Am I Too Lost? (Songfic)

By Duckgirl566

Song: Tourniquet by Evanescence

Kagome's thoughts

Song

I tried to kill the pain,

But only brought more

I saw you today.

To think I almost told you.

To think I almost said,

'I love you'

It's painful

I lay dying

And I'm pouring crimson regret

And betrayal

I'm dying

I'm dying on the inside.

Praying

I'm praying on the inside.

Bleeding

I'm bleeding on the inside.

Screaming

I'm screaming on the inside for you.

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I am too lost?

I feel lost.

I think I am.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side?

Or will you forget me?

You kiss her.

Do you remember me

When you do?

When you look at me,

Do you see her?

I'm dying

I'm dying on the inside

Praying

I'm praying on the inside

Bleeding

I'm bleeding on the inside

Screaming

I'm screaming on the inside

For you.

I am I too lost to be saved

Am I too lost?

I feel lost.

I think I am.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side?

Or will you forget me?

You kiss her.

Do you remember me when you do?

When you look at me,

Do you see her?

I'm dying

I'm dying on the inside.

Praying

I'm praying on the inside.

Bleeding

I'm bleeding on the inside.

Screaming

I'm screaming on the inside for you.

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I am too lost?

I feel lost.

I know I am.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

I put a smile on my face.

I need to be strong.

But I am week.

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave.

My soul cries for deliverance.

Will I be denied Christ?

Tourniquet

My suicide

Do you remember your promise?

How can you protect me,

When the one who is hurting me,

Is you?

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or this song.

I like to think this really expresses Kagome at her darkest. Doesn't this make you wan to sit Inuyasha until he back brakes. O.0 yeah. R&R please.