Same thing, I don't own Sailor Moon or any of the characters. It's still at the top of my birthday list though.
Tenou Haruka's Journal
Entries 11-15
December 22
The race went well, I finished third again. If I keep up this pace, I'll have my first vistory in no time. My coach is still impressed with my performance. He's wondering how come he hadn't noticed my talent before. He's weird.
I'm growing impatient for the concert. I'm thinking about trying to meet Michiru. I doubt I'll be able to. You never know, with the way my luck's been going, I'll get to see her. Face-to-face.
I don't get why I feel so down and hateful toward myself. I don't want to hurt myself, I'm just negative.
*Haruka*
December 29
Tomorrow's the concert. I get to see Kaiou Michiru in person. And hear her beautiful music. I don't even know why I bother with her. She doesn't like girls, she's popular, popular people are always strait. God, I'm glad I go to my counselor on the 31st. I need to talk to her. And let everything out. Tell her about Michiru and how I'm getting down again. Maybe she'll prescribe something to me. I'll have to ask.
*Haruka*
December 31
I talked with Michiru. She said that she saw me that night in the restaurant. We talked for a little while. She gave me her number. I'll have to call her sometime, to get to know her, maybe a friendship could form out of this.
I don't know if she knows I'm a tomboy. She probably thinks I'm a guy. Oh well, I'll tell her sometime soon. I guess a friendship is worth it and better then nothing. I have to go and sleep. Well not really sleep, but...oh it's New Year's Eve and I'm going out for a while.
*Haruka*
January 2
I can't believe what I did tonight. I actually went through some old pictures. Of myself and old girlfriends. I can't believe how unhappy they seemed in each of the pictures. I know I loved them and I assumed that they loved me. I guess after starring at my most recent break-up that none of them were happy with me.
Back home, I didn't have a whole lot of friends. I was alone most of the time. I was rejected because I was a girl that dressed like a guy and liked girls. I couldn't seem to win.
Michiru saw some of my pictures. We had lunch together today and I invited her over. She saw the one I had of me with my arms around the neck of an ex-girlfriend. Nothing would have been wrong with it, except we were at the pool in our bathing suits. I saw the expression on her face and decided to clear up her thoughts with the answer. That I'm a girl, and that I'm homosexual. My heart caught in my throat, "It's ok, I'm a lesbian too." she said to me. I could only smile at her. When she left, I did all I could do to keep from celebrating.
*Haruka*
January 4
I didn't write yesterday because I had a race. I finished third, yet again. Not bad after having a tenth place starting position. I'm lucky. First off, to be so good at racing. then second off, to be friends of the popular Kaiou Michiru. Things are going much better then before I moved here. I'm so happy. So is my counselor. She's happy for me about Michiru and my success racing. Have to go. Metting Michiru.
*Haruka*
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Ok I said these would be longer, and well...they were, I just don't seem to have a whole lot of time to write, so just be patient with me. Keep the reviews coming, any ideas for further entries will be highly welcome.
*Haruka-Chan*
Tenou Haruka's Journal
Entries 11-15
December 22
The race went well, I finished third again. If I keep up this pace, I'll have my first vistory in no time. My coach is still impressed with my performance. He's wondering how come he hadn't noticed my talent before. He's weird.
I'm growing impatient for the concert. I'm thinking about trying to meet Michiru. I doubt I'll be able to. You never know, with the way my luck's been going, I'll get to see her. Face-to-face.
I don't get why I feel so down and hateful toward myself. I don't want to hurt myself, I'm just negative.
*Haruka*
December 29
Tomorrow's the concert. I get to see Kaiou Michiru in person. And hear her beautiful music. I don't even know why I bother with her. She doesn't like girls, she's popular, popular people are always strait. God, I'm glad I go to my counselor on the 31st. I need to talk to her. And let everything out. Tell her about Michiru and how I'm getting down again. Maybe she'll prescribe something to me. I'll have to ask.
*Haruka*
December 31
I talked with Michiru. She said that she saw me that night in the restaurant. We talked for a little while. She gave me her number. I'll have to call her sometime, to get to know her, maybe a friendship could form out of this.
I don't know if she knows I'm a tomboy. She probably thinks I'm a guy. Oh well, I'll tell her sometime soon. I guess a friendship is worth it and better then nothing. I have to go and sleep. Well not really sleep, but...oh it's New Year's Eve and I'm going out for a while.
*Haruka*
January 2
I can't believe what I did tonight. I actually went through some old pictures. Of myself and old girlfriends. I can't believe how unhappy they seemed in each of the pictures. I know I loved them and I assumed that they loved me. I guess after starring at my most recent break-up that none of them were happy with me.
Back home, I didn't have a whole lot of friends. I was alone most of the time. I was rejected because I was a girl that dressed like a guy and liked girls. I couldn't seem to win.
Michiru saw some of my pictures. We had lunch together today and I invited her over. She saw the one I had of me with my arms around the neck of an ex-girlfriend. Nothing would have been wrong with it, except we were at the pool in our bathing suits. I saw the expression on her face and decided to clear up her thoughts with the answer. That I'm a girl, and that I'm homosexual. My heart caught in my throat, "It's ok, I'm a lesbian too." she said to me. I could only smile at her. When she left, I did all I could do to keep from celebrating.
*Haruka*
January 4
I didn't write yesterday because I had a race. I finished third, yet again. Not bad after having a tenth place starting position. I'm lucky. First off, to be so good at racing. then second off, to be friends of the popular Kaiou Michiru. Things are going much better then before I moved here. I'm so happy. So is my counselor. She's happy for me about Michiru and my success racing. Have to go. Metting Michiru.
*Haruka*
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Ok I said these would be longer, and well...they were, I just don't seem to have a whole lot of time to write, so just be patient with me. Keep the reviews coming, any ideas for further entries will be highly welcome.
*Haruka-Chan*