Tenou Haruka's Journal
Entries 26-30
January 15
I've been practicing like mad, trying to memorize all the music. Michi doesn't like to have the unsightly presence of sheet music on the piano, so I've got to memorize all the music. God this sucks.
My eyes hurt from reading over the same damn notes all the time. The concert's in 5 days...I don't know if I'll be able to make it.
Michi's been driving my emotions up the wall and across the ceiling. Her and I are sharing the same bed. She cuddles up to me every single night, she doesn't realize how much that drives me mad. She knows I love her, but she doesn't know how much I can't control my emotions.
Dear Haruka,
I've noticed the way you've been avoiding a lot of contact with me. Like when I hug you, you barely hug back. I was just wondering what's going on with you? Is it something that I've done to upset you? If so, please tell me what it was so I can fix it.
I'm sorry that I'm always leaving you letters in your journal, I know you may not trust me with writing in here. But the thing is, I'm afraid to say this stuff to you, face-to-face. I don't know why I don't have that type of courage to do that yet. Maybe one day, I'll be able to sit down and tell you all the things on my mind. But not quite yet, so I leave you these instead.
Love,
Michi
January 17
Ok, this women snoops too much, I had this hidden in my bed side table, and she still wrote me a note.
Anyway, the concert's in 3 more days. I've got all the music down, finally...that took way to long to learn, but Michi's happy with me, and she's glad that she found me to play for her.
My 21st birthday is in 10 days. Michi doesn't know yet, but I've got a feeling she'll realize something's up when I start getting really excited. Well, come to think about it, I don't even know when Michi's is...uh oh...I guess I had better find that out before it comes around and she gets upset with me for 'not remembering' when I never knew to begin with.
I talked with Michi about what she said, and I explained how I felt when we share a bed at night, and how I've got problems controling myself. She understood completely. We're still sharing the same bed, but she's not cuddled up to me anymore. And I thanked her greatly for that.
*Haruka*
January 18
The concert's in 2 days, my birthday's in 9 days. I'm already starting to get anxious for it. I'm gonna be out all night partying with Michi. Buying her drinks, buying myself drinks, dancing and coming home and crashing on the floor probably. Because we'll be so drunk off our asses it'll be unreal.
I'm already planning everything out, there's this new club downtown, it just opened up last week, and you've got to be 20 to get in. I'm just waiting till I turn 21 and go.
Ahhhhh!! Michi's coming in, it's time for us to rest, see ya.
*Haruka*
January 19
Tomorrow-concert 8 days-birthday I'm liking this a whole lot. I'm anxious about my birthday, yet I'm nervous about the concert, I know that it makes absolutely no sence at all, but that's just who I am, and how I act. I can't help it. I told Michi that the reason I was acting like I was wired all the time is cuz I'm going to be 21 soon. She told me she'd have a surprise for me that night, I can only imagine. And she told me her birthday's March 6th, and that she'll also be 21. This is cool, well it's late, Michi's already asleep and the concert's tomorrow. Night...
*Haruka*
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I know it's been a while since I've updated this story, but I've been busy with other things, sorry about it though, I'll try to update more often. I promise.
See ya on the flip side.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feb.12th I'M 16!!!!!!!!!!
Entries 26-30
January 15
I've been practicing like mad, trying to memorize all the music. Michi doesn't like to have the unsightly presence of sheet music on the piano, so I've got to memorize all the music. God this sucks.
My eyes hurt from reading over the same damn notes all the time. The concert's in 5 days...I don't know if I'll be able to make it.
Michi's been driving my emotions up the wall and across the ceiling. Her and I are sharing the same bed. She cuddles up to me every single night, she doesn't realize how much that drives me mad. She knows I love her, but she doesn't know how much I can't control my emotions.
Dear Haruka,
I've noticed the way you've been avoiding a lot of contact with me. Like when I hug you, you barely hug back. I was just wondering what's going on with you? Is it something that I've done to upset you? If so, please tell me what it was so I can fix it.
I'm sorry that I'm always leaving you letters in your journal, I know you may not trust me with writing in here. But the thing is, I'm afraid to say this stuff to you, face-to-face. I don't know why I don't have that type of courage to do that yet. Maybe one day, I'll be able to sit down and tell you all the things on my mind. But not quite yet, so I leave you these instead.
Love,
Michi
January 17
Ok, this women snoops too much, I had this hidden in my bed side table, and she still wrote me a note.
Anyway, the concert's in 3 more days. I've got all the music down, finally...that took way to long to learn, but Michi's happy with me, and she's glad that she found me to play for her.
My 21st birthday is in 10 days. Michi doesn't know yet, but I've got a feeling she'll realize something's up when I start getting really excited. Well, come to think about it, I don't even know when Michi's is...uh oh...I guess I had better find that out before it comes around and she gets upset with me for 'not remembering' when I never knew to begin with.
I talked with Michi about what she said, and I explained how I felt when we share a bed at night, and how I've got problems controling myself. She understood completely. We're still sharing the same bed, but she's not cuddled up to me anymore. And I thanked her greatly for that.
*Haruka*
January 18
The concert's in 2 days, my birthday's in 9 days. I'm already starting to get anxious for it. I'm gonna be out all night partying with Michi. Buying her drinks, buying myself drinks, dancing and coming home and crashing on the floor probably. Because we'll be so drunk off our asses it'll be unreal.
I'm already planning everything out, there's this new club downtown, it just opened up last week, and you've got to be 20 to get in. I'm just waiting till I turn 21 and go.
Ahhhhh!! Michi's coming in, it's time for us to rest, see ya.
*Haruka*
January 19
Tomorrow-concert 8 days-birthday I'm liking this a whole lot. I'm anxious about my birthday, yet I'm nervous about the concert, I know that it makes absolutely no sence at all, but that's just who I am, and how I act. I can't help it. I told Michi that the reason I was acting like I was wired all the time is cuz I'm going to be 21 soon. She told me she'd have a surprise for me that night, I can only imagine. And she told me her birthday's March 6th, and that she'll also be 21. This is cool, well it's late, Michi's already asleep and the concert's tomorrow. Night...
*Haruka*
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I know it's been a while since I've updated this story, but I've been busy with other things, sorry about it though, I'll try to update more often. I promise.
See ya on the flip side.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feb.12th I'M 16!!!!!!!!!!