Hello everyone! I'm back with the second chapter and am currently on a roll! XD Good huh? Be warned the dream in this on is more of a lime, but those who want a lemon don't fear! You'll get one soon enough! Enjoy!
Kuwabara: WTF! Oo -Faints-
Hiei: -glares at Kuwa's body- Baka...Hn Jade, you're so dead...
Me: Really? -Looks- well that's funny coz I'm still breathing! XD
Hiei Glowers Baka onna! (Stupid girl)
Me: Just do the damn disclaimer!
Hiei: -Rolls eyes- Disclaimer: Jade Rotaski does not own Yu Yu Hakusho, Yoshihiro Togashi does, all Jade owns is Yu Yu Hakusho episodes on DVD.
Me: Thank you! Enjoy!
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Playing the game Chapter 2- Dream 2 and Discovery
Kuwabara yawned as his alarm went off at 7:30am, he was exhausted, ha had hardly dared to sleep last night incase he dreamt another dream like the last one. Stretching lazily, he then rummaged under his bed for his diary and his pen before he began writing in it again:
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Dear Diary
What the hell? I had the weirdest dream last night involving none other then Hiei! Can you believe it, he was- Ugh! I don't want to think about it! I still can't believe I dreamt something so strange like that :O Now I'm scared it might be some sort of premonition of the future but I really hope it aint coz If Hiei ever found out about this, he'd kill me!
I found something startling out during my dream though, Yukina is Hiei's sister! I never realized it until last night but I think that part of my dream was telling the truth, when I can pluck up the courage to look Hiei in the eye again I'll have to ask him if it's true...on his own of course, can't exactly spill it in front of Yusuke and the others, I mean, I don't know if they know...
Wait a minute why am I being so considerate towards Hiei all of a sudden? I should announce it to everyone...but then again, that isn't my style, I don't think I could do that to Hiei, even if he is an anti-social shrimp! And besides if I did that he'd probably kill me with Dragon of the darkness flame as soon as the words left my mouth!
Another thing too (Yeah this is going to be a looong entry) When I woke up from my dream Shizuru, came and asked me if I was okay, I reluctantly told her about my dream, when she picked Hiei mane out of my head and asked me what was going on. I told her about it way into the night, though I did leave out the bit about Yukina, and it was about 2 in the morning when I'd finished explaining my dream to her, you know what she did?
She bloody laughed didn't she! She found this all so amusing, I didn't find it funny and told her so, and you know what she said? Grr Turst me you dont wanna know but I could have throttled her for merely thinking it full stop!
As if I'dcared aboutthat cold-hearted demon! I mean all Hiei and me ever do whenever we talk is argue anyway! I don't know what she was thinking! I just hope I have no more freaky dreams like that...It really disturbed me...
Damn Shizuru and her big Yaoi mind! Damn it Damn it, Damn it...I can't blame her, hell I can't be angry with her for long, I know she means well but that implication really freaked me out, I must have yelled loud enough for the whole of Japan to hear! Anyway Shizuru said she couldn't help me about my dream and went back to bed.
After that of course, I didn't dare fall back asleep, I was afraid of having another one of those dreams, so I barely got a wink of sleep. I hope I have better sleep tonight, because I'm bushed! Better go it's almost 8am now, and Shizuru will want me outta bed.
Kazuma Kuwabara
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Kuwabara had just finished his diary entry and had stuffed the book back under his bed when Shizuru came in; Kuwabara lay back on the bed hastily; No one knew, not even Shizuru, that Kuwabara kept a diary and the red head wanted to keep it that way...
" Oi Kazuma! Get you're big but outta bed! You have school today!" Kuwabara yawned and rubbed his eyes before sticking his tongue out at his older sister "Alright I'm up! I'm up!" he said, pulling off the covers and walking past her to the bathroom, he washed, gelled his hair and brushed his teeth while in thought about weather he should tell Yusuke about his dream.
'Nah! I know what Yusuke would do, he'd laugh and accuse me of molesting Hiei because he looks like a little kid, then he'd blab to Kurama, who'd tell Hiei...' Kuwabara shuddered at this thought as he left the bathroom and went back to his bedroom to get changed into his school uniform. 'Yup defiantly a bad idea, Yusuke might be my best friend, but I don't think it's wise to share THIS piece of information with him' Kuwabara concluded as he went down to breakfast.
Shizuru came down after him and made some sushi Kuwabara's favorite breakfast meal, then lit up a cigarette and smoked it in the doorway of the back garden, while making sure the smoke blew out side and not in the house; Kuwabara hated it when his sister smoked while he was eating. Kuwabara munched on his sushi and wondered what his sister was thinking; she seemed to be deep in thought. Shizuru sensed Kuwabara looking at her, so the turned to her younger brother and smiled " I was just thinking about that dream you had..." Shizuru said, Kuwabara swallowed his food and glared warningly at Shizuru NOT to go there. His sister smiled and walked over to him and patted him gently on the head "Don't worry, all I was going to say is that your secret is safe with me, I wont tell anyone if anyone asks"
Kuwabara's glare softened and he smiled at Shizuru happy and very relieved "Thanks sis..." Shizuru grinned and nodded before going back to the doorway to continue smoking her cigarette "You'd better hurry or you and Yusuke will be late for school" Kuwabara noticed the time and nodded "Okay see you later Shizuru!" Kuwabara yelled as he grabbed his school bag from the hallway and went out the door.
Shizuru chuckled and sighed to herself as she finished her cigarette and watched the sun rise over the garden fence "Ah brother...you think you know everything about love, but your so clueless sometimes, you think these dreams are strange? Your wrong, they are normal, its the hearts way off telling you that something is missing, that you have a crush on Hiei, the problem is, that you just can't see it, the question is...can Hiei?' Shizuru thought for a moment before shrugging to herself, crushing the cigarette underfoot and coming back inside the house. 'Who knows only time will tell...'
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Kuwabara walked to the end of his street, half of him expected Yusuke to be there, bang on time, and the other half of him didn't; recently Yusuke hadn't been turning up to walk to school with him or had turned up late looking a little rushed; this didn't surprise Kuwabara, when he was rivals with Yusuke, the dark haired spirit detective was either never at school or always late.
But since Yusuke became a Detective, he had improved at school dramatically and went regularly, finding out that it wasn't so much of a big drag than he thought, Kuwabara thought that maybe the dark haired spirit detective was getting private teaching from Kurama...But recently...the times when Yusuke was late for meeting him had been more frequent, Yusuke kept telling him that his mom kept getting him up late, but he knew somehow, that Yusuke was lying. With a sigh Kuwabara decided to walk down to Yusuke's house, maybe he'd meet him on the way, or if he was still asleep, get him out of bed.
But when he got to the house Yusuke mom, Atsuko shook her head "Sorry Kuwabara he already left for school early" She said with a small smile, Kuwabara smiled back at her and thanked her before leaving; since Atsuko had been going to Alcoholics Anonymous, she had been a lot more sober and cheerful. And so Kuwabara went on his way to school on his own, going the way he and Yusuke usually went, which was through the park and across the market.
However when Kuwabara crossed the park this time, he heard voices, very familiar voices. "Stop it!" He heard a familiar voice cry out Kuwabara stopped he knew that voice. 'Yusuke? What the? Did he get ganged up by someone or something?' Completely forgetting that Yusuke was stronger than he was and that Yusuke was a half demon, Kuwabara ran toward where Yusuke's voice was coming from.
The red haired teen could hear whispered voices now, then he heard a yelp, and Kuwabara silently parted some bushes, fearing the worst...Only to see Kurama and Yusuke play fighting. Kuwabara's eyes widened in surprise 'what the?' Kuwabara thought, he was kind of confused at first wondering why they were fighting when they had to get to school soon.
But all was realized when Yusuke (Being the dominant one naturally XD) pinned a panting Kurama to the floor and began kissing him. Kuwabara's eyes widened in shock and stepped back from the bush only to step on a twig, snapping it in two and falling backwards from the shock of the noise, right through the bush and next to Kurama and Yusuke, who still had the panting red head pinned to the floor.
"Kuwabara?" Yusuke asked in shock, a deep red blush forming on his face at being caught out kissing one of his friends. Kuwabara groaned and sat up, then, to their surprise, turned and grinned at the two "Well I never saw this coming..." Kuwabara said Kurama and Yusuke glanced at one another before Yusuke got of Kurama and helped him up and then Yusuke helped Kuwabara up, the dark haired spirit detective not daring to meet Kuwabara eyes. "Soo... how long have you two been together...my guess is, from the fact Yusuke's been late and missing walking to school with me...I'd say about...two to three months?"
Yusuke and Kurama glanced at one another once again before Yusuke nodded his blush if possible getting even redder, while Kurama stepped forward shyly "Uh Kuwabara...I'm sorry you had to find out like this...we were kind of planning on telling everyone at Christmas..." Kurama said sheepishly, his face colour now matching his hair. Kuwabara blinked at their faces, then laughed good-naturedly and his grin widened. "Are you kidding? This is great news, I'm just glad I found out before Hiei did!"
Yusuke and Kurama seemed to smile, relived "You really don't mind?" Yusuke asked nervously, which was unlike him. Kuwabara shook his head and patted Yusuke good-naturedly on the back "Nah! I'll just use this as blackmail material...Joke! Joke!" Kuwabara said hurriedly when Yusuke gave him a death glare.
"Well I'm glad you okay about it, we wanted to wait because we didn't know how everyone would react..." Kurama said smiling at Kuwabara, The tall red head smiled and shrugged "Well you two being together doesn't bother me one bit, I'm happy for you, really" Yusuke gave his friend a hug then put him into a head lock "Okay! But just because I'm going out with Kurama doesn't mean I'll go soft on your ass next time we fight!"
Kuwabara tried to laugh while in the headlock but found it impossible to do, so he pulled out of the headlock and laughed instead. " Alright! I get the hint, and don't you two worry, I won't tell anyone about it either, that's your job!" Kurama nodded gratefully.
"Thanks Kuwabara...Hmm I think its time we went to school" Kurama said, he blushed again before giving Yusuke a quick kiss on the lips and walking out of their secret hiding place and heading to school. Yusuke also blushed at the public display off affection Kurama just showed in front of Kuwabara, then fought it down and shrugged "Come on he's right lets go..."
The two talked about random stuff all the way to school and thing almost felt normal again, sure Kuwabara hadn't been expecting what he saw, but that didn't mean he didn't mind it, quite the opposite; his sister was a Yaoi fan, and had been since she was a teenager, she had manga's stashed all over the house, it was only a matter of time until Kuwabara read one when he was 11 and had to ask Shizuru what the two boy's in the manga were doing:
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Shizuru had laughed when Kuwabara had asked her this, and told him everything she knew about gay relationships, she said that even though some people said it was wrong, it really wasn't it was just nature's way of making everyone different.
"But how do you know you like boys?" Kuwabara had asked her, insisting to know, Shizuru ruffled her brothers hair and grinned "Well if you like them you'll become attracted to them, and see them as more than a friend, you'll want to be with them forever, know everything about them and want to protect them, no matter what, and eventually you'll want to do things to them that are in one of my Manga books!" Kuwabara blushed which made Shizuru laugh some more. "Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with it, maybe one day a friend of yours will be gay, and I hope your heart will tell you to do the right thing and support him no matter what, because who said that love was just between males and females? No one that's who, so if it happens Kazuma, support your friend no matter what okay?"
Kuwabara had nodded then puffed out his small chest and did a heroic pose "I promise with all my might!" Shizuru had laughed at him again as Kuwabara ran around pretending to save gay couples from danger...
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Kuwabara smiled to himself at that memory, he was sure Shizuru would be proud of him, but he had promised to keep it a secret, and he was going to keep it. "What are you grinning about!" Yusuke asked him as he nudged him in the ribs. Kuwabara didn't answer at first, instead his grin widened "Oh just remembering yours and Kurama's faces when you got caught, and engraining it into my memory!" Kuwabara said with a laugh. Yusuke mock glared and punched him half-heartedly on the shoulder.
"Ha ha funny!" Yusuke said then he stopped smiling and looked serious "Are you really okay about this Kuwabara?" The red haired detective stopped walking and looked at Yusuke confused "Yeah of course I am! Why would I lie?" Yusuke just shrugged and kicked at a stone at his feet. "I don't know...I just wanted to make sure... that I wasn't gonna lose my best friend" Kuwabara laughed and grabbed Yusuke in a head lock "Oh you act so tough Uramaeshi, but your a big sap really!" Yusuke got out of his grip and growled angrily but a grin was on his face "I'm serious!"
"So am I!" Kuwabara said with a laugh "Stop getting all worried about it will you? I'll always be your friend. Hell, I'd be your friend if you were a cross-dressing Satanist!" Yusuke laughed and his smile widened "Thanks Kuwabara" The red head grinned and nudged Yusuke "No problem, if you ever need to talk I'm here okay?" Yusuke nodded a smile on his face as they walked into school.
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(I'm not writing about what happened at school because a) I'm lazy and b) Nothing happens so XP)
At the end of school Kuwabara was almost asleep on his feet, Yusuke was concerned for his best friend of course, but Kuwabara just told him that he didn't get much sleep last night then successfully changed the subject "So you and Kurama going out on a date soon?" Kuwabara asked with a smile, Yusuke grinned, not longer embarrassed that his best friend knew about his secret relationship and nudged him. "Yeah were meant to be going to the cinema tonight, what are you doing?" Kuwabara yawned and shrugged "Probably sleeping I need it more than anything else right now"
Yusuke nodded as they got to the street where they went their separate ways "Don't forget were at Koenma's tomorrow for a briefing" Yusuke said "Be at the park for 11am" Kuwabara rolled his eyes and nodded "Okay I got it! See you tomorrow Yusuke" The dark haired detective smirked and with a wave, the two best friends went their separate ways home.
When Kuwabara got home Shizuru was nowhere to be seen, but he found a note stuck to the fridge, telling him that she would be working late and wouldn't be home until some ungodly hour of the morning. Kuwabara made him self some food and went upstairs to his room. He did some of his homework, before finishing his meal. The he yawned and got ready for bed.
'I am totally exhausted I hope I can get a decent nights sleep tonight...Kuwabara glanced at his clock it was almost 8pm the red head yawned. 'I'm to tired to write in my diary tonight...I'll do it tomorrow...' Then before Kuwabara realized it, he was fast asleep...but that wouldn't be for long.
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He was surrounded by darkness he couldn't see a thing, he felt so lost right now, but he didn't feel afraid. 'I just need to open my eyes' He though wearily. He felt some thing shift on top of him; he opened his eyes to see a pair of red eyes staring down at him.
Kuwabara yelped in surprise and tried to get up, but Hiei pushed him back on what he was lying on, which was a large king size bed "Don't move Kazuma" Hiei whispered, The read haired teen swallowed, he was scared of this Hiei, The Hiei in his dreams was like a hunter, and he was the prey.
Hiei leant down and kissed the Kuwabara deeply, he ripped Kuwabara's shirt open, the buttons flying everywhere, and Hiei began kissing and licking Kuwabara's neck, then his collar bone, then down his chest, Kuwabara moaned and tried to move, he tried in vain to stop the small fire demon but nothing worked the more he tried, the more Hiei teased him. "Now, now Kuwabara, play by the rules and say the magic word..." Kuwabara closed his eyes and turned his head away from Hiei.
He felt his face being brought forward "Look at me!" He heard Hiei hiss seductively in his ear, he couldn't help himself, he had to obey, and he opened his eyes and stared at Hiei fearfully. The fire demon smirked "I see your learning to do as your told..." Hiei said as he reached for Kuwabara's jeans.
Kuwabara's eyes widened and he tried to get up again, but Kuwabara kept forgetting, Hiei was a demon, one of the strongest demons alive, and a hell of a lot stronger than Kuwabara was, and Hiei merely pushed Kuwabara down with one hand, stopping the tall read head's struggles, while his other hand was expertly unbuttoning his jeans. "Relax, I think you going to enjoy this..." Hiei glanced at him, a dark predatory smirk on his face, as he pulled off his boxers, leaving Kuwabara almost naked. Hiei whistled and grinned when he looked at Kuwabara's large penis "I changed my mind... I think your really going to enjoy this..."
Kuwabara panicked "Hiei S-top! Why are you d-doing this!"? He asked, Hiei shook his head and turned around, kissing Kuwabara again "I told you...I want you, and because you won't admit the truth... I'm going to make you admit it by torturing you this way" Kuwabara's eyes, if possible widened even more. "So tell me Kazuma...do you want me?"
Kuwabara didn't answer his face was flushed and he was panting heavily, but he refused to answer. Hiei sighed, almost sounding as though he was disappointed "Very well...have it your way" Hiei suddenly grabbed Kuwabara's wrists and despite the red head's struggles, The small fire demon easily handcuffed Kuwabara's wrists to the headboard of the bed. Then Hiei reached down and took Kuwabara's penis and began stroking it with his hand. Kuwabara's back arched at the touch and he moaned loudly in pleasure, Hiei's smirk widened at every moan the tall red head made, and kept teasing him, stroking his penis, first hard and fast then soft and slow, 'Hiei was right' Kuwabara thought hazily through the fog of pleasure that was clouding his mind 'This IS torture!'
Hiei continued like this for what seemed like an eternity, and it wasn't long before Kuwabara knew he was going to lose control "H-Hiei-" Kuwabara broke off and moaned as another wave of pleasure washed over him. Luckily Hiei got the hint, and when the red haired teen came, Hiei swallowed it, every last drop.
Kuwabara was red, and panting from embarrassment and exhaustion, Hiei crawled on top of him slowly and kissed him deeply. Kuwabara could taste something in Hiei' mouth, he knew what it was, it tasted salty, but it wasn't unpleasant. When the small fire demon broke the kiss, he smirked at him hungrily, "You taste good Kazuma, we'll have to do this again..."
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For the second time in a week, Kazuma Kuwabara had never felt so relived to be in his own room. 'What the fuck is wrong with me!' Kuwabara though as he wiped some sweat away from his face, as he got out of bed, he realized that he had a certain uncomfortable bulge down below in his pants, and Kuwabara paled. 'I don't believe this! I'm hard over a dream with Hiei in it? I need a shower, NOW!' Kuwabara thought his mind racing in panic.
Kuwabara glanced at the clock, it was just after midnight, so the red head figured that he'd only managed four hours sleep before the dream he had woke him up. 'Great and no doubt I wont be able to sleep again...' The red head sighed and padded off towards the shower. After a long, cold shower Kazuma almost felt calm again 'this can't be normal, none of these dreams can be normal, but who the hell can I tell? It was bad enough telling Shizuru about my first dream! I don't want to tell her about this one! And Yusuke and Kurama are out of the question, they might tell Hiei...Gah I don't know what to do!'
Kuwabara paced for a while then with a sigh pulled out his diary and entered another entry...
Dear diary
It's happened again! I had another dream about him! I don't know what's wrong with me but I'm beginning to panic now, I'm scared that someone's going to find out about this...probably will I'm not good at keeping my own secrets...
What's worse is that I have to see him today! We had a goddamn briefing for a mission at 11am and I'm going to have to pretend everything is all hunky dory when it isn't...I hate betraying my friends and I hate not being able to tell them the truth, but what else can I do? If Hiei finds out about what I just dreamt he'd kill me on sight, I know he would, I'd be nothing more than a pile of charred remains once Hiei's finished with me! Ahh what to do...I don't want to tell anyone about these dreams, I'm scared they might blab to Hiei...I know it sounds stupid, but its true, I'll have to keep this to myself for now...
On a brighter note, guess what I found out! Yusuke and Kurama are dating! I kind of found out by accident, but the looks on there faces when they saw me was classic! XD I'll never forget it! Yusuke looked like he was going to be sent in front of the firing squad, while Kurama just blushed the same color as his hair.
I'm happy for them though, don't get me wrong, them being together doesn't harm my relationship with either of them at all, in fact I think they look kinda cute together XD Damn Shizuru and her Yaoi manga stashed all over the place! Ah well im just gald I found out before Hiei did!...
Hiei...What to do about him? Hell what to do about me? How am I gonna cope with Hiei in the same room as me after theat really 'Active' dream?'...I guess i'll have to go for broke and act my way through it, I doubt Hiei would notice anyway, its not like he cares about me...Or does he? Shizuru seems to think that Hiei might have a reason for him saving my ass but hell if i know what it is...
Well thats all I have to say, ill write in this tommorow.
Kazuma Kuwabara
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The tall red haired teen rubbed his eyes tiredly, his mind swimming with unanswered questions 'I dont know what to think anymore...it's confusing, but I need to keep this to myself right now untill I can figure out whats going on!' With a sigh Kuwabara lay back on his bed but he did not sleep, his mind wouldn't let him.
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Okay I'm finished for the day? How did everyone like it? Was it good? I really enjoyed writing it especially the dream parts XD i keep laughing because Poor Kuwabara's being tortured!
Hiei: It's not funny! -Glares-
Me: Well not in your point of view it isn't, but its fricken hilarious to me XD
Jade Rotaski Queen of the damned
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