Hey there, this is the re-made version of the first chapter. Not much done but – enjoy anyways!
(AN: Author Notes – if any)
Thoughts…
Mind Link – Hikaris to Yamis
Mind Link – Yamis to Hikaris
Warning: Yaoi
Pairings: YxYY, SxJ, RxB, MxM.
Yugi sighed lightly as he sat on his bed. He held a picture of him and Yami at the Domino Park. They had a good time at that park. That day, Yugi knew. He knew that what was bugging him the whole time was more. He always thought he loved Yami like a brother. But ever since that day at the park…He knew it was something more.
But how can I tell him?
Yugi placed the picture onto his desk, before staring at the bedroom floor. Thoughts running through his mind. He wanted to tell Yami his feelings so badly, but he didn't want to be rejected.
What if Yami doesn't like guys? What if he hates me after I tell him my feelings? What if he never looks at me the same way? What if he was disgusted with the fact that I love him…?
Yugi was in a sea of emotions. He couldn't bare the pain of loving someone who might not love you back. He thought about Ryou and Bakura, Seto and Jounouchi, and Malik and Marik…and envied them. They all were able to get the ones they loved – why couldn't he?
Yugi was too into his thoughts that he didn't hear the knocking at his door.
"Yugi?"
Yugi blinked. Yugi glanced up from the floor to his bedroom door.
"Hai?"
"It's me, Kenji. Can I come in?"
"Iie…"
"Nani? Why not?"
"Because…I wish to be alone."
Yugi heard Kenji sigh from outside the door.
"Yugi, you've been cooped up in your room ever since Tuesday and it's now Saturday. You're worrying everyone. Are you okay?"
"Hai, I'm fine. Now please go…"
"Please Yugi…"
"Leave me alone…"
"Demo, Yugi-"
"Iie!"
Yugi heard Kenji sigh again.
"Fine…"
Yugi listened, as Kenji footsteps grew fainter. He sighed and laid down face first into his pillow.
Why can't I just go tell him? Ryou, Seto, and Malik were able to do it to their lovers…
He was so jealous of them. They were able to tell their loved ones how much they cared about them. He wanted to do the same thing with Yami, but he was too frightened. Too frighten to be hated. Yugi closed his eyes and let his thoughts go through his head. Most of the time, one thought kept buzzing around in his head…
Yugi sighed as he thought back at what happened at the Domino Park.
TBC
