Disclaimer: I do not own Veronica Mars or any of the Characters. I give Rob Thomas and the writers full credit. All the dialogue I 'borrow' belong to them.
Oh god you seriously don't understand how upset and depressed I am after this episode. And...I can't explain it without MAJOR spoilers, so if anyone wants to know why while being spoiled, leave me a comment saying you want to know along with you're email address, and I would LOVE to talk away this depression. (And seriously hope that it's wrong.)
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The next day at school I mostly kept to myself. I was avoiding Duncan and Logan, and unfortunetly they were my only friends.
"Hey sweet thang you want some company?" I look up from my lunch I was picking at and notice Weevil by himself.
I give him a half smile and say sure. He sits down next to me. Since I can't seem to stop thinking about Lilly, I decide to see if I can get any answers.
"Did you know Lilly Kane?" I ask Weevil.
Weevil gives me a long hard look. "What do you care? You didn't even know her?"
I sigh. How to explain this. "You're right I didn't know her. But some people asked me to help find her killer." Veronica holds up a hand cutting Weevil off from saying anything. "I know what you're thinking, but Abel Koontz didn't kill Lilly. So if you know anything, please let me know. I'm not here to judge. I don't know anyone well enough to do that. I just want to find her killer."
Weevil thinks about it. "Lilly was a wild one. Even though she was with Logan, she still managed to have a guy on the side. She loved guys, and they loved her. She also loved pissing her mother off as much as she could."
"And what about you? Did you fit anywhere in that catagory."
"Well Lilly did love the bad asses, and we all know I'm a bad ass, so you be the judge of that."
I can't help rolling my eyes. "You just love to brag don't you? So anyways, does Logan know about you and Lilly?"
"Are you kidding me? He wouldn't know if I beat him over the head. He knew Lilly flirted, but I don't think he knew that she actually did more than flirt."
"Wow she sure did get around a lot huh? So why do you think Abel Koontz would be framed for the murder?"
"Why else would the Kane's frame someone who works for them. Isn't it obvious? Come on Nancy Drew I thought even you could figure that out. There covering up there asses. One of them must have done it."
"But who? And why would they kill their own family members?"
"Well I would love to sit here and help you out, but I have a reputation I need to keep up. I see a freshman who needs my foot up his ass. See ya around."
Personally I don't know any of the Kane's. I mean I don't even really know Duncan that well. Are any of them really capable of murder? Did one of them really kill Lilly and then cover it up by framing an innocent man? Why would they kill her to begin with? I know the facts. She was sunbathing out by the pool, and the murder weapon was a wooden ashtray. Did she get into an argument and they picked up the ashtray and smacked her in the face? Was it an accident? From the way I hear Lilly was, maybe she just pissed someone off.
"Earth to Mars?"
"Huh?" I look up at the voice and see Logan sitting down across from me. "Oh. Hey."
"You've been avoiding me. Why?"
"Yea. I guess I have been. I just have a lot on my mind right now."
"This isn't about yesterday is it? About the kiss? Because that kiss was...hot."
I try not to blush. "Yea, it was hot. But...I mean...you just...and she...and he..."
"Spit it out Mars."
"It's too soon. You just lost you're girlfriend. And I...well I just lost a best friend and emotionally...well it's too much at once."
"So what. You're saying this could never happen? You're right I did just lose my girlfriend. But I'm trying to move on. They say that's normal to do. And so what if I want to do that with you. We need each other, and I want you."
I try to hold the tears back. "You really mean that? You're willing to be with me even now?"
Logan takes my hands in his. "I loved Lilly. But Lilly didn't love me the same way. I realize that, and I realize that it's time for me to move on and to maybe find someone who will love me for who I am. Not for how much money I have or for how popular I am. Unless of course all you're using me for is my ass."
I can't help it. I laugh as I start blushing. "You noticed huh?"
"Course I noticed. Seriously how could anyone not?"
"You're so shallow." I tease as I continue laughing. Though I stop short when Logan moves over and sits next to me. He leans in close to whisper in my ear. "Mission accomplished. I got you to smile and laugh. I hate seeing you so sad."
Shivers run up and down my spine as his breath tickles my ear. I jump when he kisses my neck. He wraps his arms around my waist and rests his chin on my shoulder. I relax and rest my head on top of his.
"How can I resist you when you turn my insides to mush. You turn me into a marshmallow. How can I say no to that?"
"So are you gonna be my girl or what?"
"You mean do we get to hold hands and you buy me a teddy bear that says 'I wuv you beary much' through some sort of ring tossing ability?"
"What you want me to show off how much of a man I can be?"
"More or less? Yes that's exactly what I mean."
"Good cuz I wouldn't want it any other way."
"Then yes. I will be you're 'girl'."
I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him lightly on the lips.
"What's going on here? Did I miss something?"
I look over and notice Duncan sitting across from us with a scowl on his face.
"Hey DK. What did you miss?" Logan asks.
He points at the two of us. "When did you too become so chummy? I just saw you two yesterday. What changed since then? And oh yea. How could you Logan!"
"What? What did I do?"
"My sister just died and here you are shoving you're tongue down someone else's throat like two seconds later. I thought we wanted Veronica for her help. Not to date her." Duncan looks disgusted. And maybe even a little jealous.
"Ok boys that's enough. I'm here to help you solve Lilly's murder. That mean's I'm here to ask questions. Now my first question is this. Did Lilly have any secrets? Anything important that would help me solve this case?"
Both boys look thoughtful. Finally Logan clears his throat. "Well I know Lilly was seeing someone else just before she died. And no I don't know who it was."
"Speaking of which. What are you're alibi's?"
"Why Veronica Mars are you accussing us of evil?" Logan fakes hurt and shock while twirling an imaginary mustache.
"I just want to know where you guys were when it happened."
"I was in TJ Mexico with Dick and Beav. Well that's what I told the police anyway." Logan looks down at the table.
"What do you mean that's what you told the police? Where were you then and why did you lie?"
"I didn't lie, I just didn't tell the whole truth. I knew she was seeing someone. I mean we had just broken up for the hundreth time, and she already had someone new. And it was driving me crazy. When I left for Neptune, I didn't know if I was gonna scream at her for treating me like dirt or beg her to take me back. So I drove back to Neptune and I drove to the carwash she was participating in."
"So what did you do?" I ask anxiously.
"Yea what did you do? And how come I didn't know about this?" Duncan asks with an accussing note to his voice.
"I didn't think it mattered at the time. Anyway, I just parked across the street and watched her. And this feeling came over me, you know, I don't…I don't know how to describe it but I just knew it was over. So I sat in my car and I wrote this note to her, explaining it."
"Did you give it to her?"
"Yeah, I left it in her car."
"And where is the note now?" Veronica sits up straight. Maybe this is a clue. I have to find that note. But I have no idea where it would be.
"Well I might have some idea. I taught Lilly to hide things in her vent. It could be there. Then again, maybe something else could be there. Something like a clue."
"Great. Duncan do you mind if I look around her room after school?"
Duncan looks confused. "I guess not. We should have to house to ourselves anyway."
"Great then I'll meet you guys here after school and we can head to Duncan's house. I'll see you guys then." I stand up and kiss Logan on the lips. As I go to walk away, he smacks me on the ass. And I laugh.
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Rockerchick224: The link is in my profile.
QueenCate: Yea I realize I was harsh, but technically this isn't the same Lilly and Wallace. Lilly and Veronica don't know each other. And Lilly can be a bitch. We all know that. I was a little tough, but I had my reason's. It was mostly Veronica being harsh/mad at herself. And I did have Wallace calm down towards the end.
Twisted3ljw: Lmao I was channeling you, and I didn't even notice. Lmao figures you're there even when I don't even know it. Lol glad I could make you jump with Wallace in the back seat. I was going for that affect. Glad it came across. Thanks buddy, love ya
