"You know you don't have to be like this, walk away from the window Selene." Michael said worriedly.

"Why? I have nothing to live for." Selene said in the same cold voice.

"You can live for yourself, for those who care about you like me. Please Selene don't do this I love you. I want to spend eternity with you, I'll do anything you want me to if you walk away from that window and try not to kill yourself ever. Please Selene I'm begging you." Michael said while walking towards her in just in case she decided to actually open those blinds.

"Michael, My nieces were butchered by Viktor and I've been living a lie all my life. I don't think I could finish living my life like this. I really don't, I'm cold inside and outside. I killed whom I saw as my father, who I later found out killed my entire family. Then tried to kill the person I care about the most. I don't know what to think anymore, I don't see the meaning of life. To run constantly from Markus, and the other Elders. Plus Markus is a hybrid just like you; you two could start a new species. You could get any mate that you wanted, you have a future I do not." Selene said with tears flowing down her face.

"What if I want my mate to be you? What then?" Michael said as he came up behind her and grabbed her waist and pulled her to him.

"Why me Michael? Why would you want me to be your mate? You would always have to worry about me, and I don't want to be a burden to anyone especially you." Selene said quietly as she turned around to hold Michael because everything started to confuse her. 'I don't know what to do anymore. I have no clue what I'm feeling right now. Other than hurt and contempt and an emotion that is alien to me. I have no clue what it is.' Michael and Selene walked out of the bedroom and headed down to the basement where Michael started kissing Selene gently. Selene, just let him kiss the tears away, and let him kiss her too, she even kissed him back.

"Michael, I'm tired I should go to sleep." Selene said while pulling away from him to go to the corner where her coat was and Michael followed her with the blanket and put it over themselves to keep warm.