to And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star."
'I wonder if she was in love with me' Adrian thought, about the girl he loved back at Phoenix.
The next song that came on was called, 'More to Life', it was peppier.
"Yeah yeah...oh...oh....
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived.
I go up, I come down, and I'm emptier inside.
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
and why can't I let it go?
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more...
than wanting more.
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment, I'm halfway out the door.
On to the next thing, I'm searching
for something that's missing.
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more...
I'm wanting more.
I'm always waiting on something other than this.
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed?
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure.
There's gotta be more...
than wanting more.
Chorus:
There's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high
to satisfy me.
Cuz the more that I'm
trippin' up thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure...
(There's gotta be more) More...ooh yeah..
(More) More to
(To) More to
(Life) More to life...(yeah)
(There' s got be more to life) More to
More to life...
(More) More to
(To) More to
(Life...yeah) There's gotta be more...
(There's gotta be more to life)Oooh...
More to life..."
Number 10 was 'Hand in My pocket', which he didn't really care for, so he skipped it.
Number 11 was called, 'I Wanna Love You Forever'
"You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees Chorus:
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever Verse:
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fail
Be at the mercy of a man,
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are Chorus Bridge:
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits
Let's take this now before it's gone
like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me..I'm gonna Love Chorus"
Number 12 said, "Dedicated to D.M." It was called, 'Head over Feet'
"I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met You're my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before I've never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault"
Next was a sweet song called 'Somebody's Somebody'.
"Watchin' lovers walkin' Hand in hand they pass me by Wish i was one of them Wish I had somebody Wakin' up beside me Looking into my eyes at night I want a love to call my own I want someone that I can hold I want someone wanting me Wanna feel how it feels to be
Chorus: Somebody's somebody Someone's someone Some sweet lover's lover I wanna be that one Someone faithful to someone faithful Someone kind to someone kind to me Somebody to somebody who loves me
Spending all of my time Spending all my time on me Where is that someone who I can give my time to Searching for that lover With the love that will change my life I want two arms to hold me close I want the thing I need most Somebody needing me So I can feel how it feels to be
Chorus
What I'm looking for Is someone to love me more Than I've ever been loved before With love so right What I need to find Is someone to hold me tight What I mean is I want to be
Chorus"
Number 14 was a song that he heard on the radio, one of the rare times he listened to it. It was called 'I believe in you'
When Adrian heard number 15, he got up and stormed into his bedroom, in tears.
"wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes But then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
And keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
Oh, you've made me trust Because I've never felt like this before
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked
Around you
And it feels so right I'm trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself and let the
Covers fall away
I guess I never had someone like you
To help me, to help me fit
In my skin I never felt like this before
I'm naked
Around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked
Around you
And it feels so right I'm naked
Oh oh yeah
Does it show?
Yeah, I'm naked
Oh oh, yeah yeah I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna see right through, baby
I'd like to thank my reviewers
AtwistedAngel13- for both my stories
Kodibear
And Calla-forevera, my faithful reader, thank you and so you know, things will get clearer soon. Can't say anything else (